GOOD MORNING DADDY

 SORRY I DIDN'T MESSAGE YOU ON SUNDAY, BUT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL I HAVE FLU A AND A UTI I HAD TO STAY FOR 2 DAYS I CAME HOME YESTERDAY BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE CRAP AND HAVE A LOT OF GOOP IN MY HEAD AND LUNGS. I HOPE THE MEDS WILL KICK IN SOON AND TAKE CARE OF IT I JUST HOPE IT DOESN'T GET WORSE AGAIN. CYNTHIA HAS CLASS TODAY AT NARROWAY IT IS GONNA BE ROUGH BUT I WILL GET THROUGH IT. IT COMES AND GOES IN SPIRTS ONE MINUTE I FEEL OK THEN THE NEXT AWFUL LIKE I WAS HIT BY A TRUCK. I HATE BEING SICK I HAVE TOO MUCH GOING ON TO DEAL WITH SICKNESS TOO.
WELL DADDY I FEEL ROUGH AND NEED TO GET READY TO LEAVE SOON SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL'GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
HAPPY TUESDAY, SORRY I DIDN'T WRITE ON SUNDAY. I WAS WITH LAYLA. WE HAD A GREAT VISIT I JUST WISH IT COULD HAVE BEEN LONGER SHE WASN'T FEELING WELL BUT WE HAD FUN. SHE WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY AND VIOLET AND LILLY ARE THE USHERS IT IS SO CUTE. THEY HAVE A LITTLE CHURCH LIKE US BUT WAY SMALLER EVERYONE IS SO FRIENDLY. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT VIOLET IS BETTER TODAY, SHE WAS RUNNING A HIGH FEVER YESTERDAY AND LAST NIGHT, I HAVEN'T HEARD ANYTHING FROM LAYLA YET TODAY.
 YESTERDAY WAS GINNY WOOTEN'S 91ST BIRTHDAY WE WENT TO SEE HER FOR A FEW SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE APARTMENT IN A SENIOR COMMUNITY NEXT TO HER DAUGHTER CONNIE. IT'S CUTE. MOMMA'S BIRTHDAY IS THURSDAY SHE WILL BE 73 SHE HAS TO GET BLOOD WORK FOR HER POTASUIM ON HER BIRTHDAY WHAT'S UP WITH THAT RIGHT? PRAYING IT IS STILL IN GOOD RANGE FOR HER, IT HAS BEEN DOING GOOD SO FAR. DERRICK HAS A CHECK- UP TODAY. I HAVE SO MUCH I NEED TO DO IN THIS HOUSE IT MAKES ME SICK LOOKING AT IT I HATE TO COME HOME. I JUST NEED TO GET STARTED AND THROW IT ALL AWAY BUT I WOULD NEED A TRUCK....LOL OR MAKE A 100 TRIPS TO THE DUMP.
WELL ADDY I REALLY NEED TO GET STARTED ON SOME HOUSE WORK WHILE I AM IN THE MOOD SO I WILL CATCH YO LATER, PROBALLY SUNDAY....LOL.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN REMEMBER HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGELA KAY

HEY DADDY,
  GOOD MORNING, HAPPY SUNDAY. WELL ONCE AGAIN I AM WRITING YOU BEFORE CHURCH. I HAVE RILEY THIS MORNING HAZEL WILL BE HERE LATER TODAY. WE TOOK RILEY TO SEE THE EASTER DRAMA LAST NIGHT, SHE MELTED MY HEART WHEN SHE BEGAN TO CRY WHEN THEY WERE PUNISHING JESUS AND PUT HIM ON THE CROSS. THEY DO SUCH A GREAT JOB IT LOOKS SO REAL. WE MAY GO BACK TONIGHT WITH HAZEL IT'S THE LAST NIGHT. I FINALLY GET TO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET THIS SATURDAY I CAN'T WAIT, I MISS THEM SO MUCH. TOMORROW I GOT TO TAKE HAZEL TO THE DENTIST THEN AFTERWARDS WE ARE HAVING SUPPER AT JACEE'S SINCE JORDAN WORKS ON SUNDAYS NOW. WE ARE HAVING LASAZANA, OR WHOEVER IT IS SPELLED...LOL.
WELL DADDY I AM DOING PRETTY GOOD RIGHT NOW OTHER THAN PAIN IN MY KNEES. MOMM AND BUDDY ARE GOOD, SO ARE THE KIDS AND GRANDKIDS LAYLA JUST GOT BACK FROM FLORIDA WITH DANNY AND JENENE THEY HAD FUN VIOLET LIKED IT. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE SO THAT YOU COULD HAVE MET YOUR GREAT GRANDDAUGHTERS THEY ARE SO LOVING BUT YET SO DIFFERENT IN THEIR OWN WAYS, AND WOULD HAVE KEPT YOU ON YOUR TOES FOR SURE. I MISS GOING TO BOONE AND CHIMNEY ROCK WITH YOU JUST FOR ICE CREAM, WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER EVEN THOUGH WE DID'T HAVE MUCH MONEY. ALL THE TRIPS TO THE TRUCK STOPS TO EATI LOVED THAT BUT NOW A DAYS IT'S TO DANGEROUS DUE TO ALL THE SEX TRAFFICING, SUCH A SAD WORLD WE LIVE IN NOW.
WELL DADDY I GOT TO GO IT'S ALMOST TIME TO HEAD TO CHURCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. HUG AND KISS EVERYONE FOR ME AND TELL THEM I SAID HEY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU EVEN MORE.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                         HAPPY EASTER DADDY

GOOD MORNING IT IS ANOTHER SUNDAY BUT NOT JUST ANY SUNDAY IT'S EASTER. AS ALWAYS WE ARE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH. LAST NIGHT WE WENT TO A PLAY CALLED ALIVE IT WAS AMAZING I BELIEVE WE ALL 3 CRIED. TODAY AFTER CHURCH DERRICK IS BEING THE EASTER BUNNY AT CICI'S PIZZA. HE IS EXCITED ABOUT THAT. WE HAD AN EGG HUNT AT CHURCH YESTERDAY AND CYNTHIA WON 25 DOLLARS AND A 15 DOLLARS GIFT CARD SO SHE RACKED UP.
WE HAD A GOOD TIME IN RALIEGH AT THE TOMMY INNIT SHOW OTHER THAN THE STORMS WHICH WAS ROUGH TO DRIVE IN AND OUR HOTEL WAS NICOTHER THAN THE BEDS THEY WERE TOO HARD FOR MY LIKINGS BUT OTHER THAN THAT IT WAS GREAT ESPECIALLY THE BREAKFAST BUFFET EVERYONE WAS SO NICE.
WELL DADDY I GOT TO GO GET CYNTHIA READY AS ALWAYS SO I WILL CATCH YOU LATER HAVE A WONDERFUL EASTER AS I KNOW YOU WILL HUNT SOME EGGS WITH CASEY AND COREY TELL THEM MOMMA LOVES THEM.
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                      HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY AND HAPPY SUNDAY, AS ALWAYS I AM GETTING READY FOR CHURCH. I HAVE 3 OF THE 4 GIRLS HERE TODAY WE HAD A GOOD WEEKEND WE WENT TO THE PARK THEN TO CELEBRATE BUDDY'S 78TH BIRTHDAY I JUST WISH VIOLET COULD HAVE BEEN HERE TOO THEN ALL 4 OF THEIR GREAT KIDS WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE. OH YEAH MY TOE IS GETTING BETTER THANK THE GOOD LORD. I HOPE TO GO SEE LAYLA IN 2 WEEKS I MISS THEM SO MUCH. I HAVE BEEN HAVING SUNDAY DINNER WITH JACE AND WHITLEY THE PAST FEW WEEKS TODAY IS HOTDOGS AND TOTS YAY SOMETHING ALL THE KIDS WILL EAT.
 OOPS I WILL BE RIGHT BACK I GOTTA RUN AND GET CYNTHIA UP AND READY ALSO WAKE DERRICK.. OKAY I'M BACK THAT WENT BETTER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD.
WELL DADDY I AM GOING TO RUN FOR NOW I GOT THINGS TO DO BEFORE WE LEAVE SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
    LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
  WELL IT'S SUNDAY, AND WE ARE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH. I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND SAY HELLO AND LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING OF YOU AS ALWAYS. HAZEL WILL HERE AFTER CHURCH AND WE ARE GOING TO JACEE'S TO EAT SLOPPY JOES WHITLEY AND RILEY WILL BE THERE AND UNFORTUALLY SO WILL LIV. I HOPE WE HAVE A GOOD SERVICE TODAY STEVEN AND BROOKLYN WILL BE THERE SO THEY MAY TAKE OVER, WHO KNOWS WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.
  WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA UP AND MOVING SO WE CAN LEAVE ON TIME I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,

HAPPY SATURDAY. WELL, OUR VACATION WENT OKAY THERE WAS A LOT OF BICKERING BETWEEN JORDAN AND JACEE SO IT MADE THINGS A LITTLE WEIRD BUT OTHER THAN THAT WE HAD FUN THE KIDS WANTED MORE TIME WITH THEIR MOM BUT SHE WAS TOO BUSY TRYING TO BABY JORDAN AND THEY STAYED INTHE CAR OR THEIR ROOM MORE THAN WITH US. THEN ON THE WAY HOME, SHE TOOK THE SCENIC ROUTE KNOWING HOW I FEEL ABOUT CURVY ROADS BUT I SURVIVED PLUS IT WAS PRETTY BUT VERY SCARY AT TIMES NARROW ROADS AND IT WAS WORSE WHEN ANOTHER CAR WAS COMING AND WANTED TO SHARE MY SIDE LOL.
 DADDY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND ALL THE THINGS WE DID TOGETHER ALL OUR CAR RIDES JUST TO GO GET ICE CREAM IN CHIMNEY ROCK WITH THE KIDS THOSE ARE SOME MEMORIES I WILL NEVER FORGET. I TRY TO SPEND TIME WITH MOMMA EVERY FRIDAY WE WATCH MOVIES. WE GOT 2 WATCHED YESTERDAY AND BUDDY ALWAYS MAKES LUNCH HE IS SUCH A GOOD STEPDAD AND GREAT HUSBAND TO MOMMA HE WORRIES A LOT ABOUT HER THEY BOTH ARE UP THERE IN AGE AND I WORRY ABOUT THEM BOTH HE LOVES TO DO THINGS OUTSIDE AND IF SOMETHING WAS TO HAPPEN TO HIM MOMMA WOULDN'T KNOW IT FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE SHE SAYS IN THE HOUSE ON THE COUCH WHILE HE IS OUTSIDE, OR IF SHE WAS TO FALL AT NIGHT AGIAN WHILE HE IS ASLEEP HE WON'T KNOW UNTIL HE GOT UP, SO THOSE THINGS TERRIFY ME, ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY THAT GOD KEEPS THEM SAFE ALWAYS. CYNTHIA HAS STREP IT SEEMS THAT SHE IS ALWAYS SICK, HAZEL HAD A SINUS INFECTION. WE ARE GOING OVER TO JACEE'S TOMORROW AFTER CHURCH FOR SLOPPY JOES, I HOPE WHITLEY AND RILEY WILL BE THERE, AND NOT LIV BUT I BET SHE WILL BE THERE, THAT'S JUST MY LUCK. IF SHE IS I WILL TRY TO BE ON MY BEST BEHAVIOR. IT'S NOT HER THAT I DON'T LIKE, IT'S THE SITUTION.
 WELL DADDY I HAVE A LOT I NEED TO GET DONE TODAY SO I WILL SAY BYE FOR NOW. UNTIL THE NEXT TIME I MISS YOU DEARLY AND I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD, AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY

