Two years ago today I lost my best friend in the world. This day will forever be etched in my mind. I miss you more and more everyday dad. I hope you up in heaven pain free and having a good time with mamaw and papal homer and your brothers. I wish I could bring you back to me.. Love you very much daddy!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR DADDY!!!! 2016...
Wish u were here bc it's just not the same here without you.,
Miss you more everyday
Love you dad

MERRY CHRISTMAS daddy... Love and miss you very much!!!

Hey dad.. It's crazy that it's been a year today and it still doesn't seem real.. So much I want to tell you but I'll have to wait until I see you again.. I miss you every second of everyday.. I love and miss you very much dad and can't wait until I'm with you again.. Love you always

Hey daddy it's me.. It's October.12,2015 Monday evening.. I been thinking about you a lot just like everyday.. How I wish I could see you and talk to you one more time. So much I would ask you and so much I would tell you that has happened. I wait for the day that you come n visit me and I see you.. I miss you m

I miss you more than you know.. Love you dad

August.3,2015... 9 months ago today I lost my best friend in the world. I miss you more n more everyday dad and can not wait until I see you again.. I love you daddy with all my heart

Hey daddy it's 9:58pm on July.29,2015

Oh how much I miss you dad. I think about hearing your voice all the time and how your hands felt when you would hold my hand. Those things I miss so much. So much has gone on since you left. But I can say nothing in our lives has changed just ur not here dad. I wish I cld talk to you and see how your doing and I think bout that everyday dad. I love and miss you so very much and I can't wait until I see you again

Hey daddy it's 10:15pm on Saturday july.4,2015....HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY.... Oh how I miss you and wish on anything that u were here with me.. I want you to know that I'm always thinking of you and not a minute goes by that ur not on my mind... I love and miss you more than you know... I love you dad and can't wait until I see you again.

Hey daddy it's 10:00pm on Sunday June.21,2015.... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to the greatest father a girl could ask for.. You were always there for me.. You were and still are my best friend.. An amazing and thoughtful person.. I'm proud to be able to call you my dad.. My hero.. I miss you more and more everyday dad. Not a minute goes by that I'm not thinking of you period. These past 7 months have gone by fast and I still hurt just like the day I lost you. Mom and everyone else is doing ok. Nothing had changed in our lives. We just lost the most important person in our family but we all know that you are and always will be with us dad. I keep myself busy on a daily basis so I don't get in a rut. My mind goes 90 to nothing all the time worrying and wondering how your doing. I know ur in the safest and best place possible being with the good lord above but I still wonder. I miss you so much daddy and can't wait to be with you again. Goodnight daddy and I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 9:50pm on June.3,2015 and at this exact moment 7 months ago today my life forever changed for the worse. I lost not only the greatest dad but my best friend forever. Words can't even come close to describe how much I miss you dad. I dream of the day that I see you again. Mom is doing good. I see n check on her everyday. Michael is bk on the boats working until July. Mikey is here for the summer. Rebecca and Lacey both got their permit to drive. I've been letting them drive and trying to help them. Tonia and Johnny are good. I talk to Cheryl almost everyday and she works and takes good care of the little babies. Joshua is growing up and smart as can be. He talks about you all the time dad. And me well I'm here, I just try to keep myself busy. I love coming home and working in the yard. It keeps my mind off of things. We all miss you very much dad and we all are proud to call you our daddy!! I love you dad more than you know

Hey daddy it's 9:51pm on Monday May.25,2015 and it's memorial dad... Of course I had to work but it was ok bc I wouldn't have done anything else.. I got you some beautiful pink n yellow roses and pretty balloons to go in ur room.. Your room is full of flowers and pictures.. I'm going to put the pool up tomorrow after work. Mikey n Joshua will both be here this weekend. Give them boys a place to swim and have some fun. I sure do miss you dad. You already know this though.. But I think about you everyday. I talk to you all the time and I know you can hear me dad. I love n miss you very much and can't wait until I see you again.. Goodnight daddy

Hey daddy it's 9:22pm on Wednesday May.20,2015 and I'm sitting here thinking about you. I decided to write n talk to you on here bc I've not done it in a while. I been writing in my journal that stays on my night stand beside my bed. I been thinking about you a lot today. Spring and summer was your favorite time of year and I miss you so much dad. I lay in bed at night and I close my eyes and I imagine you here with me. I think about when you wld hug me and I can literally feel you dad. It's like your really touching me. I think of your voice. Just everything dad. I miss you so so much and I can't wait to be with you again.. I love you dad

