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March 27
March 27
Bubba,
I know all your special days have come and gone but please try to understand how difficult it is to have to celebrate any of your special dates on a website.
I’m as devastated today as I was on that hideous day that others didn’t think your life meant anything. We are left with the what if’s and still no closure and no justice has been made in your honor. I promise you this I WILL NEVER EVER forget you. Missing you everyday is now what we all get to do.
Please continue to watch over your Mom, Peanut & Phatz. I know you’ll continue to send signs you are near. Hug and kiss my Dad (TaTa) & Mom (NaNa) and all others that have gained their wings.
Te Amò y Te extrano mucho
March 21
March 21
22 years ago I was just a baby having a baby. Enrique was the reason I became a Mom he was my best friend, my partner in crime, we grew up together. He taught me things I never knew. You should be here! This life is shit. And my life has not and will never be the same without you. I hope you are celebrating in Heaven today and always. I know you are in a much better place but that does not make me not miss you any less. Happy 22nd Birthday Son! I Love and Miss You more than anyone knows.
03/21/2002~01/26/2021
#Forever18
March 21
March 21
Mijo hermoso Happy Heavenly Birthday. I hate that we have to tell you this way, I don't think I've accepted it yet. I miss you, your silliness, laughter, smile, hugs and just everything about you is missed. I hope your happier then ever up in heaven and we'll be there someday to celebrate with you. For now, keep watching over your mama, grandparents and siblings as they continue to grieve and miss you so much. I love you as much today as I did since you were born. I enjoy looking at pictures of you when you were a baby and all of them after that, it brings us back to all those years we had with you. Well mijo until we meet again Happy 22nd Birthday Te Amo Siempre
March 21
March 21
Happy birthday mijo dad missises u and loves u
It's bin a hard journey with out u but I know wer ever u are u are looking down on us hope tha wer u are u are having fun and happy I miss u mijo wish u wer hear I love u and miss u so much.i will always have u in my mind heart.
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTH DAY MIJO
I LOVE U AND MISS U...
TILL WE MEAT AGAIN
January 26
January 26
36 months…
156 weeks…
1095 days…
Since I heard your voice, seen your handsome face, watched you walk in and out of the house for the last time and since you said your last “I’ll be back Mom bye I Love You” even after all this time I don’t want to believe that you’re not coming back. I still wait for you to text that you’re going to be a little bit late coming home and for you to walk thru that door and slam it like you always did. Or for you to be yelling at your PlayStation bcuz you were playing COD with the guys talking shit to each other. Or for you to text me and ask if you can have a little kick back in the garage, but we all knew nothing was going to be little about it.
Everyday it is struggle to survive without you here but what gets me through is knowing you are in Heaven having the time of your life. I miss you more than anyone will ever know. Until we meet again.
❤️‍ I Love you Stupid! ❤️‍
Enrique Markos Leija
Sunrise 03/21/2002
Sunset 01/26/2021
Forever 18
January 27, 2023
January 27, 2023
Bubba it’s been 2 years that you gained your wings (not by choice but a hideous act). I don’t even know where to begin. You impacted so many with your great personality and contagious smile. I can only speak for myself. On January 26th 2021, my life was ripped away losing you. I never ever knew you to have an enemy. You were taken away so horrifically and you left without saying good bye, I love you, I know Grandma. You’d always promise you were not getting in any kinda trouble. We had so many memories but one of my favorite, One I miss very much, when you’d see me “GrandMa please massage me, I’m hurting. I’d go from massaging your elbow and knees to a whole body massage” you didn’t get to get much use of the massager! Please continue to watch over us all. GrandMa is as devastated, horrified, shocked as the day you were taken. Rest in Peace Bubba until we meet again! Hope heaven is as beautiful as they say but it has to be bc heaven has you. Te Amò Fly high Bubba
October 11, 2022
October 11, 2022
Bubba you are so missed and loved by so many. The New journey we were left with is by far the worst, it hasn’t gotten easier at all. There are days I don’t want to get outta bed, I isolate as well. I know in my heart that that isn’t behavior you’d want but I don’t know how to stop the grief, sadness or the huge void. Watching others grieve & remember you is no more than torture. Your mom has done an exceptionally great job holding it together for LaLa (My Peanut) & Phatz (Nano). I always ask how does one get passed Grief! I can go on forever bc you were so many great things (too many to mention). I hope you will always know how much Grandma loves and misses you. R.I.P. My King. Te Amò y te extrano mucho 03/21/02 - 01/26/21 ⚾️
July 11, 2022
July 11, 2022
I miss u son so much I wish things Wer diferente but god does things for a reason I will always have u in me heart thots prayers and I will never forget u I remember wen we went to cliffs u Wer so excited to get on the log ride and get wet and u got on all the rides with me u Wer fearless and always had the contagious smile I miss u son so much I love u and hope u flying high son I love u and will always miss u ure dad
Erik gonzalez
LLE Roo te amo Ijo mío siempre te tendré en mi corazón……
January 19, 2022
January 19, 2022
Hi mijo, we miss you. I hope they are treating you good up there. I can picture that huge smile now. Actually I see your smile and laughter in my head all the time. Oh how this has been extremely hard. We'll never understand why, why you. It hasn't got any easier still feels like yesterday and actually your one year is coming up and it feels more like yesterday, like we are reliving the nightmare all over again. I know you want us to be happy and trust me I try to keep your mom busy and smiling but I know a part of her died with you. We will always keep your memory alive as hard and painful as it may be. Hey we didn't get to take that trip to Vegas but I'm going to go and live it up for you. You'll always live in our hearts. Until we meet again Rest in Peace. :(
March 21, 2021
March 21, 2021
Happy 19th Birthday Son I hope Heaven is treating you well. I miss you so much...I hope you are partying it up like you always did. Today is gonna be a hard day but I know you’ll he help me get thru it. I bet your wings are beautiful I can’t wait to see them, along with your beautiful face and smile again. Until then imma hold it down on this side and you prepare a spot for us up there. 1️⃣9️⃣❤️ Enrique forever 18 ❤️
Sunrise 3/21/2002 - Sunset 1/26/2021
February 21, 2021
February 21, 2021
   Enrique, I was blessed to have you in my life almost 11 years. You were just 8 years old. Always so happy, always positive, beautuful smile and laugh and you loved doing anything adventurous. 