HAPPY FRIDAY I AM WRITING YOU TODAY BECAUSE I WILL NOT BE HOME TO WRITE ON SUNDAY, WE WILL BE IN TENNESSEE. WE ARE LEAVING HERE IN A FEW HOURS I AM GETTING THINGS READY NOW, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD DROP IN AND SAY HELLO AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS YOU. I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT OUR TRIP WHEN WE GET BACK I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO COME ALONG BUT I KNOW HEAVEN IS BY FAR A MUCH BEAUTFULIER PLACE. WE HAVE A COUPLE OF THINGS PLANNED TO DO ONE NEW THING SO I AM EXCITED ABOUT THAT. ANY TIME THAT I GET AWAY IS GOOD IT TAKES MY MIND OFF THINGS FOR A SECOND IF NOTHING ELSE. I JUST HOPE AND PRAY THE WEATHER DOESN'T GET BAD AND WE CAN HAVE A GOOD TIME.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO AND PACK UP THE CAR SO I WILL TALK WITH YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY AND HAPPY SUNDAY.
  WELL I JUST TOOK MY DIABETIC SHOT AND OTHER MEDS MY SUGAR WAS HIGH 200 IT SHOULDN'T BE THAT HIGH FIRST THING IN THE MORNING, I MIGHT HAVE TO STOP HAVING CRACKERS BEFORE BED TO SEE IF IT HELPS.
 I HAVE RILEY TODAY SHE SPENT THE NIGHT, IT IS YOUTH SUNDAY AT CHURCH CYNTHIA AND DERRICK ARE GOING TO SING TODAY DERRICK IS SUPPOSED TO SING WITH BRANDON I HOPE HE IS THERE.
 CYNTHIA GOT HER A NEW PAGEANT DRESS YESTERDAY AT PROJECT CINDERELLA, IT IS HOT PINK AND SHINY JUST THE WAY SHE LIKES THINGS. HAZEL IS COMING OVER AFTER CHURCH AND WE ARE GOING TO JACEE'S FOR TACO SUNDAY. LAYLA IS DOING BETTER AND HEALING SHE HAS A NEW SUV. I ALSO GET TO SEE WHITLEY TODAY AT JACEE'S. CYNTHIA DIDN'T GET THE PART IN THE PLAY THAT SHE WANTED BUT SHE DID GET A SMALL TESIFYING PART I KNOW SHE WILL DO GREAT AS ALWAYS. NARROWAY IS HER 2ND HOME.
 WE ARE LEAVING FRIDAY FOR TENN. I CAN'T WAIT I NEED THE BREAK EVEN IF IT IS ONLY A FEW DAYS ANYTHING COUNTS I AM JUST SO WORN DOWN AND NEED TO TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS FOR A SECOND. I JUST HOPE JORDAN AND JACEE ARE IN BETTER MOODS THAN THEY HAVE BEEN THE PAST FEW WEEKS SINCE WE ARE STAYING IN THE SAME ROOM ALL TOGETHER.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA AND DERRICK UP AND READY SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HI DADDY,
GUESS WHAT IT'S SATURDAY NOT SUNDAY...LOL I JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW HOW THINGS WERE. WELL ON MONDAY I GOT THE SCARE OF MY LIFE AND WAS SICK TO MY STOMACH FOR DAYS, LAYLA HAD A WRECK AND FLIPPED HER SUV A COUPLE OF TIMES AT 60 MPH. PRAISE GOD SHE IS OKAY BUT SEEING THE CAR AND ALL HER BRUSES AND CUTS I LOST IT. I COULD NEVER THANK GOD ENOUGH FOR HIS PROTECTION ON HER. ON THURSDAY WE TOOK MISS WOOTEN TO EAT FISH SHE IS ALMOST 91 NOW AND LIVES ALONE NEAR CONNIE I WORRY ABOUT THEM BOTH. FRIDAY WAS MOVIE DAY WITH MOMMA THEN WE TOOK OFF TO THE SPECIAL POPS DANCE DERRICK AND CYNTHIA HAD FUN AND HERE IN AN HOUR, WE ARE GOING TO GO GET CYNTHIA A NEW PROM/PAGEANT DRESS AT PROJECT CINDERALLIA.
OH YEAH, I GOT MY FIRST IV INJECTION TUESDAY FOR MY TOE AND HAVE ONE MORE MARCH 5TH. ALSO, WE LEAVE THIS FRIDAY FOR PIGEON FORGE SO I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO MESSAGE YOU ON SUNDAY THE 3RD BUT I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT OUR TRIP WHEN WE GET BACK. I LOVE THAT PLACE IT IS MY CALMING PLACE FOR A FEW DAYS ALL MY CARES GO AWAY AND I FEEL FREE. I JUST WISH I WAS WITH ALL MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS AT THE SAME TIME BUT MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN HAVE A TRIP LIKE THAT.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYTHIA UP AND READY TO GO. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER HOPEFULLY TOMORROW AS ALWAYS BEFORE CHURCH. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU. UNTIL NEXT TIME KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS, I LOVE YOU DADDY.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

             HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY DADDY


                           I LOVE YOU.

       LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL'GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
HAPPY SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN. I AM SO SORRY I DIDN'T STOP BY ON VALENTINES TO WISH YOU A HAPPY ONE, BUT I WAS THINKING OF YOU. DERICK WAS IN A LOT OF PAIN AND THAT DAY WAS CRAZY. HE HAD TO GET HIS TOOTH PULLED AFTER A FAILED ROOT CANAL. I HAVE TO GO TOMORROW AND GET AN IV INJECTION FOR THE INFECTION OF MY TOE, THEY SAID IT WILL TAKE ABOUT 30 MINS. TO RUN THEN I GO BACK IN 2 WEEKS FOR ONE MORE ROUND HOPEFULLY IT WILL HELP AND I WON'T HAVE ANY REACTIONS TO IT.
 WELL I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MOMMA TWICE THIS WEEK ON FRIDAY WE DID OUR NORMAL THING WATCH MOVIES AND YESTERDAY WE WENT AND HAD MATCHING PERMANENT BRACELETS MADE, I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS MY WORLD AND I CAN'T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF HER NOT BEING HERE SOMEDAY OR BUDDY FOR THAT MATTER. HE TAKES GOOD CARE OF HER.
WE ALL ARE DOING GOOD FOR THE MOST PART JUST LIVING OUR EVERYDAY LIVES AND TRYING TO GET BY. PRICES ON EVERYTHING ARE GETTING RIDICULOUS BUT OTHER THAN THAT IT'S OK. I HOPE TRUMP GETS BACK IN THIS ELECTION AND MAYBE THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR THE ECONOMY.
WE HAD SUCH AN AMAZING SERVICE LAST WEEK AT CHURCH THAT THE SPIRIT TOOK OVER I HOPE WE HAVE THAT AGIAN TODAY LORD KNOWS I NEED IT.
WELL, I JUST GOT CYNTHIA DRESSED SHE ALWAYS LAYS BACK DOWN TIL TIME TO LEAVE. DERRICK JUST GOT UP TOO AND IS NOW GETTING READY. NEXT WEEK IS YOUTH SUNDAY.
LORD, HERE WE GO AGAIN MY HANDS ARE STARTING TO ITCH THEN MY WHOLE BODY WILL START IT DRIVES ME NUTS AND I NEARLY CLAW MYSELF TO DEATH. I AM GOING TO SEE IF MY CRAZY DR CAN FIGURE IT OUT. IT IS SO AGGRAVATING AND LASTS WAY TOO LONG.
I NEED TO GO FINISH GETTING READY FOR CHURCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER DADDY. I LOVE AND MISS YOU. HUG AND KISS EVERYONE FOR ME AND TELL THEM HELLO AND I LOVE THEM TOO. UNTIL THE NEXT TAKE KEEP WATCHING OVER US AND I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY HEART ALWAYS. I LOVE YOU DADDY.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
  GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY SUNDAY. BOY HAS IT BEEN A BUSY WEEK FIRST WE HAD THE NIGHT TO SHINE PROM. THEY HAD A BLAST DANCING KAREOKE PHOTO BOOTH AND LIMO RIDES, A FUN FULLED NIGHT. THEN OFF WE WENT TO CYNTHIA'S PAGEANT SHE DID GREAT SHE WON BEST WADROB, PRETTIEST EYES, AND QUEEN IN HER AGE DIVISION I AM SO PROUD OF HER.
  WE ARE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH NOW. IT IS RAINING AND ON SUPER BOWL SUNDAY THE CHIEFS AND THE 49 ERS ARE PLAYING NONE OF MY YEAMS SO WHO CARES WHO WINS WE ARE GOING TO JACEE'S TO WATCH THE GAME.
DERRICK HAS TO GET A ROOT CANAL TOMORROW AND CYNTHIA IS SICK WITH AN EARACHE AND SORE THROAT THEY HAVE HER ON AMOXICILLIN, THAT POOR CHILD SAYS SICK, I JUST WISH THEY COULD FIGURE OUT WHY.
  WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET THINGS READY SO WE CAN HEAD TO CHURCH I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
  I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. UNTIL NEXT TIME KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS. I LOVE YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                    HAPPY 78TH BIRTHDAY DADDY