Hey dad it's 9:38pm on Thursday May.14,2015 and I just got out of the shower and hitting the bed.. I've worked a double today and again tomorrow and one last week.. Just trying to stay busy n keep my mind off of things. I miss you dad more and more everyday and it's hard to believe that you've been gone 6 months. I still think about that day in my mind every second of everyday. I miss you so much and can't wait until the day I see and be with you again.. Goodnight daddy and I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 10:35pm on Saturday May.9,2015 and tomorrow is Mother's Day and I know u always tried to make mom feel special on that day.. So I will get her something just from you dad.. I ordered a blue shirt the other day and I'm going to wear it on Father's Day... It says dad is now my guardian angel.. My dad ,my hero... He may be gone from my sight, but never from my heart.. I loved it when I seen bc it couldn't be anymore true dad.. I miss you more than words can express... I've really not been doing anything special pretty much just go to work n then home... I really don't enjoy the things that I use to anymore.. I just miss you dad and it still isn't getting any easier.. I can't until I'm with you again.. I love you dad

It's May.3,2015 and it's been 6 months since you left dad. I still think about you every second of everyday. It still seems like yesterday but time has gone by fast. I think about that day over and over in my head. I remember everything that was said that day and everything that was done. I keep trying to think of anything at all that could habe been done to have kept you here. It's suppose to be 80 degrees outside today so I think I'm going to start my flower garden.. I always came to you for advice bc you loved flowers. I'll be bringing you your own flowers that we keep right beside your bed.. Always fresh pretty flowers. I miss you dad more than you know and I can't wait to see you again.. I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 9:45pm on Friday May.1,2015... And I'm sitting here in bed clipping my coupons.. I'm still trying to figure it out and I've made some good deals.. I got our razors a couple weeks ago for 7$.. Not too bad.. I miss you dad more and more everyday. It's still not easy with u not being here. I just try to do what you wanted me to do and wait until it's my time to see you again.. I know ur still with me now but it's not the same.. I love you dad and miss you more than anything

Hey dad it's 9:26pm on Monday April.27,2015 and I'm just laying here thinking about you as I do all the time. I could write on this page everyday and I would just be saying the same thing over n over. I miss you so much dad and not a minute goes by that ur not on my mind. I been reading these spiritual books about heaven and spirits. I honestly believe in that stuff and it really makes me feel better. I wish I could just see you and touch you and talk to you again. I love you dad more than you know. I can't wait to see n be with you again..

Hey dad it's 10:09pm on Thursday April.23,2015.... And today is Rebecca's 16th birthday dad.. Everyone of the grand kids and the great grandchildren are growing up so fast.. Delaney will be 2 in September and little johna is 7 months.. I talked to Cheryl today and I was telling everyone he was only 4 months .. I just been working and going home.. Same thing everyday pretty much.. I miss you dad and still miss you since the day you left.. You already know how much I love you dad.. And I can't wait until I see you again.. I love you dad so so much

Hey daddy it's 8:25pm on April.12,2015... I'm sorry I've not written in couple days we've all been getting Lacey for her big day.. She went with Braden to the senior prom lastnight.. And she looked absolutely beautiful dad. You would be so proud of her and she looked all grown up.. I took her and she got her hair and make up done.. It looked really good.. We got dressed at ur house and in ur room. Ms. Rebecca has been in Dayton ohio at another compotition and of course they won grand champs and she received a medal and a while jacket. They are #1 in their division.. I'm so proud of both the girls.. And I know you would be also dad.. Not a day goes by that ur not on my mind and how much I wish I cld see you dad.. I love you very much and can't wait until we are together again.. I love you dad

Hey daddy it's 9:42pm on Wednesday April.8,2015... I'm sorry I've not written in couple days.. But I've been so so tired and soon as I get home I kick bk in the recliner and I'm out until Jim wakes me to go to bed. I'm taking Lacey tomorrow to get her spray tan and get ready for her prom on Saturday.. Oh did I tell you alert everyone stay off the road... Lacey got her permit to drive dad.. Really I'm so excited for her and now Rebecca is next.. It's times like this that really let's me know that ur really gone bc your not here to see all the exciting milestones in all the grandkids lives.. And the great grand kids.. Cheryl said Delaney and Jouhna are growing up so fast.. I see pics of the little guy and he is cute dad.. We all miss you very much dad.. I think about you every second of everyday and I can't wait until I'm with you again... I love you daddy so much

