Dad,
I love you.
One year ago today I heard news that shattered my heart, there is a hole that will never go away where you belong. I still remember being at you apt a year ago and believing "this cant be real, I'm not ready to lose my dad, my kids love you so much and aren't ready". I am grateful for being able to see you just days before and Caleb, Elijah and I got to spend what we didn't know would be our last Easter with you. Easter will never be the same with out you. My heart physically hurts just writing this. I love you with my whole heart, and think of you daily and miss you so much. I thought it would be easier with time but it's not. I still hurt like the day you went to heaven. The only comfort I get is knowing Mikayla is being cared for by such a loving, caring, kind, and generous PaPa. I love you dad!!!!! You saved me from myself many times and I never got to truly thank u for that. I hope you hear me in heaven. I LOVE YOU DAD!