GOD ...
I AM FINISHED ON THIS NASTY EARTH....
IM READY...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
LET ME DIE....
NO REASON FORE HERE ANY MORE...
OH MY FREAKING HEAD just let me die


Be with u soon son....I pray

I miss you son <3 I love you ... I need you ... And :(

I love you and miss you son <3 I think about you every single day<3 sometimes all day long <3 it is not getting any easier <3

Ben was my first born child, He had been through alot for alot of people. At the end of his life, he was not only my Baby Bear, He was one of my BEST FRIENDS in the world <3