Happy Easter Daddy!!! It's 9:41pm on Sunday April.5,2015.... And your birthday turned out amazing.. Cheryl came out and we were all together and we had pizza and a blue and white cake... Then everyone of us had a lantern that we lite and let off in the sky... We wrote you a little letter saying how much we loved and missed u and they all flew up to heaven.. Lol mom lite hers and let it off but I guess it didn't want to leave bc it landed in the tree beside the garage and just about put the tree on fire lol... Mom said that you wanted to stay at home with her... We all miss you very much dad and we can't wait to be with you again.. Goodnight dad and I love you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!.... This is a very emotional day for all of us but I know your up there celebrating and enjoying yourself in the beautiful place in heaven.. I miss you more than words can express. And I wish for nothing more than for you to be bk here with me.. It's selfish of me but it's the truth... So as we celebrate your birthday today I hope that you are with us as well. I know ur watching uk tear the basketball floor up and let's hope they take it all the way today.. I love you more than you know dad and miss you very much!!!

At this exact time 9pm 5 months ago today was the last time I spoke to you dad.. And that I love you.. And you nodded bk and told me that you loved me bk.. My emotions go from pissed off at everything and everybody to confusion all the time.. Sometimes I get mad at myself bc I feel like I should have know that it was more serious and that I should have raised more hell instead of listening to the doctors.. I've worked around this kind of stuff for the past several years and I should have known it was ur bowels from day one.. I don't fault myself for u not being here. But sometimes I fault myself for not making them do something sooner. Idk dad it's just how my minds thinks.. It's their fault bc the doctors are dumb as hell.. I miss you like crazy and don't know how to deal with it or how to feel.. I know ur still with me everyday bc I feel you around me sometimes.... It's just not fair at all.. I just hope you knew just how much I loved you and how much you meant to be.. My best friend and my daddy.. I love you daddy and miss you more than anything!!!

Hey daddy it's 9:45pm on Thursday april.2,2015... And I just got me a shower and getting ready for bed.. I was just sitting here about everything that's been going on.. And your not here to see it... Lacey is going to prom next weekend with her boyfriend.. Lacey and Rebecca are going to try n get their driving permit.. Little Joshua is talking up a storm. I talked yo Cheryl the other day and little baby Joahna.. I think I spelled the little guys name right.. Anyways Cheryl said he's cutting his teeth and already 6months old dad.. All these little changes in our lives your not here with us to see and it breaks my heart. I miss you so so much dad. I love you dad more that you know.. I wish you was here with me.

Hey daddy it's 8:47pm on Wednesday April.1,2015....and I've got some news.. I'm pregnant .. April fools.. Lol got ya dad.. God that wld be horrible wouldn't it. Work wasn't too bad today. The same as usual. Went over and checked on mom. She's doing ok today. She was up cleaning the kitchen and laundry room. I told her if she wld do that often it wld make her feel better. Michael finally made it home lastnight around 10.. I think he's glad to be home lol.. I think it wears him out being on the boat that long. We all miss you dad very much. Nothing is the same anymore at all. I miss hearing your voice everyday dad. I love you very much dad and I wish you was here

Hey dad it's 9:17pm on Monday March.30,2015... And of course the work week has already started. One down and 4 more to go dad. Work wasn't too bad today I just kept myself busy. After I got off I went to your house and checked on mom.. She's doing ok.. She's been having a rough week this week. She misses you very much dad and has been thinking about you a lot .. Especially with Easter coming up this weekend. But hopefully with Joshua coming n staying the week with her she will feel better. We all miss you dad and it doesn't get any easier. You were our rock for our family and always will be.. Goodnight dad and I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 8:59pm on Sunday March.29,2015.... And ky won against Norte dame.. Omg it was so close and literally down to the last second 68/66.. Now onto the final 4 now they are 38-0... Well the weekend is already over dad and work day for me tomorrow. I still wait for your phone call at 5am every morning.. Sometimes I sit my phone on the dryer in the bathroom while I'm getting ready bc I think ur going to call. It's been a little over 4 months since god took you but it still ses like yesterday.. I been praying at night to bring me some sort of peace and comfort bc it still drives me crazy thinking about everything .. Every second of the day non stop. I just miss you so much dad.. I love you more than you know

