ForeverMissed

This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved Mother/Nana, Esther Beardsley who was born on March 6, 1921 and passed away on March 17, 2011. We will remember our "Mama", "Nana", "Baby Bird", "Birdie", "Mamacita", Hungarian Gypsie & "Buttercup" forever.

Posted by Adrienne Chavez on May 13, 2020
Love and miss you Nana! ❤
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 11, 2020
Missing you this Mother's Day My Buttercup! Been thinking of our days our special days together. Memories sweet memories ❤️
I love you
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 18, 2020
I miss you so much " My Buttercup"
I've had so much I wanted to share with you, but I know you know we lost our son Victor in October. One of the saddest days of our lives. It just broke our hearts. It's so hard sometimes. I don't think the pain will ever go away. On those days I dream of your arms around me holding me tight and telling me how much you love me and then we both smile. Oh how I miss you. I think of you & Neena my smooches all the time.
We lost one son in October and now Matt & Lia are having a son due in August, our grandson and would be your great great grandson! You will live on in him too. This is a bright light shining in on our dark days. We're so happy for Matt & Lia. You would love her Mom. I love you always & forever ❤️
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 17, 2020
Another year has passed... You are missed everyday. The memories of you are so very cherished! Love you Mom....until we meet again...❤️
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 17, 2020
Dear Nana
9 years have passed already! a lot has happened in all of our lives since then but be assured our memories of you are alive and well! Besides you and I have our little nightly conversations and I'm still waiting for the answer about Adam and Eve's scenario. Good laughs, smiles, loving hugs, company and conversation all missed terribly by all!
Love Always, Victor!
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 6, 2020
Nana,
Cindy and I are again at Ihop celebrating in memory of your birthday! We always think of you and it's nice to feel that smile or tear come across our faces when we do! You are missed by all of us!

Posted by Adrienne Chavez on May 14, 2019
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 13, 2019
Happy Mother's Day in Heaven "My Buttercup". I sure miss you & my smooches Neena. I love you both
❤️❤️ Always & forever.
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 17, 2019
Another year has gone by without you... missing you as always with many loving thoughts and memories Mom...❤️
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 17, 2019
Nana,
Love you and miss you as always! We went to IHop to celebrate. Time has passed but you're always in our hearts and your memories live on!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 17, 2019
Hello "My Buttercup"! Well we're off to IHOP for your favorite crepes & coffee. Yum! I miss you dearly & love you so much always & forever your in my heart coffee girl ☕ Love & kisses to you & Smooches❤️❤️
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 7, 2019
Dear Nana; earthly birthday wishes for you in heaven ! I love you and miss you! we think about you often and as always you bring happy smiles!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 6, 2019
Happy Birthday "My Buttercup"!
I miss & love you so much❤️☕❤️.
I'm having a delicious cup of coffee & thinking about all the fun loving memories I have of you. ~~~sending you kisses coffee girl, love you always
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 6, 2019
Happy Birthday Mom...! Missing you as always...❤️
Posted by Adrienne Chavez on March 6, 2019
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY NANA
Posted by Victor Lopez on November 23, 2018
Nana; here we are again missing you this Thanksgiving day! But it brings warm memories as well of the wonderful time we spent together chatting after dinner. May you look upon us and smile knowing you are missed.
Love you!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on November 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving My Buttercup! Boy I sure miss you & our family being together on this day. But thankful that we had many years together. I love you & send you sweet kisses XOXOXO
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on May 14, 2018
Happy Mother's Day Mom! Even though you're gone from this Earth, you're just a happy thought away! Miss you always...keep watching over us as I know you are..
Posted by Victor Lopez on May 13, 2018
Dear Nana; May this day in heaven find you filled with joy on this Mother's Day knowing that we all miss you so much. Cindy is right; she looks more like you as she gets more 'matured' as you use to say! I sometimes find myself staring at her and smiling because I see you and it warms my heart with memories!

