Was just laying here thinking about you Brother. I think about you all the time but when I'm about to goto sleep and it's really quiet here, I think about you.
I wish we could turn back time, but not for you to go through this again, but to be able to see you again and hear your voice. I try to remember what your voice sounds like, it hurts that I can't. But I'll never forget you because of that. Ill always have the memories of our great childhood!
Madison asks about you, asks what you were like. They're good bedtime stories for her when she here and helps me to talk about you to her, remembering the wonderful times.
I miss your Brother! But I also know you're in a better place than where you were going through what you were. Now you can rest and not worry about anything or feel the pain anymore. I know you don't want anyone else to feel the pain either, but I feel the pain because you are missed. You're my BIG BROTHER and always will be no matter where you are. I just wish I could hear your voice again and have a conversation with you.
I love and miss you Brother.