I miss you so much and you mean the whole world to me. I wish you could see my family and I now. I just want you to come back it’s really not fair how everything goes by so fast, all I can ask is why does it go by so fast, but I’ll never know. We want you back I miss our breakfast’s together and our pool days. You meant everything to me and I can’t thank you enough for what you have done to help me. You deserved to stay longer, but God has plans and I just wish it wasn’t so soon. I just wish that I could have one last day, one minute, I just want one it doesn’t matter how long you’ve been gone it seems the pain is still fresh. I want you to come to all my birthdays and see me graduate, it sucks really bad and we all miss you. When I was little I never wanted to think about the fact that people get old, I know now that it happens and I know I was young, but I just wish I had learned. I love you so much and so does my family, I still cry and still love you like I did before and it’ll never stop. You were my biggest fan and it seemed no one could tell as loud or be my biggest cheer leader, don’t get me wrong my parents do it for me just the same way, but it’s different because it’s not you. It seems I’m just getting older and older and it’s sad that I can’t take a break to enjoy it, I wish I could enjoy it with you. It would be better that way, I wish you could meet the new puppy her name is daisy and she’s a year old now, she’s my best friend and supports me though hard times, I truly have a special bond with her. I’ve gotten very good at cooking and you always told me I was good at it, even if I messed up. I’m making A’s and B’s still and soon I’ll be applying to a prep academy. I would be taking college courses and getting credits for high school and college, I hope I’m making you proud, and about that academy I can get my associates degree why I’m there so I’m so excited! I found a love for fishing and I haven’t caught very many fish to keep but they’ve all been shot by half an inch or less than that. I wish you could see me now, I’ve grown up too much lol. Dad was telling me about how much you used to box and it was really cool I just wish you could tell the story yourself. I just wonder if you’ll be proud of me. Im still doing really good in art I think so at least you always told me how good I was and I miss your voice. You were always too nice to me and every time I drive past your condos I get sad but happy knowing how good of a time we had. Back in school though, chemistry is hard I still have a B though and I try my hardest. I’m in all honors and AP classes, trust me I have my fair share of stress but not too bad, I’m scared though and I’m not sure why, I fear that I’ll fail but you believe in me still so I think I can do it. I had to get out of ROTC even though I shined bright in it and did my very best, everyone loved me and I worked so hard and got tons of ribbons, but I had to drop out of it for my honors and AP classes so I could focus on them but it was also toxic and I know you would just want me to be happy. I just wanna see you again and I miss you so dearly, I want you back, I’ll talk to you soon Pop-Pops just please always remember I will forever love and miss you and so will my family. I love you I’ll talk to you soon.