I remember this one time we were sitting there and i was crying. And he told me to be strong and i looked at him and the face he made was so funny that i couldn't help but to laugh. because it was so damn funny. i just was rollin. he told me that life is only what you make of it. no matter good or bad. i could do anything i wanted if i only tried and i am doing exactly just that. i am going to school and i am gonna be successful because of my boyfriend and doug. those are two people i owe my life to and now that has been taken away from me.but he will forever be in my heart.