HEY DADDY,
  WELL, YOU ARE 78 TODAY AND I KNOW YOU ARE HAVING THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER UP IN HEAVEN SURROUNDED BY JESUS AND ALL YOUR LOVED ONES. I WISH HEAVEN HAD PHONES SO I COULD CALL AND SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BUT SINCE THEY DON'T HERE GOES.....
  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DADDY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU. HEY AT LEAST THIS WAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO MY BAD SINGING..... LOL.
   I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH DADDY, AND ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU. TALK TO YOU LATER.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY AND HAPPY SUNDAY, WELL TODAY IS OLD FASHION DAY AT CHURCH BUT I AM NOT DRESSING UP WE HAVE A BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR CYNTHIA'S FRIEND RIGHT AFTER SO I DON'T WANT TO WALK INTO A MEXICIAN RESTAURANT LOOKING LIKE I JUST STEPPED OUT OF THE 20'S LOL. WISH YOU COULD BE HERE WE ARE HAVING AN OLD-FASHIONED LUNCH AS WELL AFTER CHURCH AT THE HUT, YOUR FAVORITES PINTOS CABBAGE CORNBREAD SLAW FRIED TATERS NANNER PUDDING, AND MORE. I HAVE TO WATCH WHAT I EAT SINCE HAVE DIABETES. I AM ALREADY WORRIED ABOUT THE DIABETIC TOE INFECTION I HAVE NOW I KINDA OF KNOW WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH IT IS NOT FUN AT ALL. I HAVE TO GO SEE AN INFECTIOUS DISEASE DR THIS WEEK TO MAKE SURE THINGS AREN'T GETTING WORSE IT LOOKS A LITTLE BETTER I HAVE BEEN PRAYING A LOT.
 DERRICK IS EXCITED HE GETS TO BE CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW ON TUESDAY AT CICI'S PIZZA THEY HAVE ASKED HIM TO COME IN EVER SO OFTEN AND DO DIFFERENT COSTUMES HIS NEXT ONE AFTER THIS WILL BE THE EASTER BUNNY. FRIDAY IS THE NIGHT TO SHINE PROM HE AND CYNTHIA ARE EXCITED ABOUT THAT AS WELL THEN ON SATURDAY CYNTHIA HAS A PAGEANT, SO WE ARE PRETTY BUSY THIS WEEK. PLUS MOMMA WANTS TO GO ONE DAY AND HAVE PERMANENT BRACELETS MADE FOR US, AND CYNTHIA'S CLASS AT NARROWAY ALSO STARTS BACK ON WEDNESDAY SO YEAH I HAVE A BUSY WEEK THIS DOESN'T EVEN INCLUDE ANY DOCTOR'S APPT.'S THAT MAY COME UP.
WELL, TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU GET TO CELEBRATE IN HEAVEN BUT IF SO I KNOW IT WILL BE AMAZING. YOU WILL BE 78 IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 20 YEARS THIS JUNE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE AND I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SO I WILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THE BEST OF MY LIFE HERE. I HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET MYSELF READY FOR CHURCH SO THAT I CAN GET CYNTHIA READY WHEN IT IS TIME FOR THAT. IT HAS BEEN NICE TALKING TO YOU I WILL BE BACK TOMORROW FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY, SO UTIL THEN KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS AND LOVE YOU.  P.S.... HAPPY DAY BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
 WELL IT'S SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN. SORRY, I DIDN'T WRITE LAST WEEK IT WAS CRAZY HERE. IT HAS BEEN ANOTHER FULL WEEK AND A LOT GOING ON FRIDAY WAS DERRICK'S BIRTHDAY THE BIG 31 AND TOMORROW IS HAZEL'S SHE WILL BE 9. BOT TIME IS SURE FLYING BY. IT IS SO RAINY OUT IT HAS BEEN RAINING SINCE FRIDAY I WISH IT WOULD STOP. WE ARE HAVING HAZEL'S PARTY AFTER CHURCH. I HOPE WE HAVE A GREAT SERVICE WHERE THE SPIRIT JUST TAKES OVER I NEED THAT TODAY. I HAVE HAD A ROUGH WEEK AND A SPIRIT-FILLED SERVICE WOULD MAKE MY DAY. SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE SO YOU COULD GO DO THINGS WITH US BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE WHERE YOU HAVE BOTH LEGS AND NO PAIN WITH ALL OUR LOVED ONES WALKING AND TALKING TO JESUS. I AM SURE THAT CASEY AND COREY ARE KEEPING YOU BUSY TOO. I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET THEM SOMEDAY AND FIND OUT THEIR SEX IT WILL BE LIKE A HUGE GENDER REVEAL BUT THE BEST ONE EVER AND I FINALLY GET TO HOLD THEM IN MY ARMS AND KISS THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME. I KNOW THEY ARE HAVING THE BEST TIME WITH YOU AND THEIR DADDY AS WELL AS OTHER GRANDPARENTS LORD KNOWS THEY HAVE A LOT OF THEM THERE WHAT A REUNION IT'S GOING TO BE. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY BUT I AM NEEDED HERE FOR A WHILE LONGER I HAVE DUTIES HERE TO TAKE CARE OF PEOPLE WHO NEED ME SO UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN YOU CAN LOVE AND PLAY WITH THEM AND TELL THEM ABOUT ME.
 WELL I JUST GOT CYNTHIA READY AND GAVE DERRICK HIS MORING MEDS NOW ALL THAT IS LEFT IS TO BRUSH HER HAIR AND GET OUT THE DOOR ON TIME WHICH CAN BE CHALLENGING BUT WE GET IT DONE SHE ALWAYS SAYS SHE FEELS BAD I WISH JUST ONE SUNDAY SHE WOULD BE IN A GOOD MOOD AND AWAKE SO WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO RUSH.
EVERYONE IS DOING PRETTY GOOD HERE I STILL MISS LAYLA AND VIOLET AND WISH I COULD SEE THEM MORE THAN I DO AND WHITLEY TOO BUT SHE HAS BEEN EATING WITH US ON SUNDAYS AT JACEE'S SO I DO GET TO SEE HER A LIL' MORE THAN I USED TO. LAYLA AND WHITLEY STAY BUSY AT WORK SO IT MAKES IT HARD, BUT WE MANAGE TO MAKE TIME. I STILL GO HAVE MOVIE DAY WITH MOMMA ONCE A WEEK USUALLY ON FRIDAY UNLESS I HAVE TO MOVE IT TO THURSDAY. WE WANT TO GO GET PERMANENT BRACELETS MADE ONE FRIDAY IF IT EVER STOPS RAINING.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO AND FINISH GETTING THINGS READY AND HEAD TO CHURCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HELLO DADDY,
 HAPPY SUNDAY AND AS ALWAYS I AM GETTING READY FOR CHURCH. RILEY IS HERE, I TOOK WHITLEY AND RANDY OUT LAST NIGHT TO EAT SO SHE CAME BACK WITH ME. I WENT LAST WEEK WITH JACEE AND JORDAN. I ALSO GOT TO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET FOR A SECOND ON FRIDAY ON THEIR WAY TO CHEROKEE. HAZEL IS COMING OVER AFTER CHURCH AND WE ARE HAVING DINNER AT JACEE'S MY FAVORITE TACOS.... YUMMY.
 IT HAS BEEN CRAZY AROUND HERE LATELY WE HAVE HAD STORMS LOTS OF RAIN AND THE RIVERS EVEN OVERFLOWED SO THEY HAD TO CLOSE ROADS IT WAS VERY SCARY. I TOOK DERRICK TO THE MOUNTIANS ON THURSDAY UP TO JEFFERSON AND SAW WHERE AUNT PEEWEE USED TO LIVE IT BROUGHT BACK A LOT OF MEMORIES. WE STOPPED IN BOONE AND ATE AT APPLEBEE'S WE NORMALLY EAT AT THE 2-STORY WENDY'S IN YOUR HONOR BUT WE DECIDED TO CHANGE THINGS UP. THE WENDY'S HAS BEEN REBUILT BUT STILL LOOKS THE SAME THE GRANDKIDS LOVE TO EAT UPSTAIRS THEY THINK IT IS SO COOL.
WELL, I JUST TOOK MY DIETABETIC SHOT AND NOW MY STOMACH IS STINGING BUT JUST A LITTLE IT ONLY LASTS FOR A FEW MINUTES NORMALLY. OH YEAH, I GOT MY HAIR CUT AND FOR THE FIRST TIME I LOVE IT. I GOT LAYERS SO IT CURLS UP AND IS SO PRETTY. WELL, DADDY, IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN I NEED TO GO AND GET DERRICK UP AND CYNTHIA READY, SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER I WILL TRY TO COME BACK BEFORE SUNDAY....LOL. IF NOT I WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU THEN. GIVE EVERYONE HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME AND TELL THEM ALL HEY. TELL COREY AND CASEY MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES THEM AND WILL SEE THEM SOMEDAY. I KNOW YOU WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY SO I WILL JUST CLOSE BY SAYING I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH AND UNTIL WE ARE REUNITED KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU OR LET YOUR MEMORIES FADE. I LOVE YOU.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
 
WELL, IT'S SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN AND I SURVIVED NEW YEARS WITH THE GRANDKIDS. SORRY, I HAVEN'T WRITTEN BEFORE NOW BUT IT HAS BEEN CRAZY. AS ALWAYS I AM GETTING READY TO GO TO CHURCH. I WENT OVER AND HUNG OUT WITH MOMMS ON FRIDAY WE WATCHED 2 MOVIES BEFORE I HAD TO LEAVE. I LOVE GETTING TIME WITH HER I WOULD LIKE MORE. DERRICK GOT HIMSELF A G-SCALE BACHMAN TRIAN HE WANTED BUT YESTERDAY HE ACTUALLY FOUND A TWEETSIE ONE LIKE HE WANTS SO HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET IT BEFORE ANYONE ELSE DOES. OH YEAH, THEY PUT ME BACK ON THE DIABETIC SHOT I TOOK MY FIRST ONE THIS MORNING HOPEFULLY THEY WILL HELP AND BRING DOWN MY A1C WHICH IS HIGH 8.9. I NEED TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF MYSELF, TO BE HONEST, MY HEALTH IS GOING DOWN HILL DUE TO POOR CHOICES. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DADDY SOME DAYS I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE SO I COULD COME GET YOU AND JUST GO RIDING BUT WHEN I THINK OF HOW BAD THINGS ARE NOW AND ALL THE SICKNESS I WOULD NOT BRING YOU BACK TO THIS MESS FOR NOTHING I KNOW THAT YOU ARE FREE OF PAIN AND HAVE BOTH LEGS AGAIN WALKING AND SPENDING EVERYDAY WITH JESUS AND ONE DAY WE BOTH WILL GET TO WLK ALL OVER HEAVEN TOGETHER AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAVING A BALL PLAYING WITH CASEY AND COREY TOO AND HANING OUT WITH EVERYONE. TELL THEM ALL HELLO FROM ME AND I LOVE AND MISS THEM TOO. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE GOTTEN A WINTER MIX YESTERDAY BUT DIDN'T I'M GLAD THOUGH IT IS COLD HERE I WILL BE GLAD FOR SPRING TO GET HERE BUT WE HAVE A WHILE TO GO.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA READY AS ALWAYS, SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ON, BUT FOR NOW, JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS AND LOVE YOU.
   I LOVE YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

12-31-2023
               HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE DADDY

WELL, IT'S THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR AND A SUNDAY IT'S YOUTH SUNDAY AT CHURCH TODAY I CAN'T WAIT.
I HAVE 3 OF THE GIRLS HERE WE ARE GOING TO BRING IN THE NEW YEAR TOGETHER I WISH THEIR MOMS WOULD CARE ENOUGH TO CELEBRATE WITH THEM BUT IT'S ALL ABOUT THE BOOZE SO I WILL MAKE THEIR NIGHT FUN AS ALWAYS.
 SO I HOPE THIS YEAR S BETTER ME I MEAN I HOPE I CAN LOSE SOME WEIGHT AND KEEP IT OFF AND GET HEALTHIER SO I CAN CLEAN MY HOUSE I HATE COMING HOME DADDY IT IS SO NASTY I JUST HAVEN'T HAD THE ENERGY OR THE WILL TO DO IT SO IT HAS GONE FOR 2 YEARS. LAYLA LEAVING DID ME IN AND I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED SINCE BUT IT IS TIME TO TAKE MY LIFE BACK AND GET THINGS DONE. I KNOW IT WON'T BE AN EASY JOB BUT I GOT TO DO IT, MY LIFE AND HEALTH DEPEND ON IT THERE IS SO MUCH DIRT AND DUST IN HERE AND THAT'S PROBABLY WHY WE STAY SO SICK. SO SEND ME GOOD VIBES FROM HEAVEN AND REMIND ME THAT I AM STRONG AND CAN DO THIS.
 OKAY, ENOUGH OF THAT I NEED TO GET THE GIRLS UP AND FEED THEM FOR CHURCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                  MERRY CHRISTMAS 2023 DADDY

HEY DADDY,
 WELL, IT'S CHRISTMAS AND I HAVE STARTED COOKING FOR JACEE'S LATER ON I JUST GOT THE EGGS BOILED I HATE PEELING THEM I HOPE THEY DO WELL AND DON'T STICK I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENS. I AM ALSO MAKING CROCKPOT MAC AND CHEESE AND POTATOES. THE GIRLS MADE PRETALS LAST NIGHT.
LAYLA JUST CALLED I WISH SHE WAS HERE I HATE NOT HAVING ALL MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS TOGETHER FOR CHRISTMAS. MOMMA AND BUDDY ARE NOT COMING TO JACEE'S BECAUSE IT IS SUPPOSED TO RAIN LATER AND MOMMA IS SORE FROM HER FALL.
 YOU KNOW I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED HOW IT IS ON CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN I AM SURE IT IS BEAUTIFUL BUT DO YA'LL DECORATE AND SING HAVE A FEAST OR WHAT? I GUESS I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER ONE DAY WHEN I GET THERE BUT UNTIL THEN I KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE LIVING IN PERFECT PEACE AND HAVING A GREAT TIME.
 I AM GOING TO HAVE RILEY AND HAZEL FOR A FEW DAYS I WISH I COULD HAVE ALL 4 OF THEM TOGETHER AT THE SAME TIME, MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN VIOLET IS OLDER.
 WELL DADDY TELL EVERYONE I SAID HELLO AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I AM SENDING YOU AND THEM ALL LOTS OF LOVE HUGS AND KISSES. I KNOW YOU ARE AND WILL HAVE A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                   MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE DADDY

