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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Fabian St. Michael McGowan, 31 years old, born on May 10, 1979, and passed away on September 26, 2010. We will remember him forever.

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Damian Heslop
May 11, 2013
May 11, 2013
Fabian 'the great' McGowan..... Never to be forgotten...... Always to be loved and cherished by family and friends..... Even as we miss you, we will think of you and give thanks and praises that the Lord saw fit to allow us to experience your grace, your wisdom, your insight for the time HE did.... My true friend, my true bother, rest well in the bosom of Abraham... Rest well.....
Ionie Wright
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
Thirty four years ago a beautiful baby boy came into my life. I loved him so much. I watched as he grew into a wonderful person, caring, loving, kind, warm with a disarming smile.  I should be calling to say happy birthday but I can't. Will take flowers to his grave today. Will always love you my son. Mommy
Ionie Wright
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
Fabian, you will always be in our hearts and our conversations. Our memory of you will never fade....always loved, always remembered as our sweet Fabian, wonderful son, a great father, true brother, a loving uncle and good friend to all of us. I miss you so very much words cannot express the pain in my heart. Thought time would lessen the pain, but it doesn't. Love you my son. Mommy
Michael McGowan
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
Happy birthday my son, miss you so much. Love you always. Dad
melissa mc gowan -wright
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BROTHER. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU IN LIFE AND ALSO IN DEATH. SLEEP ON MY BROTHER JESUS LOVES YOU BEST.
melissa mc gowan -wright
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
FABIAN I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU. TODAY I WOULD CALL YOU AT YOUR WORK PLACE TO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AND YOU WOULD SAY YES ME BIG SISTER THANKS.

