I KNOW IN MY HEART

YOU ARE DOING FINE...

TODAY IS THE DAY

YOU WERE BORN ON EARTH

AND BOY DID YOU

INCREASE ITS WORTH...

YOUD BE 92 

IF YOU WERE STILL HERE

AND DAD WOULD BE 

102 OH DEAR!...

IM GLAD YOURE ENJOYING 

YOUR ETERNAL REWARD

FOR THAT IM THANKFUL

TO OUR DEAR LORD...

ITS VERY HARD 

FOR ME STILL HERE

I KNOW IN MY HEART 

THAT YOUR ALWAYS NEAR...

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

I REALLY TRY

TO CARRY ON

BUT MOSTLY CRY...

ITS JUST NOT THE SAME

WITHOUT YOU HERE

IVE CRIED RIVERS 

WITH ALL OF MY TEARS...

BUT IF YOU WERE HERE

YOUD BE IN PAIN

YOU DESERVE THE PEACE

IN HEAVEN YOU GAIN...

THE WORLD IS A DARK 

AND SCARY PLACE

HOW I WANT 

TO SEE JESUS FACE...

I HAVE NO WHERE 

TO GO OR BE

PER THE SLANDEROUS

ACTS THAT HAVE COME

AGAINST ME...

IVE PRAYED TO GOD

FOR HELP TO BE SENT

BYYOUR LOVING SOUL

HE KNOWS WHAT I MENT...

GAURDIAN ANGEL

YOU KNOW WHATS RIGHT

MAY GOD LET YOU COME

HELP ME WIN THIS FIGHT!...

BESIDES OUR GOD

THE TRINITY

YOUR THE ONLY ONE

WHO REALLY KNOWS ME...

SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE

THINGS REALLY WENT WRONG

I TRIED TO WRITE

A BEAUTIFUL SONG...

IN MEMORY 

AND WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

HOW WE ALL OUGHT TO BE...

THOSE I THOUGHT

WOULD ALWAYS CARE

WHEN I NEEDED THEM 

MOST WERE NOT THERE...

IN SHOCK INSTEAD

THEY TOOK MY SONG

TORE IT UP 

SAID MOVE ALONG...

IN THE DIVORCE

NOTHING WAS RIGHT

NOW FOR MY LIFE 

EVERYDAY I FIGHT...

ITS HURT ME 

SO BAD

LOST NEAR 

ALL I HAD...

BY THE HANDS OF GREED

AND SICKENED MINDS

THERES ONLY A FEW LEFT 

HERE WHO ARE TRULY KIND...

THEY CLAIMED MY GOODNESS

THREW THERE FAULTS ON ME

SENT ME TO THE STREET

WHERE THEY OUGHT TO BE...

THEY EVEN KEPT 

MY INHERITANCE

YOU KNOW TO ME

HOW MUCH THAT MENT...

NOW I AM BROKEN 

I DONT HAVE A CLUE

I NEED HEAVENS HELP

MOM I NEED YOU...

SORRY SO GLUM 

SO WEAKENED AND SAD

THERES NO ONE LIKE YOU 

AND THE JOY THAT WE HAD...

I KNOW AGAIN WELL MEET 

FACE TO FACE

BE WITH ME IN SPIRIT

BY GODS LOVING GRACE! ...

AS I LOOK TO THE SKY

MY FAITH COME ALIVE

HEAVEN SENT ANGELS

TO HELP ME SURVIVE...

LEAD BY THE LOVE

THAT GOD HOLDS TOGETHER

EVERLASTING 

NOTHING CAN SEVER!...

LOVE HAS NO BOUNDERIES

TO EARTH IT CAME

LOVE IS FOREVER

ALWAYS THE SAME...

THOUGH I CANT SEE YOU

WITH HUMAN EYES

MY SOUL KNOWS-YOUR WITH ME

FROM BEYOND THE SKIES...

I THANK GOD FOR YOU 

AND YOUR LOVE

YOURE HERE IN MY HEART

AND IN HEAVEN ABOVE...

I KNOW YOUR IN 

YOUR ETERNAL REST

YOU TAUGHT ME TRUE LOVE 

MOM YOURE JUST THE BEST!

My moms an angel 

Our love never dies

I know she is with me

Above me she flys

I miss her hugs

From heaven they be

I’ll see her again

When god sets me free

Happy Birthday Mom 

I’ll be there one day

Probably soon

Living this way. 

Sorry so glum

I really try

My wings need sewing 

Before they can fly...

My moms an angel 

brings light to the sky

When I am hurting

she still hears my cry...

She taught me of love

And it’s true light

As I grow my wings 

For heavens flight...

Whatever there was

There is because

The wonderful things

Our dear lord does! 

I love you mom!

You were the joy of my life!

shortly before mom passed away we learned to laugh at all the drama we’d been through. I hadn’t realized mom had a really good sense of humor until then. I knew my dad had a really good sense of humor he always made ppl laugh everywhere he went! In hind sight mom and I did have a lot of funny episodes! She was highly intelligent and never cursed but she could put you in your place with words and sternness that left you speechless. Yet she loved unconditionally. She was so sweet and loving.she never failed at anything she tried accept suicide thank god she failed at that but any way I’m still having trouble living without her so I like to remember the humor we found most. For the 5th anniversary today since mom went home I think I’ll tell one of the funniest stories we lived out together. I was married and my x did a lot of shows in the music business, after I broke my back I didn’t go anywhere for a long time. mom came to stay with me for the weekend and I could hardly move. I was just learning to sit again after laying on my stomach for years. I was in the living room sitting on the floor and mom tried to do some laundry in the garage. She’d been out there for awhile but I could hardly get up I figured she was rumageing around having fun. Then I heard the garage door ( mom had polio so it took her awhile to get around ) she startled me that she got to the living room so fast. Now mom only weighed about 90 lbs if that. She always dressed in clothes she’d made ( best seamstress) and was elegant. She’d match from head to toe with accessories the whole works! She was beautiful! But on this one day she came around the corner looking like she’d gone threw the dryer, hair all electrified standing out on end , make up smudged , cloths wrinkled up, and she’d worn a blouse that day with what they called a dicky under it ( a triangle shape of fabric to make it look like your wearing another blouse underneath) she looked like Phyllis filler! I got startled for a second and kinda laughed but the realized she was upset. She said “ you are a poor excuse of a daughter! “ I said “what! Why would u say that? “ she said “didn’t you hear me calling for help! “ I said “no I didnt what happened? “ ( trying not to laugh) she said I reached for some clothes in the bottom of the washer and fell in head first! I said “ oh my gosh aren’t you alright “ she said I was stuck with my legs up in the air and couldn’t get out and she started to laugh a little too. She started dusting herself off and said “ oh my stars, my dicky fell out! “ we both started cracking up! Poor mom was head heavy. She tried to get mad but it was just too funny! She was such a trouper! I miss her so much! I love you mom! Forever yours Nancy