HEY DADDY,
  WELL IT'S ANOTHER SUNDAY AND I AM GETTING READY FOR CHURCH THE YOUTH IS SINGING TODAY WE ARE JUST DOING A SHORT SERVICE SINCE IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE I MISS YOU ALWAYS BUT ON DAYS LIKE TODAY I MISS YOU EVEN MORE AND WISH YOU COULD BE HERE WITH US.
OH YEAH MOMMA TOOK A NASTY FALL LAST WEEK IN THE DARK AND CUT BOTH HER LEGS AND HIT HER RIBS SHE IS PRETTY SORE I WORRY SO MUCH ABOUT HER AND I PRAY SHE DIDN'T BREAK OR CRACK HER RIBS SHE DIDN'T GO TO A DR.
  DERRICK PLAYED THE GRINCH FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS AT CICI'S PIZZA HE HAD A BLAST. THEY TOLD HIM THAT THEY WOULD LIKE FOR HIM TO ALSO COME IN EVERY FEW MONTHS AS OTHER CHARACTERS. HE IS SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT. I THINK IT IS GOOD FOR HIM. HE NEEDS TO GET OUT. CYNTHIA STARTS BACK TO NARROWWAY IN FEB. IT IS A BRAND NEW PLAY CALLED HIGH COTTON. AS FOR THE REST OF THE KIDS AND GRANDKIDS THEY ARE ALL DOING GREAT RILEY IS IN GIRL SCOUTS AND SELLING THEM COOKIES THAT I CAN'T RESIST....LOL. HAZEL WELL SHE WANTS TO BE IN THE BOT SCOUTS SHE IS SUCH A TOMBOY, AND VIOLET WELL SHE IS STILL A MESS AND SMART AS A WHIP. I MISS THEM SO MUCH AND WISH THEY COULD BE HERE TOMORROW FOR CHRISTMAS AT JACEE'S BUT WE SAW THEM LAST SATURDAY.
ME AND CYNTHIA HAVE THIS AWFUL COUGH AND SINUS DRAINAGE THAT JUST DOESN'T WANT TO GO AWAY BUT OTHER THAN THAT WE ALL ARE DOING GOOD. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DADDY I WISH SOME DAYS I COULD JUST JUMP IN MY CAR AND COME GET YOU TO GO FOR A DRIVE OR TO THE MOUNTIANS. I HAVE SO MANY WONDERFUL MEMORIES AND I WILL NEVER LET GO OF THEM OR YOU.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET READY AND GET CYNTHIA READY SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ON. I LOVE YOU.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY, HAPPY TUESDAY MORNING. I HAVE HAD A WHOLE WHOPPING HOUR AND A HALF SLEEP. I DRANK A COOKIE BUTTER LATTE LAST NIGHT AND IT WIRED ME UP, BUT I GOT SOME HOUSEWORK DONE. I AM NOW WAITING FOR MOMMA TO GET UP SO I CAN CALL AND SEE IF SHE WANTS TO GO TO THE STORE FOR CHRISTMAS BAGS FOR THE GIFTS SO SHE CAN WRAP THE SUFF FOR THE GREAT-GRANDKIDS. LAYLA WILL BE UP ON SATURDAY, I CAN'T WAIT. ONLY 2 MORE WEEKS TIL CHRISTMAS AND THE CHAOS WILL BE OVER THANK THE LORD. OH YEAH DERRICK DID WELL ON HIS WISDOM TEETH THEY WERE ABLE TO PULL THEM ALL IT WAS ROUGH FOR THE FIRST 4 DAYS BUT HE IS BETTER NOW AND CAN EAT. I STILL DON'T KNOW THE RESULTS OF MY MRI YET. I PRAY IT IS ALL GOOD. THE KIDS AND GRANDKIDS ARE DOING GOOD. WISH YOU COULD BE HERE FOR CHRISTMAS TO SEE THEM LIKE I HAVE SAID MANY TIMES THEY WOULD LOVE LOVE YOU. WELL DADDY I AM GOING TO GO GET READY IN CASE MOMMA WANTS TO GO SHOPPING SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. TELL EVERYONE HELLO FROM ME AND HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU AND ALL OF THEM. I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. MISS YOU SO MUCH, UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU AND YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU DADDY.                               
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY                                                                       

12-3-23

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
WELL, IT'S ANOTHER SUNDAY AND TODAY AT CHURCH WE ARE HAVING A SINGING STEVEN AND BROOKLYN ARE HERE FROM GA. IT HAS BEEN A BUSY WEEKEND THIS WEEK WILL BE TOO. I GO ON TUESDAY FOR A MRI ON MY LIVER I GOT A SPOT AND THEN WEDNESDAY DERRICK IS GETTING HIS WISDOM TEETH TAKEN OUT I AM A LITTLE SCARED FOR US BOTH BUT I KNOW GOD IS IN CONTROL.
OH YEAH LAYLA PASSED HER COLLEGE CLASS I AM SO PROUD OF HER SH CALLED ME LAST NIGHT I GET TO SEE HER AND IOLET ON THE 16TH. I CAN'T WAIT. I WILL JUST BE GLAD WHEN CHRISTMAS IS OVER THE HOLIDAYS SUCK SO MUCH NOW AND YOU KNOW WHY.....TONYA AS ALWAYS, I WISH SHE WOULD MOVE TO TEN BUCK TWO BUT THEY WOULD PROBALLY STILL GO TO HER PLACE FOR CHRISTMAS. DADDY, I SHOULDN'T HATE SOMEONE AS MUCH AS I DO HER BUT SHE HAS TAKEN MOMMA AWAY FROM ME FOR WAY TOO MANY YEARS NOW ON CHRISTMAS AND I DEPISE HER FOR IT I MEAN DAVID HAS BEEN DEAD FOR YEARS AND I HAVE SAID I AM SORRY TIL I HAVE NONE LEFT BUT THEY ARE STILL THE SAME WAY AND BUDDY WN'T HAVE IT AT THEIR HOUSE OR THE HUT.
WELL DADDY I GUESS I WILL GO FOR NOW I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY
 GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY BELATED THANKSGIVING.
   SORRY I DIDN'T WRITE ON THANKSGIVING I WAS FEELING DOWN AND JUST DIDN'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. WE HAD DINNER LAST NIGHT AT WHITLEY'S WE DONE THANKSGIVING AROUND THE WORLD WE HAD ARGINTINA, BRAZIL, CHILE, AND HONDORAUS THE FOOD WAS GOOD AND WE HAD FUN I JUST WISH LAYLA COULD HAVE BEEN THERE TOO. SHE GRADUATES ON TUESDAY FROM COLLEGE.
  WELL AS ALWAYS IT IS SUNDAY WE ARE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH I HAVE RILEY TODAY AND HAZEL WILL BE HERE TONIGHT IT IS JACEE AND JORDAN'S ANNIVERSARY SO SHE IS STAYING THE NIGHT WITH ME.
 OH YEAH, CYNTHIA'S PLAY WENT WELL IT STORMED AND RAINED BOTH DAYS BUT WE MADE IT. THE POOR THING ENDED UP WITH CELLUTITUS AND HER ANKLE WAS HUGE BUT SHE PUSHED THROUGH HER PAIN AND DID ALL 4 PLAYS I AM SO PROUD OF HER. RILEY HAD PHNEMONIA LAST WEEK, IT HAS BEEN ROUGH AROUND HERE LATELY. DANNY SR IS IN THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW I PRAY EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY HE JUST GOT OUT LAST WEEK AND IS ALREADY BACK AND THAT WORRIES ME, PLUS RILEY'S PAWPAW MARVIN ISN'T DOING TOO WELL EITHER THAT IS WHITLEY'S FATHER-IN-LAW, HE IS A NICE MAN.
I TELL YOU THERE IS TOO MUCH SICKNESS GOING ON AND I STILL HAVE MY COUGH.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET RILEY UP AND SO BREAKFAST AND GET CYNTHIA READY SO I WILL HLLER AT YOU LATER. IT'S YOUTH SUNDAY AT CHURCH. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
WOW, IT HAS BEEN SOME MORE WEEK. WE ALL HAVE HAD SOME KIND OF SICKNESS BUT I FEEL MUCH BETTER TODAY PRAISE THE LORD BECAUSE I HAD A LONG WEEK WITH CYNTHIA'S PLAY. WE GOT TO BE THERE FOR THE NEXT 4 DAYS. THEN SATURDAY WE ARE HAVING THANKSGIVING AT WHITLEY'S.
 I TELL YA THE HOLIDAYS JUST SUCK NOW DAYS EVERYONE IS GROWN AND ALWAYS BUSY WITH OTHER THINGS TIMES LIKE THIS I WISH I WAS STILL A LITTLE GIRL WHEN IT WAS FU AND EVERYONE LOVED GETTING TOGETHER WHETHER YOU LIKED EACH OTHER OR NOT.
 I WOULD LIKE TO GO SEE THE BLACKSBURG PARADE THIS YEAR WE HAVEN'T BEEN IN YEARS, I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO GO WITH US I HAVE SUCH GREAT MEMORIES DOWN THROUGH THE YEARS OF WHEN WE WENT WITH THE KIDS THEY JUST LOVED TAKING TURNS ON YOUR SCOOTER.
 WELL, DADDY, I NEED TO RUN MY THROAT IS BURNING FROM MY ANTIBIOTIC IT BUSTED AND CAME BACK UP SO I NEED TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU MISS YOU TOO.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GORL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY

WELL ONCE AGAIN IT'S A SUNDAY AND I AM GETTING READY FOR CHURCH.
I GOT TO GO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET YESTERDAY WE HAD A GREAT TIME I HAD ALL 4 OF THE GRANDDAUGHTERS TOGETHER SINCE JUNE IT WAS GREAT. JUST WISH WE COULD HAVE STAYED LONGER BUT THE 5 HOURS WE HAD WAS SO MUCH FUN BUT IT WAS RAINING AND COLD SO WE HAD TO STAY IN. JENENE FIXED THANKSGIVING DINNER FOR US ALL IT WAS SO GOOD. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM AGAIN.
MOMMA AND BUDDY HAD BEEN REALLY SICK I HOPE THEY ARE ABLE TO MAKE IT TO CHURCH TODAY, BUT OTHER THAN THAT WE ARE ALL GOOD. CYNTHIA HAD STREP LAST WEEK AND WE FINALLY GOT DERRICK A DENTIST HE HAS TO HAVE A ROOT CANAL AND CROWN DONE AND THEN GO TO AN ORAL SURGEON TO SEE IF THEY CAN GET HIS WISDOM TEETH OUT. CYNTHIA NEEDS LOTS OF DENTAL WORK AS WELL AND ME TOO. HAZEL GOES TOMORROW TO GET ONE PULLED AND ONE FILLED HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE BETTER THAN HER LAST VISIT.
I WILL BE SO GLAD WHEN THE HOLIDAYS ARE OVER THEY ARE SO ROUGH ON ME NOW I JUST WISH WE COULD SKIP THEM AND TELL THE KIDS SANTA RAN AWAY....LOL. BUT I WILL GET THROUGH IT AS I ALWAYS DO. THEN AT THE FIRST OF THE YEAR, I AM GOING TO PUT BACK SOME MONEY TO TRADE MY CAR IN IT IS ACTING CRAZY. I REALLY WANT AN SUV AGAIN BUT THEY ARE SO HIGH PRICED PLUS I NEED SOMETHING GOOD ON GAS THE WAY I LIKE TO RIDE I GUESS I GOT THAT FROM YOU WHICH IS NOT A BAD THING JUST ROUGH WITH THE HIGH GAS PRICES BUT THAT IS BIDEN FOR YOU EVERYTHING WENT SKY HIGH WHEN HE TOOK OFFICE I HOPE WE GET TRUMP ACK THIS NEXT GO AROUND MAYBE I SHOULD VOTE. I NEVER HAVE BEFORE I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THE CROWD PLUS I AM NOT INTO POLITICS.
 I TELL YA DADDY I WISH I COULD GET A HUGE BOOST OF ENERGY AND MY HIPS AND KNEES DIDN'T HURT SO MUCH BECAUSE I REALLLLLY NEED TO CLEAN MY FILTHY CLUTTERED HOUSE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I LET IT GET THIS WAY BUT MY DEPRESSION TOOK OVER ME AND I AVE JUST NOT CARED AND NOW IT HAS GONE SO FAR THAT IT MAKES ME ANGRY BUT WHEN I TRY TO CLEAN IT IT JUST MAKES ME WORSE AND I STOP. HOPEFULLY I CAN GET IT DONE SOON MAYBE I WOULD FEEL BETTER ABOUT IT AND MYSELF.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO FOR NOW BUT PLEASE TELL EVERYONE I SAID HELLO AND GIVE THEM ALL HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME AND TELL CASEY AND COREY TO KEEP THEIR DADDY BUSY AND YOU ALL HAVE LOTS OF FUN TOGETHER. I WILL SEE YOU ALL ON DAY. I LOVE AND MISS YOU .
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,