Hey daddy it's 9:25pm on Saturday March.28,2015... And I'm sitting here biting my nails watching ky play against Norte dame.. And it's neck and neck.. This will determine if they are going to final 4 and they damn better. I know your cussing ky right now for the way they r playing. I only watched 3 or 4 games with you dad. And I sure wish u was here now bc I've watched or listened to every game this season bc I know ur watching from above. I miss you daddy more than you'll ever know. I love you so much

Hey dad it's 10:23pm on Thursday March.26,2015... I just woke up little bit ago. I came home and fell asleep in the recliner. I haven't been feeling too good. Probably just a bug or something. I had a dream that I was cutting your hair.. It was so real. I miss you dad. I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 9:40pm on Wednesday March.25,2015... Kentucky is getting ready to play WV.. And I'm praying I can stay up to finish watching but my eyes are already getting heavy dad.. But I've got faith in the big blue. I've thought about you all day today dad. Went to check on mom after work and she wasn't doing so well.. She misses you so much dad.. As we all do. I miss you so much dad and wish u was here.. Goodnight and I love you !!!

Hey daddy it's 9:28pm on Tuesday March.24,2015... I'm watching married at first sight lol... Strangers getting married and it's the first time they've seen each other.. Kinda crazy but funny to watch. The weather is starting to change n get warmer.. Your favorite time of year.. Spring time. I miss you daddy. I miss your phone calls at 5 in the morning and throughout the day. It doesn't get easier but I'm learning how to cope and that I can't change it and bring you back. I miss calling you and me asking you what your doing.. And you saying "I'm waiting on you"... I love you dad very much and I know I will definitely be with you again someday.. Goodnight dad

DADDY.. WE GOING TO THE SWEET SIXTEEN BABY!!!!... Whoo hoo.. They beat Cincinnati 56-41...36/0 now... The only team to enter the sweet 16 undeafted... U knew they were going to do it... Rebecca got 1st place in Florida with her cheerleading.. 1st place in the world.. She said for me to write and tell her papaw.. I planted me some blueberries today outside the house.. I hope they turn out. I'm going to plant my flowers again this year.. Remember last year you tried to tell me that I was watering them too much or they wld die.. Then few wks I told you you were right.. You were right about a lot of things you've tried to tell me dad. Wish you were still here to tell me what to do dad. I miss you like something awful.. I love you daddy

Hi dad.. It's 9:39pm on Thursday March.19,2015.. I been in bed for a bit. It's been a long and crazy past few days.. With mom forever yesterday at garners. Today was my dr appt. and of course state was there and I didn't get home until after 6 and I went in at 1:30... As I'd state being at work wasn't bad enough. Well Rebecca made it to Disney world and she's safe... She's going to be on espn on Saturday and Sunday.. I can't wait to watch. She said tell papaw she's bringing u another gold trophy.. She hangs them in ur room. Ky plays tonight at 10 against Hampton.. So let's see of they can win the final 4... I miss you dad and wish you was here. Goodnight dad and I love you very much

Hi daddy it's 8:49pm on Wednesday march18,2015.. And I'm in the bed.. It's been an exhausting day. State was in at work today but everything went ok. I defiantly need a small vacation away from the residents. I know Tonia for sure does.. She deals with the patients and the idiot employees. Took mom to garner today and was there for literally hours.. It's was rediculious to make people sit n wait that long. He took moms blood to check her platelets and said she looked good... I know you liked garner dad.. But he's stupid and he made me mad today.. But I won't get into it.. He talks about you the whole time as if it's not hard for me to even go there he makes it worse.. You don't know how much I miss you dad.. I love you daddy!!!

Hey daddy it's 8:55pm on Tuesday march17,2015... And I just got out of the shower.. I just woke up lol I came home laid in the recliner and I was out cold.. Been tired.. Work wasn't too bad same as usual. I went and got you some really pretty flowers for your room. They are white orange and yellow with a touch of purple and gold.. Real springy.. Mom is doing ok. She was a little upset today bc she misses you like we all do. Ive got to take mom to garner tomorrow for her usual appointment. I really hope that I hold up ok being there bc last month it didn't go too good for me. Rebecca is leaving for Florida tomorrow for cheerleading and won't be bk until Monday.. Tonia going to be worried to pieces while she's gone.. Wish u was here daddy bc I could sure use to talk Tolkien we always did.. Goodnight dad and I love and miss you very much

