We dont have the typical sister story of growing up together. Of fighting. Of not liking each other. We have the story of being kept apart. Until January of 2007... Right after her 19th birthday. We reunited. She made me feel whole. Knowing my whole family. Having her and our father by my side. How it was supposed to be.

If someone told me youd be gone id would never have never believed it. You walked in a room and boom everyone knew Gina was here. Your laugh was contagious. YOU made me feel so loved and special. The way you looked up to me and called me "sissy". You were the best baby sister i couldve ever asked God to bless me with. I loved you before i even knew you. 

Thank u for blessing making me an aunt to Brooke and then Tanner. They forever carry your memory on in their gorgeous baby blues. 

Thank u for loving me and showing me what a sister bond is. Thank you for all the memories we have. The fun selfies, being pregnant with the girls at the same time, dressing the girls alike, shopping, cleaning and cooking, being my beautiful bridesmaid at our wedding. Thank you for teaching me to not care and just be myself. Thank u for your laughter. Your smiles. Your love.

Its been 4 years and 16 days since the Lord took you home...

I love you more than i ever let you know and i am sorry i failed you. I would give anything to change things. Rest in peace baby girl.