WELL IT'S SUNDAY AGAIN AND I AM GETTING READY FOR CHURCH IT IS PASTOR APPRECIATION DAY BUT MISS JOYCE IS IN THE HOSPITAL WITH PNEUMONIA. CYNTHIA HAS A SONG SHE WANTS TO SING, IT HAS BEAUTIFUL WORDS IN FACT BOTH SONGS DO.
OH YEAH, I GET TO GO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET THIS SATURDAY AND I AM TAKING THE OTHER GRANDKIDS WITH ME SO I CAN GET A PICTURE WITH ALL MY GRANDDAUGHTERS TOGETHER. I AM SO EXCITED.
I HAD MOVIE DAY WITH MOMMA THIS PAST FRIDAY HER POTTASIUM IS HIGH AND HER ACID LEVEL IS LOW, I WORRY ABOUT HER SO MUCH AND BUDDY TOO THEY BOTH ARE GETTING UP THERE IN AGE, I JUST PRAY THAT GOD WILL GIVE ME MANY MORE YEARS WITH THEM I DON'T THINK I COULD SURVIVE WITHOUT THEM, IT'S HARD ENOUGH WITHOUT YOU.
I GO TOMORROW FOR A FOLLOW UP THEY FOUND A DARK SPOT ON MY LIVER AND IT IS ENLARGED HOPEFULLY IT'S NOTHING BAD. POOR DERRICK IS ABOUT TO GO NUTS WITH HIS TEETH. I REALLY NEED TO GET HIM A NEW DENTIST AND CYNTHIA TOO.
 THE KIDS ARE DOING GOOD LAYLA GRADUATES FROM COLLEGE ON THE 28TH SHE WILL BE A PHOMBOTAMIST SHE WORKS FOR HOME STEAD. WHITLEY WORKS FOR TARGET SHE MAKES THE SCHEDULES AND HAS BEEN THERE FOR YEARS. JACEE IS TRYING TO GET HER SSI SHE HAS 2 COLLEGE DEGREES BUT STRUGGLES WORKING DUE TO HER ISSUES AS I DID AND STILL DO. DERRICK STILL LIVES WITH ME AND GETS SSI TOO. I AM PROUD OF ALL MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS. RILEY IS IN GIRL SCOUTS HAZEL WELL SHE USED TO DO TAE QUAN  DO BUT NOT NOW AND CYNTHIA IS STILL AT NARROWAY SHE HAS A PLAY IN 2 WEEKS. VIOLET WELL SHE IS A MESS AND SAYS SHE NEEDS ALL THE GABBYHOUSE TOYS IT'S SO CUTE. THEY WOULD HAVE HAD A BLAST WITH YOU I HATE THAT YOU DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO MEET THEM BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WALKING WITH BOTH LEGS AND IN NO PAIN SO I WOULDN'T BRING YOU BACK TO THIS MESS FOR NOTHING. I JUST LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY WE ARE ALL TOGETHER FOREVER.
 WELL DADDY I REALLY NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA READY AND DERRICK UP FOR CHURCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ON. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HI DADDY,
 HAPPY SUNDAY. SORRY, I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE BUT THINGS HAVE JUST BEEN CRAZY AROUND HERE. I HAD A GOOD BIRTHDAY AND SPENT THE FIRST PART WITH MOMMA AND BUDDY THEN ENDED WITH GOING TO THE SPECIAL POS DANCE WITH THE KIDS, WE ALL HAD FUN AS ALWAYS. I REALLY MISS YOU AND I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN MYSELF LATELY I AM VERY DEPRESSED AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY. I THINK ABOUT DEATH A LOT AND I WORRY ABOUT MOMMA AND BUDDY WAY MORE THAN I PROBABLY SHOULD AND MYSELF I DON'T KNOW WHY IT SCARES ME SO MUCH IT IS A PART OF LIFE AFTER ALL.
 I GET TO GO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET ON THE 11TH OF NOVEMBER MAYBE THAT WILL HELP.
 TODAY IS YOUTH DAY AT CHURCH DERRICK AND CYNTHIA ARE SINGING, WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE THEM MAYBE GOD WILL OPEN THE DOORS AND LET YOU WATCH IF SO TELL DANNY O TO WATCH AS WELL.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO I GOT TO FEED THE KIDS AND GET THEM READY I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
  HAPPY WEDNESDAY. WELL, IT'S MAWMAW'S BIRTHDAY SO WILL YOU PLEASE TELL HER I SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND I LOVE AND MISS HER, I KNOW SHE IS HAVING THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER.
 SORRY, I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE BUT IT HAS BEEN NUTS AROUND HERE. WE MADE IT TO THE GHOST TRAIN AND WE HAD A GREAT TIME BUT DERICK ACCIDENTALLY LEFT HIS PHONE ON TOP OF THE CAR, IT FLEW OFF ON HWY 321 ON THE WAY AND WAS RUN OVER AND THAT NUT JUMPED OUT OF THE CAR IN HIS COSTUME RUNS ACROSS 4 LANES OF TRAFFIC STOPPING IT JUST TO GRAB HIS BROKEN PHONE E HAD TO BUY A NEW ONE.
I GOT TO FINALLY GO SEE LAYLA & VIOLET LAST WEEKEND I STAYED FOR 6 HOURS WHICH WASN'T REALLY ENOUGH TIME WITH THEM BUT I WILL TAKE ALL I CAN GET. VIOLET KEPT SHOWING ME TOYS IN A CATALOG AND SAYING.... I NEED IT.... SO CUTE. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. LAYLA IS IN COLLEGE FOR PHLEBOTOMY AND SHE STARTS A NEW JOB TODAY WITH HOME INSTEAD.
 I ALSO GOT TO SEE WHITLAY WE ALL HAD DINNER AT JACEE'S HOUSE ON SUNDAY IT WAS NICE TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH THEM AS WELL, SHE WORKS A LOT SO IT IS HARD TO GET TOGETHER WITH HER.
  WELL DADDY I NEED TO GET THINGS DONE BEFORE I HAVE TO TAKE CYNTHIA TO HER DRAMA CLASS AT NARROWAY, SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
    HUGS AND KISSES
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORING DADDY

HAPPY SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN. IT IS RAINING OUTSIDE TODAY. WE WENT TO TRY AND TRADE THE CAR YESTERDAY WE DID GET APPROVED WITH NO MONEY DOWN ON A KIA FORTE BUT THE PAYMENTS WERE 217 MORE DOLLARS THAN WHAT I AM PAYING NOW SO WE DIDN'T GET IT. WE ARE COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TIL FRIDAY IT IS OPENING NIGHT FOR THE GHOST TRAIN THE KIDS ARE SO EXCITED. I PRAY THE WEAHER IS GOOD TO US AND IT DOESN'T RAIN ON US. I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO GO WITH US I REMEBER HOW MUCH YOU LOED GOING THERE AND GETTING ON THE HORSES AND ASKING PEOPLE IF THEY HAD SAW YOUR HORSE THE KIDS THOUGHT THAT WAS SO FUNNY.YOU DID HAVE A WAY OF MAKING US ALL LAUGH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND ALL THE FUN THINGS WE DONE BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE WITH NO PAIN AND WALKING ON STREETS OF GOLD WITH ALL OF OUR LOVED ONES. I AM SURE YOU AND DANNY ARE HAVING A TIME WITH CASEY AND COREY WHEN THEY ARE NOT WITH THERE OTHER GRANDPARENTS. OH NO THE HEAVY RAIN IS BACK HOPEFULLY IT WILL STOP LONG ENOUGH TO GET IN THE CAR AND THE CHURCH THEN GOD CAN LET THE BOTTOM FALL OUT AGAIN AS LONG AS WE ARE INSIDE. OH LORD I JUST WENT TO GET CYNTHIA READY AND SHE WAS ALREADY DRESSED, YAY ME NOW SHE WILL JUST SLEEP TIL TIME TO LEAVE I GET HER UP 10 MINS. BEFORE HAND TO BRUSH HER HAIR AND HEAD OUT THE DOOR. I AM NOW TRYING TO GET DERRICK UP AND AT IT HE IS AS SLOW AS CYNTHIA AND VERY NERVE RACKING MOST OF THE TIME HE REALLY NEEDS TO GO TO BED EARLIER ON SATURDAY NIGHT IF HE IS WANTING MORE SLEEP, BUT THIS IS HOW HE IS.
WELL DADDY I GUESS I WILL GO FOR FOR NOW SO I CAN GET AHEAD OF THINGS HE IS ALREADY COMPLAINING AS HE DOES EVERY SUNDAY SO I WILL CATCH YOU LATER.
HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE TELL THEM ALL HI FROM ME.
 I LOVE YOU.

  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,

WELL IT'S SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN.SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN BUT LAST SUNDAY I WAS AT THE HOSPITAL WITH MOMMA HER POTTASIUM DROPPED AND THEY ADDITTED HER ON FRIDAY TIL MONDAY, SO THAT IS HOW I SPENT MY LABOR DAY WEEKEND SO I DIDN'T GET TO GO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET. THANKFULLY SO FAR HER POTTASIUM LEVEL IS NORMAL.
  WE ALL ARE DOING GOOD THE GRANDKIDS ARE GROWING UP SO FAST. CYNTHIA STARTED BACK TO NARROWAY AND RILEY WELL SHE STARTED A NEW SCHOOL IT'S A CLASSICIAL SCHOOL SO PRETTY STRICT BUT SHE LIKES IT, SHE IS IN THE 2ND GRADE. HAZEL AND CYNTHIA ARE HOMESCHOOLED. WE WENT TO THE FOOTBALL GAME,WE PLAYED ASHBROOK AND WON 27-0 EAST GASTON IS NOW 4-0 I HOPE THEY CAN KEEP IT GOING. I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO A WILDCATS GAME JUST FOR FUNBUT I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD HANDLE IT EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOR YEARS.
 I HOPE WE HAVE A GOOD SPIRIT FILLED SERVICE TODAY GOD KNOWS I NEED IT. I WISH IT WAS MORE UPBEAT LIKE TUCKASEEGEE OR FINISHLINE BUT I STILL ENJOY IT I JUST LIKE THE MUSIC OF A CONTEMPERY CHURCH MORE. AFTER CHURCH WE ARE GOING OVER TO JACEE'S FOR TACOS. I WISH WHITLEY COULD BE THERE TOO IT IS HARD TO SEE HER DUE TO HER WORK. LAYLA IS IN COLLEGE NOW FOR PLOBOTATOMY, I AM SO PROUD OF HER EVEN THOUGH I FEEL SHE IS STRUGGLING AGAIN. I AM PROUD OF ALL MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS. WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN THINGS COMING UP SO I AM STAYING BUSY AND SOMEWHAT STRESSED AT TIMES SINCE IT IS KINDA COSTLY BUT WE ALWAYS FIND A WAY.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO CYNTHIA REDAY FOR CHURCH AND GET DERRICK UP SO I WILL TALK TOY YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL'GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HELLO DADDY

WELL, IT'S A MONDAY CHURCH WAS GOOD YESTERDAY IT WAS YOUTH SUNDAY DERRICK SANG 2 SONGS LONG BLACK TRAIN AND HERE FOR A REASON, HE DID GREAT. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM I WISH SOMETIMES YOU WERE HERE STILL TO HEAR HIM. THEN WE WENT OUT TO EAT WITH THE YOUTH. CYNTHIA DIDN'T SING SHE ISN'T FEELING TOO GOOD SHE HAS THESE HIVES AND WAS UP ALL NIGHT AT THE ER, WE ARE GOING TO FOLLOW UP WITH HER FAMILY DR IN A FEW, RIGHT NOW I AM ON THE PHONE WAITING TO TALK TO SOCIAL SECURITY OUR CHECKS DID'T HIT TODAY LIKE THEY NORMALLY DO, I AM SO SICK TO MY STOMACH RIGHT NOW, BECAUSE OF IT. I HOPE THEY GET IT FIXED WE NEED IT. WELL DADDY I AM GONNA GO FOR NOW I AM HAVING TROUBLE FOCUSING ON MORE THAN ONE THING AT A TIME......LOL MUST BE MY OLD AGE. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ON. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORING DADDY
HAPPY SUNDAY, WELL IT WAS A SUPER BUSY WEEK WITH VBS. WE HAD FUN AND ON SATURDAY WE WENT TO BIG E'S.THE KIDS HAD A LOT OF FUN WE GOT HOME AT 1AM. THEY BOWLED PLAYED GAMES WATCHED THE WEIRD BARBIE MOVIE AND ATE ALOT OF FOOD.
NOW WE ARE GETTING READY TO GO TO CHURCH TO FINISH IT OFF. RILEY WON 1ST IN HER CLASS AND SO DID I IN MY CLASS FOR BEST PROJECT. I HATE CYNTHIA AND HAZEL DIDN'T WIN BUT MAYBE NEXT TIME. DERRICK WAS THE JUDGE HE JUST PICKED RAMDOMLY HE SAID...LOL. 
OH YAEK WE STOPPED BY YOUR GRAVE FRIDAY AND YOUR FLOWERS ERE GONE I WAS SO MAD BUT I DID PUT SOME ON THERE THAT I DON'T I HAD TAKEN OFF DANNY'S GRAVE FOR NOW I WILL GO PUT SOME NEW ONES ON IN SEPTEMBER FOR FALL.
 WELL DADDY THE GIRLS ARE ARGUING SO I GOT TO GO SUPERVISE SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. TIL WE MEET AGAIN I WILL FOREVER KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE LOE YOU.
  LOVE YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,

