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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved Mother/Nana, Esther Beardsley who was born on March 6, 1921 and passed away on March 17, 2011. We will remember our "Mama", "Nana", "Baby Bird", "Birdie", "Mamacita", Hungarian Gypsie & "Buttercup" forever.

March 17, 2013
March 17, 2013
Hi Buttercup! I miss you. I have treasured memories that you & I have shared though the years that always bring a smile to my face ;) like how we would sneak up on each other grab our sides and bring each other to the floor laughing because we were so ticklish, makes me laugh every time. And your fun ballroom dancing stories Huguette & I will never forget. I'll Love you Always & Forever
March 7, 2013
March 7, 2013
Nana, another year has passed. You are always in my heart and every night I send kisses to you and my Mom. I hope that language is universal in heaven and you two are having the greatest of times chatting as you watch over us. This would have been your 92nd birthday Nana, you are missed or as this website clearly states, you are 'forever missed'. May your birthday be happier in heaven!
March 6, 2013
March 6, 2013
Hey Buttercup!
Happy Birthday! Wish you were here I miss you so much. I'm always thinking about you, I love you so much. Always & Forever I'm sending sweet kisses to you.
March 6, 2013
March 6, 2013
Happy Birthday Mom!!!!! As I said before "Mom you were the best. Always there for us! Never waivered from your faith in Christ. Taught us well. You ARE dearly missed. Day by day. Esp. when I need to confide in you. But as free as you are now, in a new body, just remember we will be together once again in God's time!" Love you Momma!!!! xoxo
December 28, 2012
December 28, 2012
Love you!!...From your all time favorite granddaughter! :)
July 18, 2012
July 18, 2012
Hey Buttercup I sure do miss you. Seems I just see you everywhere when I am out...but that's ok I like it and I like feeling like you are always around me. Somehow it comforts me. Love & Kisses to you Always My Buttercup! XOXOXO
May 13, 2012
I miss you this Mother's Day My Buttercup! I posted some Begonias for you, (just one of your many favorite flower's)! Your always always in my heart. I love & miss you My Buttercup! 
I'm sending you sweet kisses & I'll see you in my dreams. ;) XOXOXOXO
May 13, 2012
May 13, 2012
Nana;
Just a tribute mother's day for you; I miss you very much but you know what? you are always with us in the dining room on a small memorial Cindy made for you and that's where we always had good times.
love you and miss you;
Victor
April 9, 2012
April 9, 2012
Yesterday was my Bday & I had a nice surprise in the morning. My cell phone said I had a message and wanted to know if I wanted to keep it or delete it. When I checked the message it was an old message I had kept from you!!! It was nice to hear your voice on my Bday. Thank you My Buttercup that made my day! Love you Always XOXOXO
March 25, 2012
March 25, 2012
Just wanted to leave you a note: love you. Miss you always!
March 19, 2012
March 19, 2012
All of us at the Saddleback Valley church of Christ miss you very much. I remember your sweetness and smile. It was an honor knowing you.
March 17, 2012
March 17, 2012
Hi "My Buttercup", It's been 1 year since you have been gone. I can hardly believe it. I miss you so much. You will always have my Love and I will keep your Love close to my heart forever. I am glad that I have seen you in my house, places we go eat at, stores we shop at. It makes it easier for me knowing & just having that feeling that you were there. Love you always kisses to you! XO
March 17, 2012
March 17, 2012
Nana; it's been 1 yr now since you left us and I miss you a whole bunch. I miss coming home and telling you 'Darlink; I'm home' but most of all our dinner chats and laughter. Loving you and missing you...
Victor
March 17, 2012
March 17, 2012
A year has passed by so quickly...still love and miss you terribly! Wish you could see how the grandkids & great-grandkids are growing up! You would continue to spoil them to pieces! They were your pride and joy...all of them!! Missing you!! xo
March 7, 2012
March 7, 2012
Happy Birthday Mom! Miss you terribly! But I know you and Grandma Beres are together! You missed her so much in the later part of your life...I am glad you could remember your mama and dad during that time. *Tears* xoxoxo
March 6, 2012
March 6, 2012
Dear Nana;
Today is your 91st birthday and I miss not having you here to celebrate. Time has passed but you can be sure your memory has not been erased from my heart. I hope you get all my goodnight kisses I send your way each night; have a great celebration with all the Angels in heaven! Love you...
February 20, 2012
February 20, 2012
