I miss you so much. I need you. There's so much I need to say to you.

It's almost a year now without you gogo.
The past few days have been very difficult for me because I have news to share. I have shared every life event with you all my life and it's been difficult having to experience many firsts without you. Your birthday, Christmas, new year, my birthday, Easter...I had to go through all these without you for the first time. Oh new year was terrible, I have never not known the start of a year without your ululating, together or on the phone. Gogo, I miss you so much. I decided to create this memorial and hopefully writing here will make me feel better.