Hey daddy it's 8:35pm on Monday March.16,2015... I'm sitting here in bed thinking about you.. It's been a pretty long day at work.. It was payday so we had a meeting of course.. Tell u the truth idk wy she even has them bc she doesn't do anything about the idiots that we work with.. I went to the tanning bed then came home and cleaned the pool out.. With the help of zues lol.. And racked n cleaned up my yard a little bit.. I have to get that from you dad.. Bc I can't stand my yard looking nasty.. No cigarette butts or pop cans or trash in it.. Just trying to keep myself busy dad bc you don't know how much I miss you.. I hope your ok dad.. I love you very much

SEC CHAMPIONS DAD... Ky beat Arkansas 78-63.. The only team in the NBA to go to the sec championship undeafted dad... 34-0... I wish u was here bc I know you would be so happy.. I'm going to get you a t-shirt and hang in ur room bc we always got one this time of year even if ky didn't win. I love and miss you dad with all my heart!!!

Hey daddy it's 9:23pm on Saturday March.14,2015... And I'm going to watch a little movie. My dad has been pretty good. I went to tonias and she highlighted my hair.. And I have to say she did really good. I guess I'm going to have to get her to do it from now on lol. Kentucky beat auburn 91-67.. 33-0 now bad they are the only basketball team to go to finals totally undeafted.. Me Jim Johnny and Rebecca went to coltan auction tonight and Jim of course bought a truck.. Me n Johnny was talking bout you going out there all the time and buying stuff. I remember when I took u out there to get that baby blue caprice lol.. Mom was so mad bc u was spending money on cars lol. I miss you so much dad and I could sit here all night and talk to you about everything that you and I have done.. Memories that I will never forget.. You were and always be the most amazing dad that anyone could ask for. I love you dad!!!

Whoo hoo daddy Kentucky just beat Florida 69-48... 32-0 now still undeafted dad... Uk is taking it all the way dad and I'm so proud of them.. I know ur watching and cheering them on.. I love n miss you dad so much

Hey daddy it's 9:29pm on Thursday march 12,2015.. And I just got out of shower and relaxing a little bit... Took Lacey after work and she got her paycheck from work and we went and got her prom dress. She paid for it all by herself dad. You would be very proud of her. The ladies at the store want Lacey to take a picture of herself in her dress and be on their website.. Pretty neat. Your going to get a kick out of this.. Lacey dropped her phone in the toilet lol.. I'm not the only one now. Mom is at olives spending the night and just getting of for little bit. She's doing ok dad. I know we all miss you very much. Your birthday is coming up and we plan to throw you a nice party.. Even though ur not physically here with us we can celebrate your day like we always did dad.. I love n miss you more than you know!!!

Hey daddy it's 8:52pm on Wednesday March.11,2015.. And I'm in the bed already.. Not a too bad of a day at work today but I'm definitely ready for the weekend though. I checked on mom today and she's doing ok. Talked to mike earlier and he's still on the boat and they lost their cook lol.. He was wanting to know if he could call me when it was his turn to cook for the crew. You know he can't even boil water dad. Tonia been sick all week. She stays sick.. Oh I found out today that Janie's husband Greg passed away.. He'd been sick for few weeks. It just goes to show that u never know when god is ready for you.. Young or old. They say that god takes the ones that needs the most.. But I know I need you more with me.. And he took you from me.. I miss you so much dad.. Goodnight and I love you very much

Hey daddy it's 8:28pm on Monday March.9,2015...me n Rebecca finally made it bk from Columbus yesterday and I think I'm still wore out from the drive.. But she won championship and got her medal and her bling jacket. I been thinking about you a lot today and I can't stop thinking about the day you left.. I keep going over and over and over that day in my mind.. Thinking whst happened and what went wrong bc I honestly thought u was getting better and we were going home.. I know I can't change it or I couldn't have fixed it. But I still think that if maybe something was done differently would u still be here.. I just miss you very much dad and wish u was here with me.. I love and miss you very much