Hey Buttercup! I had a dream about you the other night...it was nice seeing you it felt so real I just wanted it to go on & on. Can't believe it's been 11 months already time sure is flying. I sure miss you. Love you Always "My Buttercup" XOXOXO
January 18, 2012
January 18, 2012
Hey Buttercup!
Just thinking of you today! I got a beautiful corner Curio today. We always said one day we will get one & today we got it! You would love it. I miss and Love you Always & Forever! XOXOXO
January 3, 2012
January 3, 2012
Nana;
Happy New Year in you honor; Cindy and I always talk about you and we share laughs with all the funny and silly things you would do! I miss you so much but always carry you in my heart along with my mom's memory!....and don't forget I always blow you a kiss every night when I go to bed! Love you always.
January 2, 2012
January 2, 2012
Happy New Year "My Buttercup", I know your here with all of us in our hearts. As long as I am thinking of you I am happy it just means you are only a thought away. I Love & miss you Always My Buttercup! XOXOXO
December 27, 2011
December 27, 2011
Nothing is the same since your gone. Nothing. Miss our talks about the Bible and things going on in life. Even when we didn't agree! No cookies or desserts this yr. Maybe next yr. I'll get in the mood. Love and miss you. xo
December 25, 2011
December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas "My Buttercup"! I can't believe it's been 9 months already, first Christmas without you. I miss you so much! Love you Always & Forever. XOXOXO
December 17, 2011
December 17, 2011
Hey My Buttercup! I can hardly believe it's been 9 months already! I miss you so much. I was just thinking it's almost Christmas time & I miss baking your favorite Hungarian cookies with you. We always had so much fun rolling that dough out, grinding those walnuts & putting them in the dough, baking & sitting with our coffee eating them as we make them. Good times. Love you always! XO
December 4, 2011
December 4, 2011
*Tears* Today I saw a little lady at the hairdressers that made me think of you...I immediately broke into tears. I miss you more today than yesterday. Wish I could chit chat with you...only in my mind. Love you Mom...xo
November 17, 2011
November 17, 2011
Hi Buttercup, Just having my coffee & thinking about how the little grandkids used to sit around the table talking or drawing pictures for you. I always loved watching how they treated you so loving & gentle. So I just had to post their pic for ya. haha. Love & Miss you, Always & Forever! (And that's the Truth!) haha
October 19, 2011
October 19, 2011
Hi Nana! Love and miss u everyday! Can't believe its been 7months since ur passing! Miss u everyday!
October 17, 2011
October 17, 2011
Hey Buttercup! Just finished a Memory box of you for my wall. All my special memories of you together in one place. Miss & Love you Always & Forever! XOXOXO
September 17, 2011
September 17, 2011
Hi Buttercup! Just missing you. I'll have a morning cup of coffee for ya tomorrow okay. Love you Always & Forever!
August 16, 2011
August 16, 2011
Hello My Buttercup just missing you! I found a pic of you cutting up your pepper's & onions ready to cook with your eggs. Yum! I love that dish! Love you always & forever My Buttercup! XOXO
July 20, 2011
July 20, 2011
Hi nana....im missing u alot! I think the hardest time is when im at my moms and I see ur room. I sit in the living and sometimes forget and I find myself getting up to check on u! I miss u so much nana! My grief hits me hard at times! Love u always!! Xoxoxo
July 17, 2011
July 17, 2011
Hey Nana;
just missing you so much! we often chat about you; you are always in our memories and you certainly are in my heart always!
love you
July 16, 2011
July 16, 2011
Hi Buttecup, I read this on National Geographic & thought of you!
Friday Fact: The largest known ant supercolony stretches nearly 4,000 miles (6,440 km) through Portugal, Spain, France, and Italy. Haha Love & Miss you always
June 17, 2011
June 17, 2011
Hey My Buttercup! It's been 3 months & I miss you so much. Every Sunday at breakfast I see a lady that looks so much like you she even wears her hair like the way Tiffy used to fix yours. I see her & I get a tear in my eye, then a smile overcomes me.
May 18, 2011
May 18, 2011
Two months have gone by since you left us for a far better place. Miss sneaking up on you and grabbing your sides to make you laugh! It just seems like you are visiting one of us...and you will be calling me to come get you. xoxoxo
May 8, 2011
May 8, 2011
Its Mothers day Nana!! So Happy Mothers Day to u! Wish u were here with us still. Miss and love u very much and every day! Xoxoxoxo
May 7, 2011
May 7, 2011
Had a moment at the bank the other day. A little old lady & her granddaughter were leaving the bank. Looked just like Tiffin & you. I teared up a bit & could hardly talk to the teller...wish I could have a good cry! xo
