My love it has been so long since I've been here. You leaving me hurts today just as bad as it hurt the day you went to be with Jesus. You have missed so much. Your girls are all grown up and they have beautiful children. You would be so proud of them. I know that they miss you so much. Well babe the year after you left I lost my daddy. It's okay I know you both are safe with Jesus. I will try to come back more often until then I love you for forever.

My love,my life the day you passed away in my arms you took part of me with you. I will always keep you in my heart and no one will ever replace you. I promised and I am moving on slowly. I Wish You Was Here now I hurt so but god needed you so I am alone you rest in peace we will be together again.

Your birthday will be here soon and I hope you are praising god and hurt no more. I love you Bud and always will. I need you and your girls do too. I can only be a friend. I ask god every day to help them understand. They will one day and I made it clear how much you love them.