thats what you were to me you had the best laugh the bigest smile and i do miss your jokes too you could always make me smile  i wished i was their that day just to let you know it was ok and not to be afaird but i think you know i remeber when you were in the hosptail years ago and i came  to see you and you could it talk but we looked at each other and i took your hand we did it have to say anything we know what each of us was feeling and i told you than you would get throught it i wished i was their by your side when you sliped away just to hold your hand and tell you its ok donna its ok i did go to the hosptail and sit beside you took your hand a held it and told you it was ok donna you fight long and hard and it was ok my heart broke into a million peaces that day you wrent surpose go you were surpose be here with us but your fight was over and you were at peace i kissed your check and i told you i loved you and on that moring before mom passed you were their to help mom with her jounary i thank you for that  as mom looked up that moring and said i see you donna i know that she was going to haven to be with you  and her mom and dad and sister and i that loved her i hope when its my time that you and mom well be their to greet me home i love and miss you xoxoxo  thank you for beeing my sister

ANOTHER THANKSGIVING WITH OUT YOU  ITS SO HARD TO BELIVE YOU BEEN GONE FOR OVER 2 YRS I AM HEART BROKEN DONNA  IT SHOULD OF NOT BEEN THIS SOON  FOR ME TO LOSE A SISTER WHO I LOVED DREALY WE HAD A VERY SPECAIL BOND AND ONLY ME AND YOU NOW WHY WHEN EVER YOU NEEDED ME I WAS RIGHT THEIR WITH YOU AND WHEN I NEEDE YOU  YOU WERE THEIR ALL WAYS MAKEING ME LAUGHT AND FEEL BETTER I WAS IT THEIR WHEN YOU LEFT THIS WORLD  BUT I DID COME AND SIT BESIDE YOU AND HOLD YOUR HAND AND TELL YOU I LOVED YOU AND THAT PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU THAT DAY ITS JUST SO UNFAIR YOU WERE THE BEST DAUGHTER SISTER MOTHER GRANDMOTHER AND FRIEND AND I WE DONT HAVE THAT NOW IN KNOW YOU WERE TRIED AND IN PAIN AND I BELIVE THAT GOD KNOW THIS AND I KNOW I BELIVE THAT YOU WERE THEIR THAT MORING TO TELL MOM THAT IT WAS OK AND THAT YOU WERE THEIR TO HELP HER WITH HER JOUNARY AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT WITH ALL OF MY HEART  DONNA I LOVE YOU

HAPPY BRITHDAY DONNA I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH I AM  SENDING YOU A BIG HUG AND KISS TO YOU I WENT AND BROUGHT YOU AND MOM FLOWERS AND THE YELLOW IS FOR YOU BECAUSE THAT WAS YOUR FAVT COLOR  YELLOW BRIGHT AS YOUR SMILE THAT LIGHT UP A ROOM  AND NOW YOU BRIGHTNESS SHINE DOWN ON US ALL  I LOVE YS SIS