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His Life

R.I.P. Eddie forever wondering about u.

August 15, 2012

Only 19 and taken so young..As i have heard through the grapevine he was out with friends having a good time like always.......He had so much to live for.. He had just gotten his diploma from high school and was about to get a big promotion from work....He was a crazy and wild teen .. We had a triple graduation party coming up and we were all getting ready and excited to have a good time......Mom and dad were all for having way to many people coming, Anyways the day came never forget that friday night and it was the worse nightmare i was watching my nieces and the phone rang scared me because it was about 12 .. With somebody saying my brother was in a bad car accident and to get to the hospital my folks ran out the door and went..I knew it was bad i've never seen my parents look so scared.and white as ghosts..I was told to call my sister and wait .I started to pray to god which i wasn't really into praying but i thought it might help .I had to call my sister at her friend's where she was attending a party and tell her what was going on. I didnt know how to tell her. So she came and then went to hostipal i had to wait for her in laws to come get the kids.. that was the longest wait of my life.. finally they came and my ex brother in law came and got me.. It was like taking forever to get there even though he was speeding and going through lights i wasn't patient enough and the ride was taking to long.... As we arrived i see a group of his friends out front .. they didn't look happy and i didnt see my folks .. My sister came out and we went in i saw his lifeless body laying on the hospital bed and though this has to be a nightmare.. He had not much of hospital equipment on him as i remember and he looked at peace... With no scratches or bruises on him i figured he bumped his head he will be ok and we willl go home tomm.. Well then i went out the doors and i saw a nurse and the look she gave me i knew this was more.. My folks and sister weren't exactly telling me everything or they didnt know.. I was lost and confused and i think i was still in this nightmare... I didnt know what to do .. His friends were very kind to me and tryed to distract me from what was going on... I felt the world crashing very fast and couldnt do anything.... My folks were in the waiting just waiting to hear from the doctor. I dont know if the hospital worked on him or what they did to him. I felt like they didnt do enough... Our family started showing up at the hospital and i knew that it was really bad. I was just 13 going on 14 in a few days and i didnt have a clue how to feel. It was a lot for me to handle we just lost my grandma in dec..they told us they were pulling the plug and that meant life was going to be really shitty ..Left after a little while  after hours of being there and went i think home the rest is kinda of blocked or lost... i left out a lot of detail that was personal. I have told my kids since they were little all about their uncle and how great he was and the kind of trouble we use to get in to.. We fought but made everything better.. We didnt really hold grudges we were young and made mistakes.. He is the best brother that i could ever could ask for he looked out for me. And was very protective.. If He was here i probably would not be where i am. He will forever be remembered and never forgotten like I'm sure people go on but it crosses my mind everyday..

I will write more another day.. 


I would like to hear stories from u guys .............