Ed.. no words could say... and I have tried to say them all!

I have known you for four years, and you became my dear friend, warm love, and happy companion during that time. We both came from rocky years, and in my belief heaven brought us to each other's lives here.. I was the displaced girl, agitated, but full of a trust, that hearts need value.. and you were the oddly calm one with such grace and companionship. You said there is a beautiful girl alone, still with an accent from the south, and I said there is a calm soul with no violence..

We almost immediately believed in one another, and shared many days in a surprising, unpretentious friendship, and concern for one another.

I love you more today than any day before this one, and see in you all the energy you meant for us. You loved "us", and were winning me over day by day. I see you everywhere. I hold your hand. I am talking into the air so that if you hear me you can know without a doubt... that I am not mad at you.. that you were the most beautiful relationship that I ever knew.. that I wished I had kissed you twice as much.. so that wherever you are you know I am so blessed to know you... honey...