WELL, IT'S WEDNESDAY AND IT'S VBS WEEK AT CHURCH I GOT 3 OF MY GIRLS I WISH VIOLET WAS HERE TOO BUT MAYBE IN THE NEAR FUTURE I WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP HER AGAIN. MOMMA AND BUDDY ARE GOING TOO IF YOU WERE STILL HERE I WOULD TAKE YOU TOO. IT IS SO HOT HERE AND LOTS OF STORMS ARE COMING THROUGH. I WAS JUST BORED SO I WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND LET YOU KNOW I WAS THINKING OF YOU. PLEASE GIVE CASEY AND COREY AND BIG HUG AND KISS FROM ME AND TELL THEM MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES THEM AND I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET THEM SOMEDAY. I STILL HAVE 2 1/2 HOURS BEFORE WE LEAVE AND I HAVE TO GET THE KIDS READY PLUS COOK I WILL BE GLAD WHEN IT IS TIME TO GO BECAUSE I AM SO BORED.
  OH YEAH CYNTHIA TAKES AFTER YOU SHE LIKES TO RIDE BUT IT IS USUALLY AT NIGHT WHEN SHE ASKS BECAUSE SHE SLEEPS ALL DAY WITH HER AUTISM. I WISH SHE COULD GET HER NIGHTS AND DAYS STRAIGHT. AS FOR HAZEL AND RILEY WELL THEY JUST PLAY ON THEIR PHONES RILEY STARTS BACK TO PUBLIC SCHOOL IN A FEW WEEKS BUT HAZEL AND CYNTHIA ARE HOMESCHOOLED. VIOLET IS GROWING SO FAST AND IS SMART. I MISS THEM SO MUCH I ALSO MISS JACEE AND WHITLEY WE DON'T GET TOGETHER AS MUCH ANYMORE LIKE WE USE TO AND I MISS THAT.
 ONE THING IS FOR SURE THESE GIRLS WOULD HAVE DEFINITELY KEPT YOU GOING THEY ALL LOVE ATTENTION. YOU WOULD HAVE NEEDED A NEW MOTOR ON YOUR SCOOTER IN NO TIME WITH THEM.
 WELL DADDY I WILL STOP FOR NOW I NEED TO GO COOK. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY  8-9-23 AGE 54

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
HAPPY SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN. BOY WAS YESTERDAY A FUN-FILLED DAY, I WISH SO MUCH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN WITH US, WE HAD A DAY IN YOUR HONOR, WE WENT TO CHIMNEY ROCK. DERRICK AND CYNTHIA PLAYED IN THE RIVER AT LEAST TIL WE SAW A BABY COPPERHEAD AT THAT TIME WE DECIDED TO GO WALK THE SHOPS AND TAKE PHOTOS. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN EVEN THOUGH IT WAS REALLY HOT AND WE FELT LIKE PASSING OUT. WE ALSO ATE AT THE SMOKEHOUSE GRILL IT WAS SO GOOD I HAD PULLED PORK TACO AND A CAJAN SHRIMP TACO DERRICK HAD THE BRISKET TACOS AND DEEP-FRIED BANANA PUDDING FOR DESSERT. I TOOK SO MANY GREAT PICS AND ALL MY MEMORIES OF BEING THERE WITH YOU AND THE KIDS JUST CAME FLOWING BACK, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO WALK DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE WATERFALL BUT IT WAS SO HOT AND CYNTHIA WAS TIRED MAYBE NEXT TIME WE CAN. I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR DRIVING THE CURVES WITHOUT FREAKING OUT OR GOING ONLY 10 MILES AN HOUR....LOL.
  OH YEAH, LAST WEEK WE ALL HAD COVID SO NO CHURCH WE MISSED YOUTH SUNDAY. THAT'S WHY YOU DIDN'T HEAR FROM ME I WAS SO TIRED AND WEAK, I JUST SLEPT IT OFF. WE START BIBLE SCHOOL ON TUESDAY WHICH IS MOMMA AND BUDDY'S ANNIVERSARY. I WILL HAVE 3 OF THE 4 GRANDBABIES I WISH LAYLA AND VIOLET COULD BE HERE. I GET TO SEE THEM FOR A FEW TOMORROW ON THEIR WAY BACK THROUGH FROM CHEROKEE. THEY ALL ARE GROWING UP SO FAST. I WILL BE GLAD WHEN LAYLA HAS CUSTODY OF VIOLET BACK SO SHE CAN COME UP TO SEE ME MORE BUT FOR NOW, I GET IT.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA UP AND DRESSED SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
   LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY
 

HEY DADDY,

HAPPY MONDAY. JUST WANTED TO SAY HI. WELL, IT'S NOT A SUNDAY I MISSED YOU YESTERDAY. WE HAD A GREAT SERVICE AT CHURCH YESTERDAY, THE SPIRIT TOOK OVER AND WE DIDN'T EVEN HAVE ANY PREACHING, I LOVE SERVICES LIKE THAT.
I AM ON THE PHONE WITH JACK'S COUSIN SHANNON TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY. HE LIVES IN KENTUCKY WITHOUT WATER OR POWER. HE IS LIKE A TRUE MOUNTAIN MAN. HE HAS 5 DOGS AND CATS. LIVES IN A CAMPER. IT'S ALSO ANTHONY'S BIRTHDAY SO WHEN I GET DONE HERE I WILL SEND HIM AN EMAIL.
I GOT TO TAKE CYNTHIA BACK TO THE DR TODAY AT 2;30 SHE HAS A UTI AND IS IN A LOT OF PAIN THEN OFF TO PICK UP MEAT AT A FREE GIVE AWAY THEN OFF TO JACEE'S FOR DINNER, SHE IS HAVING HAM. WISH YOU WERE HERE TO EAT WITH US. I CAN ALWAYS THROW SOME UP IN THE AIR FOR YOU TO CATCH...LOL
WELL, DADDY, I AM GOING TO LET YOU GO FOR NOW, I HAVE ENJOYED TALKING TO YOU I WILL COME BACK LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY

WELL, ONCE AGAIN IT'S SUNDAY TIME FOR CHURCH, ALSO PROM DAY FOR CYNTHIA. AFTER CHURCH WE ARE GOING TO GO EAT MEXICAN WITH THE YOUTH GROUP...YAY.
 DADDY, I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH A LOT HERE LATELY AND I FEEL SO OVERWHELMED, I CRY ALL THE TIME AND I AM MOODY, I THINK I NEED TO SEE A DOCTOR ABOUT IT. I THOUGHT I WAS OKAY BUT IT IS JUST GETTING WORSE AND THAT'S NOT GOOD FOR MY HEART.
 IT IS SO HOT HERE I WISH IT WAS FALL SO I COULD BREATHE BETTER, PLUS WE GOT TO SIT IN THE CAR IN THE PARKING LOT TONIGHT AT CYNTHIA'S PROM, I SURELY HOPE IT COOLS DOWN AND DON'T STORM LIKE IT HAS BEEN DOING.
 OH YEAH, WE CAME DOWN AND PUT FLOWERS ON YOUR GRAVE A FEW WEEKS AGO AND MAN HAS THE OLD NEIGHBORHOOD GONE TO THE DOGS.
  I STILL LOVE GETTING OUT AND RIDING I GUESS I GOT THAT TRAIT FROM YOU. EVEN CYNTHIA AND DERRICK LIKE RIDING AROUND SHE LIKES TO ROLL THE WINDOW DOWN AND STICK HER FACE OUT LIKE A DOG...LOL. BUT AT LEAST IT GETS US OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR A FEW, MOST OF THE TIME WE HAVE FUN AND LISTEN TO MUSIC FROM THE PAST,, JUST HAVING FUN AND MAKING MEMORIES JUST AS WE DID.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND ALL THE THINGS WE USE TO DO TOGETHER BUT I WILL FOREVER HOLD ON TO ALL MY MEMORIES AND UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HAPPY SUNDAY DADDY

WELL, I GOT TO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET YESTERDAY FOR VIOLETS 2ND BIRTHDAY, IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. I MISS THEM SO MUCH VIOLET IS GROWING SO FAST AND IS SO SMART SHE CAN SAY HER ABC'S SING JESUS LOVES ME AND RIDE A BIKE ALL AT 2 PLUS SHE IS ALREADY POTTY TRAINED. DANNY SR AND ME GET ALONG SO WELL NOW THEY HAVE A NICE HOME WITH AN ENCLOSED POOL PLUS LOTS OF LAND WHICH THEY HAVE STARTED PUTTING LAYLA A HOME ON AND SAID IF DERRICK AND I WOULD LIKE TO MOVE THERE THEY WOULD DO THE SAME FOR US.
 TODAY AFTER CHURCH HAZEL IS COMING BACK AND THEN WE ARE GOING TO JACEE'S FOR DINNER YAY QUICHE. LAST WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY I HAD HAZEL AND RILEY FOR RILEY'S BIRTHDAY SINCE I MISSED HER PARTY YESTERDAY, SHE IS NOW 7. HAZEL IS 8 AND CYNTIA 16 MY MY WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE RIGHT?
 WELL DADDY I GUESS I WILL GO FOR NOW BUT I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY
GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY WEDNESDAY ALSO HAPPY BELATED 4TH OF JULY, I AM SO SORRY I DIDN'T SAY IT YESTERDAY I WAS SO BUSY WE HAD A GOOD 4TH I GOT TO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET AND SO DID MOMMA AND BUDDY ALTHOUGH IT WASN'T FOR LONG THEY REALLY ENJOYED IT SHE OPENED HER BIRTHDAY GIFT FROM THEM AND LOVED IT THEN SHE SAID HER ABC'S AND SANG JESUS LOVES ME A ONLY 2 YEARS OLD SHE IS SO SMART.I HAVE HAZEL AD HERE IN AN HOUR I AM GOING TO GO GET RILEY TOO FOR HER BIRTHDAY SINCE I WON'T GET TO BE AT HER PARTY ON SATURDAY BECAUSE I AM GOING TO VILETS. I HATE HAVING TO CHOOSE.
MY GOODNESS THE IDIOTS ACROSS THE FENCE JUST GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK
THEY ARE SHOOTING FIREWORKS AT 10;30 IN THE MORNING MUST BE FOR
YOU. IT IS GOING TO BE A BUSY REST OF THE WEEK. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE AT TIMES LIKE YESTERDAY SO WE COULD HAVE CELEBRATED TOGETHER I MISS THE COOKOUTS WE JUST DON'T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE EVERYONE IS GROWN WENT THEIR OWN WAYS AND DO THEIR OWN THINGS IT'S LIKE THEY FORGOT OD MOMMA. AND THEIR GRANDPARENTS, BUT HAT IS LIFE, SO SAD AND LONELY MOST OF THE TIME. THEY ONLY CALL WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING. I HAVE TO TEXT THEM FIRST JUST TO GET A HELLO OR GOODNIGHT AND SOMETIMES I DON'T EVEN GET A RESPONSE BACK I KNOW THEY ARE BUSY BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW THAT I AM ON THEIR MINDS AND THEY CARE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE. IT'S WHATEVER I AM USED TO IT.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET RILEY SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
GOOD MORNING HAPPY SUNDAY ONCE AGAIN. MAN, I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY GETTING READY FOR CHURCH NOW. AFTERWARDS HAZEL IS COMING OVER FOR 3 DAYS THEN RILEY FOR HER BIRTHDAY FOR TWO DAYS THEN OFF TO SEE VIOLET ON SATURDAY FOR HER BIRTHDAY GOT ANOTHER BUSY HECTIC WEEK. IT'S ALMOST THE 4TH WE HAVE GONE TO SEE FIREWORKS TWICE SO FAR I DON'T REALLY LIKE THE TRAFFIC. YEAH RILEY WILL BE 7 ON THE 4TH HER NICKNAME IS RILEYCRACKER, AND VIOLET WAS BORN ON THE 9TH SHE ALMOST GOT DANNY'S BIRTHDAY WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN KINDA COOL BUT HE GOT AN EARLY BIRTHDAY GIFT THAT YEAR SHE WILL BE 2 I JUST HATE HE DIDDN'T GET MUCH TIME WITH HER.
 BOY, IT SURE IS HOT AND IT'S OLY JULY I HATE TO SEE AUGUST SINCE THAT IS NORMALLY THE HOTTEST MONTH OF THE YEAR. I ALREADY CAN'T BREATHE BUT THAT IS WHAT BEING FAT WILL DO TO YOU....LOL.
 WELL DADDY I AM GOING TO GO FOR NOW I'LL COME BACK LATER HAVE A GREAT DAY IN HEAVEN TELL EVERYONE HELLO FROM ME AND GIVE HUGS &KISSES TO THEM .
I LOVE & MISS YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