Hey daddy its 9:13pm on Thursday march5,2015..I just got out of the tub and watching the news. Well we got all the snow that they said we would get..a total of 12 inches at my house...1st time I've ever had to call off work..I think only 3 people showed up today lol. Its finally stopped but now the temps are dropping..its 19 now but by the time I go in the morning it will be 1 and then suppose to reach 0....they say when it snows its our angels in heaven having fun...well if that's the case you been partying it up dad. I miss you dad very much. I'm suppose to take rebecca to Columbus tomorrow for a competition and they've not called it off yet so idk. Please daddy if we do go watch over me n Rebecca as we travel BC the roads are rough..and i know you'll be right with us as u always are. Goodnight dad and I love you very much

Hey daddy its 10:42pm on Wednesday march 4,2015...I've not been able to write you BC of my phone...but I'm up and running like brand new..I got my phone fixed today thank god. I'm sitting here watching the news BC we r suppose to get 8-10 inches of snow tonight..not sure if I'm going to be able to make it to work in the morning but I'll try. I miss you dad and I think about you all the time..I bought you more fresh flowers today and put them in our room and they are beautiful. Mom loved them also. UK won again yesterday against Georgia. They are 30-0 now. Kinda amazing. I've got to call the court house sometime this week and reschedule my court date to get our records. I was scheduled to go at 1:30 on Feb 17th but the court house was closed all that week BC of the snow. Yesterday made it 4 months since you been gone dad and I pray every night that I Get to see you. I love you daddy and can't wait until I'm with you again

Hey dad its me..it is Friday at 7:10pm on Feb.27,2015. I'm sorry I've not written you on here in almost a week but I'm using Becca,s phone and have not had the internet. Her phone is really nice but I can't Gert on my internet or send pics or anything else. My phone finally dried out but I've just got to stop n get new sim card put bk in it. I can't even hear a text or phone call from her phone..they finally finished the wreath that I had made to put in our room..its beautiful with all your favorite flowers..each flower represents all of us kids including mom and cassidy and all the grand kids and the great ones too. UK won again the other night against Mississippi..they r killing them dad. I took Lacey today to get her a prom dress..dad she is growing into a young beautiful Woman..I know she misses you n wishes u were here to see her all dressed up for the prom. We all miss you very much dad. I think about you every minute of everyday. Love you daddy

Hey daddy it's 9:42pm on Thursday feb.19,2015 and I'm so so ready for bed... It's -10 outside tonight... Cold as heck. Went to dr today and of course he's stupid wanting me do a report on The Lord of the rings movie... How the hell does that compare to addiction.. Goofy I tell you.. Other than that just the same as any other day dad. I miss you all the time and think about you non-stop. Wish u was here with me dad. Love you to the stars and beyond!!!

Daddy it's 9:03pm on feb.18,2015 on Wednesday evening... Been pretty much a nasty nasty day outside.. Snow snow and more snow. I go to the dr tomorrow and sit for couple of hours. Mike took mo
To dr. Garner today just for her meds. Oh Tonia got a call today saying that they found Johnny's mom.. She passed away and I feel so bad for Johnny dad. I know exactly how he feels and it's horrible. Loosing a loved one is bad enough but when it's ur parent it's like no other... Bc u feel like u want to give ur life just so they can stay here on earth.. At least that's how I felt and I still feel that way. I miss you so so much dad. Not a minute goes by that ur not on my mind. Love you dad

Hey dad it's 9:11pm on Tuesday feb.17,2015.. And I'm sitting in bed reading my book that Tonia bought me... It's really interesting and tells a lot about the spirits and the crossing over to the other side.. It also says that in time you will be coming to visit me and check on me and to let me know that ur ok and at peace.. I sure hope it's soon dad bc I miss you so much. We r suppose to get another 1-3 inches of snow again tonight on top of the 10 we already got.. Pretty good one this year dad. I'm going to read some more of my book bf bed.. I'll talk to you tomorrow dad.. I love n miss you so much

Hi dad it's 9:01pm on Monday feb.16,2015 and it's literally 12' outside with about 10-12' inches of snow... We got the big arctic blast that they said we were getting. Jim n mom said we wasn't going to get any. Ur baby sandy will not go outside it scares her to pieces.. She'd prolly sink right through. I'm reading a new book that Tonia n Johnny got me as an early bday gift.. I love it already its amazing.. The Long Island medium she's talks to spirits and ur loved ones that have crossed over can talk to you through her.. Maybe I'll find some tips from her book and be able to communicate with you. That's what I'm hoping for anyways..bc I miss you like crazy and I just want to hear you voice and know that ur ok. I love you dad so much more than u know... Goodnight dad love you xoxo