May 7, 2011
Mom it's almost Mother's Day and I miss you so much! Today Matt rescued a little baby bird who couldn't yet fly. When I saw this little birdie I couldn't help but think of you! I love you so much "Buttercup"! Love & Kisses to you forever!
May 3, 2011
May 3, 2011
A co worker of mine asked about you the other day and I had told her you passed on and she started to cry. I had to restrain myself from breaking down into a million pieces! Its the hardest when people ask about how u r doing! I miss you so much Nana
April 21, 2011
April 21, 2011
Mary & Vici came to visit. They miss you so much. Mary turned 90 in Feb. She looks really good. I cried when I saw her. I know how you two liked to gab it up when you got together! Mary is in Hesperia & Vici is living in Iowa. I miss them too.
April 18, 2011
April 18, 2011
Today was a little harder than usual. One month you have been gone...but not forgotten. Love you still.
I know you are enjoying your new life! xo
April 17, 2011
April 17, 2011
My Dear Buttercup...it's been a month already and I miss you so much. I am so happy to have such wonderful memories of you. I see you everywhere I go and that always puts a smile on my face. Love to you always "My Buttercup" XOXOXO
April 6, 2011
April 6, 2011
Dear Esther,
You have now completed your journey here on Earth with your children, family and friends. I did not have the pleasure of meeting you, but I certainly knew how much your daughter Cindy loves you and all your children must too. Marisela
March 29, 2011
March 29, 2011
Mom,you are my rock, and you are my hero. You raised 5 children alone and that is nothing short of amazing. You made me who I am today and I thank you for that. I love you and will miss you dearly. Until we meet again...oxox
March 26, 2011
March 26, 2011
Nana, I am thankful for all the great memories and fun times we had together; I will cherish them. You will live on through every family member and I am grateful that you were the first to hold me at birth.
March 25, 2011
March 25, 2011
It s Hard to Say Goodbye NANA ="( but you 'll be forever in our hearts
March 24, 2011
March 24, 2011
It was an honor knowing Esther. She was a sweet & kind lady. Cherish the many fond memories that you have of her.
March 24, 2011
March 24, 2011
Birdie, what can I say? You may have been the funniest great-grandma a kid could have wished for! Although I never got my license in time to take us shopping like we always planned, I'm sure you're shopping your heart out in heaven:) I love you. xoxo
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March 17
Hello My Buttercup!
I’ve been thinking of you all day.
I sure miss you and your love.
You’re always in my heart. I love you and I will always share stories of you with the grandkids, especially the funny one’s ❤️❌️☕️
March 6
March 6
Nana; just wishng you a heavenly birthday! Today Cindy and I went to Ihop to celebrate and just reminisce. I still find myself often thinking about the happy times we spent with you teasing each other and just wasting time with all kinds of subjects. You were a second mom to me and I always cherished that! P.S, I'm still waiting for the answer about Adam and Eve scenarion we used to discuss Ha,ha,ha,... Love you and miss you terribly!
March 6
March 6
Happy heavenly birthday mom! I hope you’re enjoying the show as Connie and I babysit 3 little ones! Think of you every day and am so proud to call you my mom!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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May 17, 2011

Always playful you were. Tickling, poking hahaha I miss that.  I miss you!!!  Wish I could just pick up the phone and call you.  I sleep with your pillow everynight it always seems to let me have a good nights rest.  I come here every single day to see you and to see all the love you had from everyone.  I love this site I always feel good after seeing you.  I hope it helps everyone else have Happy Thoughts of you too.  Love you My Buttercup!

Miss You This Mother's Day!

May 8, 2011

Your Mother Is Always With You...
Author: Unknown


Your mother is always with you...
She's the whisper of the leaves
as you walk down the street.
She's the smell of bleach
in your freshly laundered socks.
She's the cool hand on your brow
when you're not well.
Your mother lives inside your laughter.
She's crystallized in every tear drop.
She's the place you came from,
your first home...
She's the map you follow
with every step that you take.
She's your first love
and your first heart break...
and nothing on earth can separate you.
Not time, Not space...
Not even death...
will ever separate you
from your mother...
You carry her inside of you...
 

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