   When I got with Grandma I remember her talk about her KING and that was you. It was clear why she always saw you in that way and she forever will. Only now you ARE king of her Angels. 

   You gave this world, your Family, Friends and people who did not even know you many great memories about you. You always shined and you stood out in whatever you did. 

   Watching you grow up and seeing all the fun things you loved doing showed your love for life. When you played your video games or YOUTUBED your Russian Hacker and would build things he did you were always so proud and excited. 

   Always trying to explain to me things, games, sports, hacks and things you saw on the internet that excited you and you could just go on. You were alway with us so we had lots of times

   You loved the sports you played and you played them all and you played them well. Watching you on the field in baseball and football was the best. This is when I learned to love and appreciate and get to know the game.

   Your love for the sports took us all many places and showed us good times. In Baseball as you were at bat, you made your cross and kissed your thumb up to the lord. 

   In football you took us to 4 super bowls winning 3 of them. Football is the one you made my favorite. You were that player that would Rowl up you players and the Fans by running up the side lines with your hands in the air saying GET EM UP.

   Cooking inside or outdoors you always loved being involved with all of it. Keeping you from playing with the lighters was our only challenge. Lol. You memmer . 

   Camping, Fishing, hunting, archery and and eating at Los Ojos and the little store in Jemez was always good too. All the doritos and bean dip you would always get. We loved it all.

   Working on our vehicles was always fun. We had some challenges but we managed to always get the job done. You saved my back many times and you always learned your tasks well and took on the Job.

   Learning to drive with you at the PIT parking was a good memory too. We learned on the standard and you laughed when I told you that you had to learn the clutch if you wanted the TACO from Taco Bell.... You memmer that one too. Lol. You did learn standard well

   Always wanting the late night McDonald's which later turned to Blake's Lota Burger burritos as you got older. Oh yea, when you ate that hot pop corn at the firery food show. That was hot you said. And of course Tucanos and the Sea Food buffet. WE ALWAYS DID SOME DAMAGE RIGHT.

   Then you grew up on us, graduated School and like a Man does you went into the work force and were well respected for who you were. Even with that you always made time for those who needed help. 

   Ricko, you always had good people in your life that may have helped pave your way for all the good that you did. You had a Good Mother and Grandparents, amazing Sister and Brother, good Family and friends. Always know the good you did is because of who you are though. 

   You always had Big dreams of playing baseball and you always worked hard to follow that dream. You even brought your grades up to keep playing ball. 

   You had so much believing in you and great family support to keep your dream alive You had good directions from some Good coaches and sadly roadblocks from others that tried to fail you and he will have to live with that. Thru it all you always did what you were asked. 

   Ricko, I wish we had more time to laugh, talk and all the things above but now we rely on GODS promise that we will see you again. 

   Only you and God really know why you had to leave us on this day but we do wish things were different. There is alot of pain, confusion and uncertainty with everything going on but again only you and God know why but we do pray for the understanding that only a parent and grandparent deserves.

   I love you Ricko and I can't thank you enough for who you were to me. I will always hope I was the same to you. God bless, soar high Ricko keep knocking them home runs and scoring touch downs and keep the crowds spirits up like you know how.

   Always pray for your Family and friends that we all find peace and comfort.  May God keep you and your family safe in Jesus name. 

  


  
  

  

  
February 17, 2021
February 17, 2021
18.? 18 years young &' taken from your familyy.. This aint right one bit you deserved so much more than this., you had your whole life ahead of you a whole path to still walk on but you ended up going a different way.. I didnt know you for that long but every time nayeli (ninel) talked about you which was always so highly.. She adored you &' loved you more than words can say or do.. You were such a good soul with a pure heart with good intentions people did you wrong but you stood right by everyone youve ever loved &' cared for.. You even cared for me when i went over or whenever i was around.. Watch over Nayeli Nano &' your mom which youve probably been doing the second you left this earth.. But we love you Bubba youll live on forever youll get the justice you deserve theyre going down.. Rest in paradise light it up ❤

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