Your loving son-in-law
Victor
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 13, 2018
Happy Mother's Day "My Buttercup"
I love & miss you so much! It's funny the older I get I see you when I look in the mirror, I say I see you peeping through my eyes haha. Oh how I love you always & forever kisses & hugs coffee girl❤️
Posted by Tamela Forbes on March 17, 2018
Missing you more than you know!
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 17, 2018
Nana;
Missing you today, although it's been 7 years already, you still bring plenty of smiles to Cindy and me every time! Love you and miss you!
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 7, 2018
Nana; it is now 2018 and we observe your birthday with heavy hearts but always with a smile! Cindy and I always smile and laugh when we talk about you or you just pop into our conversations, it is a good feeling. Loving you always
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 6, 2018
Happy Birthday Mom! Miss you each and every day!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 6, 2018
Happy Birthday to "My Buttercup" We went to IHOP today had some coffee & crepes & shared stories of you. I miss & love you so much your always in my heart. ~~~I'm sending you sweet kisses XOXOXO
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 18, 2017
Dear Nana;
another year observing your passing and missing you! sending you my sincerest love as always!
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 17, 2017
Miss you everyday Mom. Can't believe 6 years have passed already. As always, lots of loving thoughts of you....
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 17, 2017
Hey "My Buttercup" We had your favorite IHOP crepe breakfast today. I miss & love you so much. Kisses for you & SMOOCHES.
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 7, 2017
Happy Birthday "My Buttercup" I love and miss you, your hugs, your love and your laughter! I have so many great memories with you. Everyday I think of you especially when you would turn around and jump because Bryan would be standing there! Haha Well now that happens to me almost everyday I turn the corner or turn around and there stands Matt!!! Haha He thinks it's so funny that's when I get flashbacks of you & Bryan!!! It's so funny always makes me think of you. Love & kisses to you
"My Buttercup" ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 6, 2017
Happy Birthday Mom! We miss you each and every day! Not a day goes by that a thought of you puts a smile on my face! So many loving thoughts of you! XOXOXOXO
Posted by Tamela Forbes on March 6, 2017
Love & miss you terribly...esp. now. Happy Birthday in Heaven! ❤
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 6, 2017
Well Nana, another birthday passes without you! I miss you and always think of you . Be assured that it always brings a smile and good memories!
Love you!
Posted by Adrienne Chavez on July 15, 2016
Miss you!..xo
Posted by Victor Lopez on May 8, 2016
Nana;
Just some heartfelt words for you on yet another Mother's day. Life keeps passing with time and for many of us, dear ones have been taken to their final rest however; they left behind memories of their love that keeps their legacy alive. You are sorely missed by all of us, but rest assured that we keep you alive in our hearts. There is not many days when your name does not cross our lips and bring a tear to our eyes or a smile and warm feeling to our hearts!
Love you and miss you!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 8, 2016
Hey "My Buttercup" well it's another Mother's Day and I hope that you know that I am always thinking about you. I miss you so much. We always had fun going out or talking. I love all the restaurants we go to because you have been in there with us and it brings back good memories. I love you "My Buttercup" & My Smooches too.
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 19, 2016
Nana,
Cindy and i went to Ihop to share memories but i could not bring myself to ordering liver and onions! ha ha
5 years have passed but Cindy and I always chuckle when your name pops up in our conversations.
love you and miss you
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 18, 2016
"My Buttercup" it's been 5 years since you left I can hardly believe it. I miss you so much. I try to keep those happy of you coming which you know I don't have to try to hard to have them. We went to IHOP today and had one of your favorite breakfasts crepes! Just as we were sitting there the song "Cara Mia why" came on the speaker! I looked at Vic an immediately got tears in my eyes then I laughed because I knew Neena was there too! That was an amazing moment. I love and miss you both "My Buttercup & "My Smooches"
Posted by Marisela Solorio on March 7, 2016
"Buttercup", you are missed by your loved ones and friends. Continue to rest in peace.
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 6, 2016
Happy Birthday Mom! Missing you everyday! <3
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 6, 2016
Nana, thinking of you today on your birthday! Although you are not with us, we feel warm and loving memories on your special day!

