3/28/2012
3/28/12
My Dearest Erin McKenna Noel,
You were born in heaven at 10am today. I was on the phone with your Grandma when I felt you come out. You were so tiny and pink. I think I was in shock when I saw you because I didnt cry. I think I shocked you father when I called him into the bathroom. I was crouched in the bathtub, no pants on and blood all over the tub because a lot of other goo came out as well. But you were right there, nestled on top of everything, like you were saying "Hi mommy!" Daddy was amazing thru the entire thing, too! He rubbed my back when the contractions hit really hard, he held my hand when I needed something to sqweeze because it hurt, he made sure I was all safe and ok in the shower as I recovered from seeing you... We went to see the doctor after you came into the world and he said that everything looked good. You did an amazing job coming out into the world today my sweet. We laid you to rest in a pretty little green pot with a spider plant and a pretty little rose quartz angel to watch over you. We lit a candle to light your way and to let God and your little sibling Speck that you were on your way. I cried so hard after I laid you to rest. I held you for the first and last time on my fingers, you were so small, and put you in your tiny bed in the dirt. Daddy was right there to hold me as I cried my eyes out.
Baby, our precious Erin, you are our little angel up in heaven, and I pray that you know that your daddy and I love you very much. Be nice to your big sister, too! Tell her mommy said to be nice to you, and take care of you till daddy and I get there!
We all love you both very much and cant wait to meet you up in heaven for the first time. Daddy and I will hold you in our hearts until we can hold you in heaven. You both are our little angel babies. We love you and miss you as each day goes by. <3
Love forever and always,
Mommy and Daddy