                  HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY

GOOD MORNING DADDY AND HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, BOY I SURE DO MISS ESPECIALLY ON THIS DAY, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE CELEBRATING A WHOLE LOT BETTER THAN WE WOULD DOWN HERE. I WILL SEE BUDDY AT CHURCH TODAY THEN GO WITH DERRICK TO PUT FLOWERS ON DANNY'S GRAVE. I WENT AND PUT SOME ON YOUR YESTERDAY, MAN BLACKSBURG HAS REALLY CHANGED THEY EVEN HAVE A WATER SPLASH PAD NOW DOWN ON PINE ST RIGHT WHERE THE OPEN FIELD WAS NEXT TO THE OLD TURNER HOME, AND ALL THE HOUSES WE LIVED IN ARE SO RAN DOWN THERE IS A NEW ROAD AND BRIDGE GOING INTO GROVER OVER I 85 OTHER THAN THAT IT STILL LOOKS THE SAME. SCOTT'S RD REALLY LOOKED ROUGH AND HIS PARENTS OLD HOME WOW IT LOOKED LIKE A JUNKYARD NOT SURE WHO LIVES THERE BUT IT IS NASTY MAWMAW PENNINGTON'S OLD PLACE IS AWFUL TOO LOOKS LIKE A CRACK HOUSE OR SOMETHING THAT WHOLE ROAD HAS GONE TO THE DOGS. AFTER VISITING YOU AND GOING DOWN MEMORY LANE WE WET TO HONOR YOU BY HAVING DINNER AT PIZZA INN UP IN SHELBY IT STILL LOOKS THE SAME BUT THE FOOD HAS GONE DOWN HILL AND THE PRICE IS TOO HIGH FOR THE QUALITY BUT THAT IS LIFE. IT WAS NICE TO VISIT AND REMINISCE IT WAS GOOD FOR MY SOUL I THINK I NEEDED IT. HOPEFULLY, IT WON'T TAKE ME SO LONG NEXT TIME I REALLY NEED TO GO DOWN AND PUT FLOWERS ON EVERYONE'S GRAVE. THAT SURE WOULD BE A LOT OF FLOWERS.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GET CYNTHIA READY AND DERRICK UP SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I KNOW YOU WILL BE HAVING THE BEST FATHER'S DAY EVER ALSO PLEASE TELL DANNY I SAID HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, I LOVE AND MISS HIM TOO AND THE KIDS DO TOO AND WE ARE DOING FINE.
  HAPPY FATER'S DAY DADDY, I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
 HAPPY SATURDAY AND HAPPY DAY BEFORE FATHER'S DAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND TOMORROW WILL BE ROUGH BUT I KNOW THAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY.
WELL AT THE TIME I AM ON THE PHONE WITH SHANNON HE IS JACK'S COUSIN, HE TALK OFEN HE HA STO HAVE MAJOR SURGERY SOON AND IS WORRIED HE WON'T MAKE IT THEY TOLD HIM IT WILL BE TOUCH AND GO. HE IS ONE TOUGH BIRD WITH NO POWER OR WATER. HE HAS 5 DOGS THEY ARE HIS LIFE HE LOVES THEM JUST LIKE YOU DID WITH RED.
 I AM DOING LAUNDRY AND NEED TO DO MUCH MORE CLEANING BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE IT. WELL, DADDY, IT HAS BEEN GOOD TALKING TO YOU, I AM GOING TO GO TALK WITH SHANNON SO I WILL CATCH YOU LATER.
 I LOVE YOU HAPPY EARLY FATHER'S DAY.
 LOVE YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,

WELL IT'S MONDAY AND 19 YEARS AGO I WAS GETTING READY FOR YOUR FUNERAL AND LAYING YOU TO REST AND ONCE AGAIN TODAY I AM GETTING READY FOR A FUNERAL IT IS FOR DERRICK'S FRIEND AND AT THE SAME PLACE THAT DANNY'S WAS SO IT IS GOING TO BE HARD. I JUST PRAY THAT THE STORMS THEY ARE CALLING FOR HOLDS OFF TIL AFTERWARDS. PLUS I HOPE THERE ARE PEOPLE THERE TO PAY THEIR RESPECTS I HEARD HE DIDN'T REALLY HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE.
 WELL DADDY I JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND TELL YOU I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUT THAT IS NOTHING YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW, SO I WILL BE BACK LATER TO TALK AND OH YEAH WE HAD A GREAT CHURCH HOMECOMING YESTERDAY AND LAYLA SAID HER BIRTHDAY WAS GOOD SO THAT IS NICE.
 I LOVE YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
  HAPPY 19 YEARS IN HEAVEN

IT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT HAS ALREADY BEEN THIS LONG SINCE YOU LEFT YOU HAVE MISSED SO MUCH YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE YOUR GREAT GRANDKIDS BE BORN OR GROW UP BUT I KNOW THEY WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU JUST AS MUCH AS I DO AND YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE HAD A GREAT TIME TOGETHER.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL DAY WHEN I GOT THE CALL FROM MOMMA AND WHEN I FINALLY MADE IT TO THE HOSPITAL AND WAS ABLE TO HOLD YOUR HAND AND TALK TO YOU FOR A FEW JUST BEFORE JESUS TOOK YOU HOME I WILL NEVER FORGET THE PAIN I THINK MY HEAR5 ALSO STOPPED IN THAT MOMENT BUT I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE AND THAT YOU ARE PEACEFULLY IN THE HANDS OF GOD SO IT HELPS THE PAIN A LITTLE. I KNOW THAT ONE DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED AND WILL NEVER HAVE TO PART AGAIN BUT UNTIL THAT DAY I WILL CONTINUE TO TALK TO YOU ON HERE AND I WILL NEVER LET YOUR MEMORY DIE OR MY LOVE IN MY HEART FOR YOU. YES BUDDY IS AND ALWAYS HAS BEEEN A GREAT STEPDAD TO ME BUT NO ONE CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE AND I DON'T WANT TYOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME I WILL GO ON AND FULFILL MY LIFE BUT JUST KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ARE TRULY MISSED. I WILL CONTNUE TO TELL YOUR GREAT GRANDKIDS ABOUT YOU AND WHAT A FUN AND WONDERFUL PERSON YOU WERE AND HOW MUCH I HATE THE FACT THAT THEY DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO EXPERIENCE YOUR LOVE.
 WELL NOW THAT I HAVE SAID WHAT WAS ON M Y HEART I CAN TALK RUBISH ABOUT MY DAY AND WHAT THE WEEKEND HOLDS...LOL FOR STARTERS I WILL HAVE RILEY TONIGHT AND TOMORROW NIGHT I HAS HAZEL LAST NIGHT AND WE JUST PICKED UP HER NEW GLASSES SHE IS SO CUTE THEN ON SUNDAY IT IS HOMECOMING AND HEAT 2 HEART IS SINGING AND SUNDAY IS ALSO LAYLA'S BIRTHDAY,SHE IS GOING TO CHEREEKE WITH HER GUY FRIEND DAN FOR A FEW DAYS THEN ON MONDAY THE 12TH THE SAME DAY YOU WERE BURIED WE HAVE A FUNERAL FOR ONE OF DERRICK'S FRIENDS BRANDON PATTY AKA TO US AS ASH WILLIS SO SAD HE WAS MURDERED BY A BLACK MAN IN A GROUP HOME AND LEFT BEHIND A FIANCE AND A 4 MONTH OLD SON AND IT IS BEING HELD AT THE SAME PLACE DANNY'S WAS WHICH IS REALLY GOING TO BE HARD ON THE BOTH OF US.I JUST PRAY WE CAN DO THIS BECAUSE WE REALLY NEED TO BE THERE FOR HIS FRIEND KAREN.THIS WILL BE A ROUGH DAY FOR SEVERAL REASONS BUT I KNOW GOD WILL BE THER HELPING US ALL THROUGH IT.
OH YEAH I AM HAVING LEFT OVER PINTOS FROM JACEEE'S HOUSE RIGHT NOW FOW LUNCH WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SHARE, ALHOUGHT I HAVE NO CORNBREAD OR FRIED TATERS THIS GO AROUND I AM EATING THEM WITH GARLIC BREAD GOOD THING I AM SINGLE...LOL, BUT HEY WHATEVER WORKS IS MY MOTO. FOOD IS FOOD AND GOOD OLE SWEET TEA TO WASH IT ALL DOWN.
YOU KNOW DADDY I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHO COULD JUST HOLD ME FOR A FEW SECONDS TDAY WHILE I CRIED BUT EVRYONE IS GONE AND HAS THEIR OWN LIVES NOW I ALWAYS FEEL SO ALONE, BUT I AM SO USE TO IT NOW SINCE IT HAS BEEN THIS WAY FOR YEARS. WELL ADDY I GUESS I WILL GO FOR NOW THIS IS ROGH ON MY HEART AND I REALLY NEED TO TRY AND STAY CALM AND NOT GET UPSET TOO MUCH SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY UTIL THEN I WILL CONTINUE TO TALK HERE.
 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU DEARLY.
LOVE ALWAYS, YOUR LIL' GIRL KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,

WELL, IT'S SATURDAY NOT SUNDAY...LOL.
TODAY IS THE BIG DAY...CYNTHIA'S SWEET 16 PARTY I WILL BE SO GLSD WHEN IT IS OVER I AM SO TIRED AND BROKE..LOL. I JUST HOPE SHE HAS FRIENDS SHOW UP NOT JUST FAMILY. SHE IS REALLY LOOKING FOR AARON SO IF HE SHOWS ALL WILL BE WELL. I WANTED TO SLEEP N BUT MY BODY WOKE ME UP AT 7:30 LIKE CLOCKWORK, YOU'D THINK I COULD SLEEP LONGER SINCE I DON'T GO TO BED TIL 12 OR 1, NOPE IT'S LIKE...NO WAKE-UP. WELL HOPEFULLY DERRICK CAN GET HIS HAAIR CUT THIS MORNING BEFORE THE PARTY AND CYNTHIA CAN GET HERS WASHED. SHE IS WEARING HER PROM DRESS AND TAKING A CHANGE OF CLOTHES. JACEE DID GREAT ON THE CAKE ALTHOUGH HER DREAMCATHERS KEPT BREAKING HOPEFULLY ONE WILL HOLD TODAY SINCE IT IS THE CAKE TOPPER.
WELL, DADDY, I GUESS I WILL GO FOR NOW I WILL LET YOU KNOW LATER HOW IT ALL WENT. I LOVE AND MISS YOU WISH YOU WERE HERE TO CELEBRATE WITH US.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,