Missing you always!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 6, 2016
Happy Birthday "My Buttercup"! I think of you all the time and how you would tell us you love us be it once a day or 10 times a day I loved hearing your words and feeling your cozy warm hugs. That's what I miss & love most of all. ♡ Love you always "My Buttercup" XOXOXO
Posted by Adrienne Chavez on December 29, 2015
Missing you!. . . Love you!
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on December 25, 2015
Merry Christmas "My Buttercup" I miss & love you so much. But your here with us in our hearts and in our minds always. I have a big family now I'm a Nana 7 times! You'd love all our grandkids they are so much fun to be around. Lots of laughs and lots of love. Everytime they call me Nana I think of you! I love you give my love to my smooches too ♡♡♡
Posted by Victor Lopez on December 25, 2015
Dear Nana!
Another Xmas without you but, you are always in my heart and every night I send kisses to you, Neena and my Mom! We miss you.
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 11, 2015
Happy Mother's Day My Buttercup! I love and miss you so much. Wish you were here so I could just give you a squeeze & a tickle on your sides to hear your laughter again... just the thought of it brings a smile to my face. Thank you for loving me & showing me how to express & tell other's I Love them. Till next time Love & Kisses to you send my love to "My Smooches" Neena too ♡♡
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 17, 2015
Hello "My Buttercup"
I can't believe it's been 4 years already since you left us. I miss you everyday. There is always something funny that happens everyday that we say " that's Nana" it could be the parsley on our plate, bread crumbs on the table haha or a sprinkle of sugar on the counter. I know as we wipe it off you come into our minds and then a smile pops on our faces! Oh how I miss your love. I miss my Smooches too I hold you both close to my heart. Love & Kisses
Posted by Bryan Beardsley on March 17, 2015
Love and Miss you Mom...! I'm so thankful for having such a wonderful mother! <3
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 17, 2015
Dear Nana;
four years have passed and I'm missing you as always; missing our evening conversations and our crumpets and coffee time! Sending you good night kisses every night!
Posted by Victor Lopez on March 7, 2015
Dear Nana;
another birthday for you has passed and we can only wish you in absentia a happy brithday and that we miss you a lot and you always are in our thoughts and conversations!
lots of Love!
Victor Lopez
Posted by Adrienne Chavez on March 6, 2015
Happy Birthday NANA!!!xo
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Posted by Adrienne Chavez on May 13, 2020
Love and miss you Nana! ❤
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 11, 2020
Missing you this Mother's Day My Buttercup! Been thinking of our days our special days together. Memories sweet memories ❤️
I love you
Posted by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 18, 2020
I miss you so much " My Buttercup"
I've had so much I wanted to share with you, but I know you know we lost our son Victor in October. One of the saddest days of our lives. It just broke our hearts. It's so hard sometimes. I don't think the pain will ever go away. On those days I dream of your arms around me holding me tight and telling me how much you love me and then we both smile. Oh how I miss you. I think of you & Neena my smooches all the time.
We lost one son in October and now Matt & Lia are having a son due in August, our grandson and would be your great great grandson! You will live on in him too. This is a bright light shining in on our dark days. We're so happy for Matt & Lia. You would love her Mom. I love you always & forever ❤️
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Building their house in Heaven

Shared by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on March 6, 2012

This is Mom & Gloria (Vic's Mom) building their house together in Heaven

Always Playful

Shared by Cindy (Beardsley) Lopez on May 17, 2011

Always playful you were. Tickling, poking hahaha I miss that.  I miss you!!!  Wish I could just pick up the phone and call you.  I sleep with your pillow everynight it always seems to let me have a good nights rest.  I come here every single day to see you and to see all the love you had from everyone.  I love this site I always feel good after seeing you.  I hope it helps everyone else have Happy Thoughts of you too.  Love you My Buttercup!

Miss You This Mother's Day!

Shared by Tamela Forbes on May 8, 2011

Your Mother Is Always With You...
Author: Unknown


Your mother is always with you...
She's the whisper of the leaves
as you walk down the street.
She's the smell of bleach
in your freshly laundered socks.
She's the cool hand on your brow
when you're not well.
Your mother lives inside your laughter.
She's crystallized in every tear drop.
She's the place you came from,
your first home...
She's the map you follow
with every step that you take.
She's your first love
and your first heart break...
and nothing on earth can separate you.
Not time, Not space...
Not even death...
will ever separate you
from your mother...
You carry her inside of you...