I KNOW IN MY HEART
YOU ARE DOING FINE...
TODAY IS THE DAY
YOU WERE BORN ON EARTH
AND BOY DID YOU
INCREASE ITS WORTH...
YOUD BE 92
IF YOU WERE STILL HERE
AND DAD WOULD BE
102 OH DEAR!...
IM GLAD YOURE ENJOYING
YOUR ETERNAL REWARD
FOR THAT IM THANKFUL
TO OUR DEAR LORD...
ITS VERY HARD
FOR ME STILL HERE
I KNOW IN MY HEART
THAT YOUR ALWAYS NEAR...
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I REALLY TRY
TO CARRY ON
BUT MOSTLY CRY...
ITS JUST NOT THE SAME
WITHOUT YOU HERE
IVE CRIED RIVERS
WITH ALL OF MY TEARS...
BUT IF YOU WERE HERE
YOUD BE IN PAIN
YOU DESERVE THE PEACE
IN HEAVEN YOU GAIN...
THE WORLD IS A DARK
AND SCARY PLACE
HOW I WANT
TO SEE JESUS FACE...
I HAVE NO WHERE
TO GO OR BE
PER THE SLANDEROUS
ACTS THAT HAVE COME
AGAINST ME...
IVE PRAYED TO GOD
FOR HELP TO BE SENT
BYYOUR LOVING SOUL
HE KNOWS WHAT I MENT...
GAURDIAN ANGEL
YOU KNOW WHATS RIGHT
MAY GOD LET YOU COME
HELP ME WIN THIS FIGHT!...
BESIDES OUR GOD
THE TRINITY
YOUR THE ONLY ONE
WHO REALLY KNOWS ME...
SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE
THINGS REALLY WENT WRONG
I TRIED TO WRITE
A BEAUTIFUL SONG...
IN MEMORY
AND WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
HOW WE ALL OUGHT TO BE...
THOSE I THOUGHT
WOULD ALWAYS CARE
WHEN I NEEDED THEM
MOST WERE NOT THERE...
IN SHOCK INSTEAD
THEY TOOK MY SONG
TORE IT UP
SAID MOVE ALONG...
IN THE DIVORCE
NOTHING WAS RIGHT
NOW FOR MY LIFE
EVERYDAY I FIGHT...
ITS HURT ME
SO BAD
LOST NEAR
ALL I HAD...
BY THE HANDS OF GREED
AND SICKENED MINDS
THERES ONLY A FEW LEFT
HERE WHO ARE TRULY KIND...
THEY CLAIMED MY GOODNESS
THREW THERE FAULTS ON ME
SENT ME TO THE STREET
WHERE THEY OUGHT TO BE...
THEY EVEN KEPT
MY INHERITANCE
YOU KNOW TO ME
HOW MUCH THAT MENT...
NOW I AM BROKEN
I DONT HAVE A CLUE
I NEED HEAVENS HELP
MOM I NEED YOU...
SORRY SO GLUM
SO WEAKENED AND SAD
THERES NO ONE LIKE YOU
AND THE JOY THAT WE HAD...
I KNOW AGAIN WELL MEET
FACE TO FACE
BE WITH ME IN SPIRIT
BY GODS LOVING GRACE! ...
AS I LOOK TO THE SKY
MY FAITH COME ALIVE
HEAVEN SENT ANGELS
TO HELP ME SURVIVE...
LEAD BY THE LOVE
THAT GOD HOLDS TOGETHER
EVERLASTING
NOTHING CAN SEVER!...
LOVE HAS NO BOUNDERIES
TO EARTH IT CAME
LOVE IS FOREVER
ALWAYS THE SAME...
THOUGH I CANT SEE YOU
WITH HUMAN EYES
MY SOUL KNOWS-YOUR WITH ME
FROM BEYOND THE SKIES...
I THANK GOD FOR YOU
AND YOUR LOVE
YOURE HERE IN MY HEART
AND IN HEAVEN ABOVE...
I KNOW YOUR IN
YOUR ETERNAL REST
YOU TAUGHT ME TRUE LOVE
MOM YOURE JUST THE BEST!
My moms an angel
Our love never dies
I know she is with me
Above me she flys
I miss her hugs
From heaven they be
I’ll see her again
When god sets me free
Happy Birthday Mom
I’ll be there one day
Probably soon
Living this way.
Sorry so glum
I really try
My wings need sewing
Before they can fly...
My moms an angel
brings light to the sky
When I am hurting
she still hears my cry...
She taught me of love
And it’s true light
As I grow my wings
For heavens flight...
Whatever there was
There is because
The wonderful things
Our dear lord does!
I love you mom!
You were the joy of my life!
shortly before mom passed away we learned to laugh at all the drama we’d been through. I hadn’t realized mom had a really good sense of humor until then. I knew my dad had a really good sense of humor he always made ppl laugh everywhere he went! In hind sight mom and I did have a lot of funny episodes! She was highly intelligent and never cursed but she could put you in your place with words and sternness that left you speechless. Yet she loved unconditionally. She was so sweet and loving.she never failed at anything she tried accept suicide thank god she failed at that but any way I’m still having trouble living without her so I like to remember the humor we found most. For the 5th anniversary today since mom went home I think I’ll tell one of the funniest stories we lived out together. I was married and my x did a lot of shows in the music business, after I broke my back I didn’t go anywhere for a long time. mom came to stay with me for the weekend and I could hardly move. I was just learning to sit again after laying on my stomach for years. I was in the living room sitting on the floor and mom tried to do some laundry in the garage. She’d been out there for awhile but I could hardly get up I figured she was rumageing around having fun. Then I heard the garage door ( mom had polio so it took her awhile to get around ) she startled me that she got to the living room so fast. Now mom only weighed about 90 lbs if that. She always dressed in clothes she’d made ( best seamstress) and was elegant. She’d match from head to toe with accessories the whole works! She was beautiful! But on this one day she came around the corner looking like she’d gone threw the dryer, hair all electrified standing out on end , make up smudged , cloths wrinkled up, and she’d worn a blouse that day with what they called a dicky under it ( a triangle shape of fabric to make it look like your wearing another blouse underneath) she looked like Phyllis filler! I got startled for a second and kinda laughed but the realized she was upset. She said “ you are a poor excuse of a daughter! “ I said “what! Why would u say that? “ she said “didn’t you hear me calling for help! “ I said “no I didnt what happened? “ ( trying not to laugh) she said I reached for some clothes in the bottom of the washer and fell in head first! I said “ oh my gosh aren’t you alright “ she said I was stuck with my legs up in the air and couldn’t get out and she started to laugh a little too. She started dusting herself off and said “ oh my stars, my dicky fell out! “ we both started cracking up! Poor mom was head heavy. She tried to get mad but it was just too funny! She was such a trouper! I miss her so much! I love you mom! Forever yours Nancy