FABIAN U WERE DIFFERENT, U WERE NON JUDGMENTAL, U LOVED ME BECAUSE OF ME AND NOT OF THE PAST. I COULD FEEL THE GENUINE LOVE U HAD FOR US. THANKS MY BRO LOVE ALWAYS.
michele mcgowan
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
Happy birthday my brother...I miss you soo much..will be visiting you today...
Dwayne Stardom Fowler
May 10, 2013
May 10, 2013
Happy Birthday big bredda, miss you , it's unbelievable that you are not here with us but the greatest joy is that you are with the almighty in paradise....R.I.Paradise until we meet again
Michael McGowan
April 27, 2013
April 27, 2013
Iyah I came and visited you the other day, I think it was April 15th 2013, 14:30 hrs, I talked to you, know you're not hearing me, but I talked, I talked, and I talked, I cried too, and I cried, missing you son. Guess what Fabian I was told by a family member that I must stop from coming to see you, I'll not, until the day I join you at Briggs Park. Love Son. Dad
LaToya Allen
April 26, 2013
April 26, 2013
RIP Fabian... I wish you were still here with us but God knows best..
Michael McGowan
March 21, 2013
March 21, 2013
Since you left us, nothing is the same. Sad are the hearts that loves you. Silent are the tears that fall, but living our lives without you, is the hardest part of all. Fabian I miss you so much, I wish I could take up the phone and just call you, but I cannot, what should I do now? Love you.
Michael McGowan
March 16, 2013
March 16, 2013
Just come to say I miss you, and love you always. Why why why why.
Michael McGowan
February 7, 2013
February 7, 2013
Missing you my son, will always love you. Riding to work this, morning take up my phone just want to make that call...............no no no no, cannot make it. Sleep on my boy God knows best. It rough though.
Michael McGowan
December 27, 2012
December 27, 2012
My son, it's December 27th 2012, sitting here thinking about you, knowing you're gone never to return, however I can ascertain you we will meet again. Love you. Sleep my son sleep.
Michael McGowan
October 4, 2012
October 4, 2012
Yow my son, two years, two years, gone gone, Iyah everyday, we still chat, I do not know if you're hearing me, but you're surely missed. Love you Fabian, continue to sleep son, we will meet again. Dads.
michele mcgowan
September 26, 2012
September 26, 2012
Bwoy Fabian, rough mi bredda rough...you not being here rough..i miss u soooooo much...sooooo much (crying)...wish u were here to take away all these pains....
Ionie Wright
September 26, 2012
September 26, 2012
Two sad years. Fabian, you may be absent in body but our thoughts are always of you. Remembering your hugs, kisses, smile, your voice, the mischievous look and smile.  Gone but never forgotten. We will always love and cherish the wonderful memories you left us.
Michael McGowan
September 9, 2012
September 9, 2012
I dream that you were, baiting a line for me, we were fishing, I wish it was real, but it was only a dream. I miss you my son, I miss you. It's approaching two years since you left us, it's not getting any easier for me, however I'm trying to hold on, to your memories, it's hard though. Love you my child.
Michael McGowan
August 27, 2012
August 27, 2012
Tomorrow is the 28th August, Mark's, and Michele's Birthday, I do know your wish for them, because you cannot say it in words, I'll do it for you, Me Breda, and me Sista, happy birthday, me love unnu. Jah Bless. I miss you Fabian, I wish you were here.
Michael McGowan
August 18, 2012
August 18, 2012
Fabian McGowan, life without you is very hard, I know we are going to meet again in a better place, and that meeting will be for eternity, no more death, no more pain, just happiness my son with our Father. Sleep on my son until we meet again. Love you, Love you.
Michael McGowan
May 25, 2012
May 25, 2012
I love you son, crying  Why Fabian? Why? I do not know; I wish the answer was available. Love you.
melissa mc gowan -wright
May 13, 2012
May 13, 2012
My Brother , My Brother sigh...I long to hear your voice. I remember the last birthday I called you at work and was told you wasn't at your desk and I left a message for you to return the call in which you did you said " me sister you good", and I replied yeh man me just wah tell you happy birthday and you said thanks me sister. My dear brother tears are our language God understands. OX
Ionie Wright
May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012
May 10 is a day I will long cherish. I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy who turned out to be a wonderful, thoughtful, caring human being. Today his family (mom, dad, sister Michele, nephew Mathew) brought flowers and we wept by his grave. Unbelievable. Unreal. A bad dream? I am now convinced that God only takes the best. Always loved, always cherished, always remembers. RIP son.
Terry-Ann Coke
May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012
Happy happy birthday my beloved friend. I miss you soooo much.  Even this day, thinking about ur passing brings tears to my eyes. Fabulous, u will always be in my heart xoxoxoxoxo
Keisha Lewis
May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012
A sad yet joyous day. knowing Toniann shares a birthdate with someone as special and loved as Fabian is a warm feeling. many of us join you Mrs. Wright and your family to reflect on this special day that you gave birth to a special specimen of human kind. we all love you
michele mcgowan
May 10, 2012
May 10, 2012
happy birthday my brother, u are one in a million..i miss u soooooo much...:(
Ionie Wright
May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012
All kinds of everything reminds me of you. Always loved, always cherished; always remembered....never ever to be forgotten. Luv you my wonderful, beautiful son.  Gone but never forgotten.
Michael McGowan
March 2, 2012
March 2, 2012
FABIAN FABIAN FABIAN, MISS YOU MY SON, COMING HOME WILL NOT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU, THAT SMILE, THAT HUG, THAT WHAT'S UP DADDY. LOVE YOU SON, MISS YOU SON, HARD TO BELEIVE, YOU'LL NOT BE THERE. GOD KNOW'S BEST. CONTINUE TO SLEEP, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVE YOU.
michele mcgowan
February 17, 2012
February 17, 2012
Life is not the same without you. Achievements in our lives cannot be shared with you because your gone. I miss u so much..Love you very much in life and even more in death
Marsha Griffiths
February 16, 2012
February 16, 2012
Rest In Paradise Fabian! No farewell words were spoken
No time to say Goodbye,You were gone before we knew it,
And we will always wonder why.A golden heart is sleeping,
Two willing hands are still.The one who gave his best to us,
I
Michael McGowan
December 3, 2011
December 3, 2011
I THOUGHT OF YOU WITH LOVE TODAY,
BUT THAT IS NOTHING NEW, I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU YESTERDAY,
AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT TOO.
I THINK OF YOU IN SILENCE,
I OFTEN SPEAK YOUR NAME.
YOU LEFT ME BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES, FABIAN, LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
Mark McGowan
November 23, 2011
November 23, 2011
I can't even attempt to put feelings to words right now, but I know for sure this world is not the same since you were called home. Miss you; love you in life and even more in death. R.I.P the late, the great Fabian McGowan!
michele mcgowan
November 18, 2011
November 18, 2011
Miss you sooooooooo much..Words cant explain the hurt and the pain you left behind. While driving this morning, i remember spotting you at the gas station and i shouted "Fabian"!!. And i remember the smile you gave me. I will do anything to get back that smile..Miss you so much
Ionie Wright
October 28, 2011
October 28, 2011
I will always love my precious son who was snatched from me in a moment. 
If tears could bring you back you would be here today. I continue to love you and cherish your unfading memory. Forever loved, forever cherished, never forgotten. Mommy
Keisha Lewis
October 28, 2011
October 28, 2011
Transitioning from earth into the arms of the Father leaves loved ones behind but the love left with them stays until the ends of time. Fabian, you had a love web here on earth and now that you are with the master weaver, your web has been strengthened with their knowledge that you sit at the right hand of the most high awaiting their transition to you.
Ionie Wright
October 10, 2011
October 10, 2011
All kinds of everything reminds me of my precious child. I miss his beautiful smiles, his tender hugs, his messing up my hair; I miss hearing that quiet voice. One beautiful heart stopped beating. Love you son, always loved, always remembered.  Mommy
Michael McGowan
September 27, 2011
September 27, 2011
Nothing is past: nothing is lost.One brief moment and all will be as before - only better, infinitely happier, and forever we will all be one together with Christ.Sleep on my son, Love you Dad.
Ionie Wright
September 26, 2011
September 26, 2011
He was greatly loved in life, still loved in death. Taken from our presence but still in our hearts. A wonderful son, committed father and brother, loving uncle to Matthew, loyal friend. Gone but never forgotten. Forever loved...
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Ionie Wright
September 26, 2023
September 26, 2023
True love never dies!
A mother's love for her child only dies when she dies.
Fabian was deeply loved in life and loved no less in the 13 years since he died.
Treasuring your memory my son!

Ionie Wright
May 10, 2023
May 10, 2023
May 10, 2023, marks Fabian's 44th birthday.
We wish he were here so we could celebrate him...
As each year passes the memories of Fabian get even dearer.
I visited his grave today and it's still unbelievable that he's not here and that I'm at his graveside with silk flowers!!
I ran into one of his friends on Sunday and realized that fond memories of Fabian remain with those who truly love him, family or friends.
I love you very much my son...
Loved in life and no less in the almost 13 years you left us.
Forever loved...always in our hearts.
Mommy

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At Grandma's House.

March 2, 2012
by michele mcgowan

This pic i think was on new years day 2009. We took a lot of pics that day. Oh yes, i have the tee shirt :(

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