GOOD MORNING HAPPY SUNDAY. WELL, THE PLAY FAIRYTALE WENT GREAT BOTH NIGHTS. CYNTHIA DID AMAZING I WAS SO PROUD OF HER. NOW I AM TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING READY FOR HER SWEET 16 THIS SATURDAY, SO HARD TO BELIEVE SHE IS ALREADY THAT OLD. WISH YOU COULD HAVE MET HER SHE IS SO LOVING WELL I WISH YOU COULD HAVE MET THEM ALL THEY ARE SPECIAL IN THEIR OWN WAYS. THEY ARE MY LIFE FOR SURE.
 NORMALLY I WOULD BE LEAVING FOR CHURCH BUT WE CALLED IT OFF TODAY DUE TO THE HOLIDAY AND EVERYONE BEING GONE MOST OF THEM ARE IN GA. OH YEAH TAMISUE MAY HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY ON HER NECK AGAIN I NEED TO CALL AND CHECK ON HER AND SEE WHAT THE DR TOLD HER. THEY MOVED FROM WHERE THEY DID LIVE IN ATLANTA OVER TO ADIARVILLE. I REALLY WANT TO GO SEE THEM.
 IT IS POURING DOWN RAIN AND COLD I EVEN HAD TO TURN ON THE HEAT TO KNOCK OFF THE CHILL WHEN I GOT UP. IT WAS TE SAME WAY YESTERDAY AND MIGHT BE THIS WAY TOMORROW BUT I HOPE NOT I HATE DRIVING IN THE RAIN AND I GOT TO TAKE HAZEL HOME TOMORROW AND HAVE DINNER AT JACEE'S. I AM SO EXCITED I WILL HAVE ALL MY KIDS TOGETHER THIS SATURDAY FOR CYNTHIA'S SWEET 16 AND ALL MY GRANDBABIES I GOTTA GET A PHOTO OF THAT. SINCE IT PROBABLY WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN FOR MANY YEARS. I JUST HOPE SHE HAS A GOOD TURNOUT. SHE DIDN'T INVITE HER DAD BECAUSE SHE CAN'T STAND HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND AND HER 2 SONS. HER FAVORITE PERSON/ CRUSH IS GOING TO BE AT THE BEACH, AND HER OTHER GOOD FRIEND IS GOING TO BE COMING BACK FROM FL. BUT THEY SAID THEY WILL COME BY IF THEY GET BACK IN TIME.
WELL DADDY MY WATER PILL IS KICKING IN ...LOL SO I GOT TO RUN SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. MISS YOU SO MUCH. UNTIL WE ARE REUNITED IN HEAVEN KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AR ALL OF OUR WONDERFUL MEMORIES.
I LOVE YOU
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

HEY DADDY,
 GOOD MORNING AND HAPPY SUNDAY. AS ALWAYS I AM UP AND WAITING FOR CHURCH SO I WANTED TO SAY HI. IT IS OUR YOUTH SUNDAY AT CHURCH AND BOTH DERRICK AND CYNTHIA ARE SINGING, HE IS DOING LONG BLACK TRAIN AND SHE IS SINGING O, HOW I LOVE JESUS WHICH IS A NEW ONE FOR HER. THEN AFTERWARDS WE ARE EATING AND HAVE A WEDDING SHOWER FOR GRACE AND OTIS THIS IS HER 3RD TIME AROUND AT 77 SHE IS A GO-GETTER. THEN OFF TO NARROWAY FOR A PRACTICE TIL 8 PM, THE PLAY IS ON TUESDAY& WEDNESDAY, AND SHE WILL BE DONE WITH IT TIL SEPTEMBER. IT IS HER PASSION.
 WE ALL HAVE BEEN DOING PRETTY GOOD JUST REALLY BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH CYNTHIA'S SWEET 16 NEXT SATURDAY, BOY HAS TIME FLOWN BY. I AM EXCITED BECAUSE I GET TO SEE LAYLA AND VIOLET PLUS WHITLEY TOO SHE IS SO BUSY WITH WORK IT IS HARD TO GET TOGETHER ANYMORE. I JUST HOPE CYNTHIA HAS SOME FRIENDS SHOW UP ESPECIALLY WEBSTER FROM NARROWAY. SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME A CHANGE A LOT OF THINGS BUT ALL I CAN DO NOW IS LET IT BE IN THE PAST AND MOVE ON BUT IT IS SO HARD IT HAUNTS ME INSIDE SO BAD, I HATE BEING THAT KIND OF PERSON IT IS LIKE A DEMON TAKES OVER AND I CAN'T CONTROL IT AT THAT POINT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO I AM IN THAT MOMENT AND WHEN IT IS ALL OVER AND THE RAGE IS GONE IT'S TOO LATE I CAN'T TAKE IT BACK I CAN ONLY SAY I AM SORRY BUT THAT DON'T MAKE IT BETTER IT IS ALREADY BEEN DONE AND THE DAMAGE IS THERE FOREVER. I WISH I COULD JUST STOP IT BEFORE IT HAPPENS BUT I CAN'T, IT CONSUMES ME SO FAST. NOT ONLY HAS IT SCARED ME BUT THE ONES I HAVE UNLEASHED IT ON FOR YEARS AND IT STILL HAPPENS,DR.'S AND PEOPLE CALL IT BIPOLAR BUT I CALL IT HELL AND DEMONS, NO ONE DESERVES THAT OR TO BE TREATED THAT WAY ESPECIALLY A CHILD.
 WELL DADDY I COULD TALK FOREVER BUT I NEED T GO GET THINGS READY FOR CHURCH THANKS FOR LISTENING IT WAS GOOD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST IF IT WAS ONLY FOR A SECOND. I ALWAYS ASK GOD TO HELP ME WITH IT BUT MAYBE IF YOU COULD ASK HIM FOR ME TOO IT WILL BE DOUBLE AND NOT HAPPEN AS OFTEN. THANKS, DADDY. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
 LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY,

WELL, IT'S A SATURDAY, AND INSTEAD OF SLEEPING IN I HAD TO GET UP AND GET READY TO TAKE CYNTHIA FOR HER MRI. IT IS 4 IN ONE AND WILL TAKE 1 1/2 HOURS TO COMPLETE. IT'S ON HER BRAIN DOWN TO HER WAIST DUE TO HEADACHES AND HER SCOLIOSIS AND SPINA BIFIDA, PRAYING ALL GOES WELL.
 WE HAD A GREAT TIME LAST NIGHT DOWNTOWN BELMONT THEY HAD A TRIBUTE TO GUNS & ROSES CYNTHIA HAS FUN, IF NOTHING ELSE IT GOT US OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR 2 HOURS. WE WERE SO TIRED WHEN WE GOT HOME FROM ALL THE STANDING AND OUR EARS WERE RINGING...LOL, THAT'S WHAT WE GET FOR STANDING UP FRONT. CYNTHIA GOT A DRUMSTICK FROM THE DRUMMER THOMAS HE WAS AWESOME.
 WELL, TOMORROW IS MOTHER'S DAY AND I WISH ALL MY KIDS WOULD COME TO CHURCH BUT I KNOW THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN. I WILL JUST MAKE THE BEST OF IT AS I ALWAYS DO,I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO GO OUT TO EAT WITH MOMMA AND THE CHURCH CREW OR I WOULD DO THAT BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS.
 OH YEAH, I GOT GOOD NEWS ON MY STRESS TEST REPORT, AND HEART MY HEART FUNCTION WENT UP FROM 45 TO 54 SO THAT WAS GREAT, I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER HEART CATH SO I WAS HAPPY FOR THAT I GO BACK IN 9 MONTHS. YAY PRAISE THE LORD FOR ALL THAT. I STILL NEED TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT IT IS COMING BACK AND I CAN FEEL THE IMPACT THAT IT HAS, SO HOPEFULLY NEXT MONTH I CAN DO BETTER.
WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO AND GET THINGS READY TO GO SO WE WON'T BE LATE. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I WILL TRY TO HAVE A GOOD DAY.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & MISS YOU MUCH, UNTIL NEXT TIME, HUGS & KISSES.
  LOVE ALWAYS,YOUR LIL' GIRL: KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY

 

GOOD MORNING DADDY,
  WELL, IT' 'S WEDNESDAY AND WE ARE GETTING READY TO GO TO CYNTHIA'S PRODUCTION CLASS YAY JUST 2 MORE WEEKS LEFT IN TIS SEMESTER AND SHE IS DONE TIL SEPTEMBER. IT IS ALSO CHURCH NIGHT IT IS ROUGH BEING DOWN IN FORT MILL TIL 4 AND THEN BATTLING THE TRAFFIC TO GET HOME IN TIME FOR CHURCH BUT WE DO IT. SHE HAS DRESS REHEARSAL TODAY SO SHE HAS TO CHANGE 3 TIMES POOR CHILD BUT I TRIED TO MAKE IT AS EASY ON HER AS I COULD.
 WE WENT TO JACEE LAST NIGHT FOR DINNER AND THEN WE PLAYED SUPER MARIO MONOPOLY AND HAZEL KICKED OUR BUTTS, IT WAS SO FUNNY SHE WOULD TAKE OUR PROPERTIES ONE AT A TIME JUST TO KEEP US IN THE GAME, SHE IS GOOD JUST LIKE DANNY WAS.
I HAVE TO GO TO MY HEART DR ON FRIDAY FOR THE RESULTS OF MY STRESS TEST I HOPE EVERYTHING WAS FINE SO I DON'T HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER HEART CATH. ALSO, CYNTHIA GOES SATURDAY FOR A MRI OF HER BRAIN AND KIDNEYS SHE HAS SCOLISIS AND SPINA BIFIDA. PRAYERS ALL GOES WELL FOR HER SHE IS SO NEROUES ABOUT BEING IN THE MACHINE
 MOMMA AND BUDDY ARE DOING GOOD AND ALL THE KIDS AND GRANDKIDS I AM GETTING READY FOR CYNTIA'S SWEET 16 ON JUNE 3RD I HOPE SHE HAS A GOOD TURNOUT AND HER FRIENDS SHOW UP. IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE SHE IS THAT OLD. TIME IS GOING BY WAY TOO FAST.
 WELL DADDY I AN GOING TO GO GET STUFF READY TO GO SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. I LOVE AND MISS YOU.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA AGI KAY

GOOD MORNING DADDY
WELL, IT IS SUNDAY MORNING AND I AM GETTING READY TO HEAD TO CHURCH BUT WANTED T STOP IN AND SAY HELLO AND I LOVE AND MISS YOU. WE ARE HAVING A SINGING TODAY STEVEN AND HIS CREW IS COMING UP FROM GA. I KNOW IT WILL BE GOOD. ALSO LAST WEDNESDAY AC CAME TO CHURCH WITH ME TO HEAR CYNTHIA SING. WE HAD A GREAT DAY YESTERDAY WE WENT TO SUPPORT ONE OF CYNTHIA'S FRIENDS IN A TAE KWON DO TOURNAMENT IT WAS 6 HOURS LONG AND BOY WAS MY HINNIE SORE....LOL BUT SHE ENJOYED IT AND GOT US OUT OF THE HOUSE YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD I DROVE IN UPTOWN CHARLOTTE.
 I AM TRYING TO GET EVERYTHING TOGETHER FOR CYNTHIA'S SWEET 16 NEXT MONTH AND I AM ABOUT TO GO NUTS, THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO, BUT YOU KNOW ME I GO ALL OUT.
OH YEAH, I GOT TO TALK TO LAYLA AND VIOLET SHE IS SO CUTE I COULD JUST CUDDLE HER ALL DAY LONG I MISS THEM SO MUCH I HOPE SHE GETS TO COME UP FOR MOTHER'S DAY NEXT WEEK IF NOT I WILL SEE HER FOR CYNTHIS'A BIRTHDAY. LAST WEEK I HAD TUESDAY DINNER WITH JACEE AND WHITLEY, IT WAS FUN AND GOOD.
 WELL DADDY I NEED TO GO GET CYNTHIA READY, THAT IS A HUGE TASK, SO I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
I LOVE YOU. MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.
  LOVE ALWAYS YOUR LIL' GIRL, KNOTTYHEAD AKA ANGI KAY