I was so blessed to be able to hold Dylan and spend time with him. I'll never forget when my daughter was pregnant, I was so worried that I couldn't possibly love Dylan the way I do loved his brother,Jaden. I.adored Jaden with everything I had in me. Well that fear disappeared even I seen him. He also stole my heart. As a nana, I.had so much love to give to these boys, my grandsons. I remember the way Dylan's little lips would look when he would suck on ice I have him. I am blessed to be able tho have held him, kissed him, felt him. He was ripped from our lives the morning of July 5. S.I.D.S they say. I don't quite understand how and why this could happen. Life seems so unfair. We have had to live with this huge loss. My daughter will never be the same. My heart aches for the loss of my grandson, and for my daughter having this pain to live with. Dylan we love you and miss you so much!