My sweet little angel, I miss you so much right now. Please know that Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. This whole weekend, I did not get out of bed, hardly at all. I don't want to go out and see pregnant women, or little babies. I am grieving you, but it is so hard. All I want to do is wake up from this nightmare, and see your beating heart again. I want to be with you so badly. i need to hold you, smell your hair....try to tame the cowlick in your hair just like Daddie's. I just can't believe you are gone. You were my best friend. I would talk to you about my day, tell you how loved you are. I am so depressed that you are not here with me. How do I go on? Please God, tell me what to do, because I am at a loss. Pain, disbelief, sadness, depression, I am overcome with grief, and would give my life for yours, my little gummy bear....I love you so much.
Mommy