Mama~ Sometimes it seems as if everything has just fallen apart since you've been gone. We're told that when our loved ones are gone that they watch over us from heaven, well there have been many times that I hope and pray you've not seen the shape your family has been in. I've not been strong enough Mama. I've not been able to keep us all together like I should have. It's been so very difficult for all of us. We have all delt with you leaving us in very different ways. We get together for holidays and birthday, it's just not the same. These just a void, it's almost like everyone is only going through the motions of the moment to get by until it's over. Daddy tries very hard to present a strong front, but he is so broken without you. You were his whole. I will not go into details about each one of the others for I could go on for days and days. They all are lost without their Mimi and are trying to find their way in this evil world we live in these days. All I can do is be here if they need me and pray for them daily. Which is what I do. Which is what you did Mama. It will never get any easier, I miss you so very very much. My heart aches so much Mama.