April 9, 2014
April 9, 2014
dad hi i just got thru talking to mom so now its your turn well where do i start it broke my heart no more like tore my heart out when you were taken to heaven so early i still remember the day dawn called me on the phone and told me that you hsd cancer i was driving at the time omg tears started flowing down my face so hard i had to pull over cause i couldn see the road i will never forget that horrible day i was thinking omg we just lost mama and now he wants you to how unfair can that be then i thought dad your strong you will be ok that maybe we caught it in time so when they said stage 4 i knew i had no heart left god had took my mama and now he was coming for you i kept asking myself why please dont do this again so i stayed by your side on the weekends and that one day when i yelled at you over you not letting me wash your jacket and then i left i am so sorry for that dad from the bottom of my heart but i came back and i did tell you i was sorry i was with you right to the end like i was mama i miss you so miss i think of you all the time but i know your happy cause your with mom again and i know you missed her so much we all thought you would be with us for years but i guess thats not the way god planned it i love you so much and miss you too so until its time for me to come to heaven with you and mom i will never forget you or mom until then love you dad signed your daughter judith