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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Fay Howell, 25, born on October 18, 1987 and passed away on March 5, 2013. We will remember her forever.

October 31, 2021
October 31, 2021
You are a beautiful soul Fay, I think of you often and Im truly sorry! This world is a smaller sadder place without you, you taught me so much, we laughed so hard and made unforgettable memories! I will always cherish them and that time that was 'ours' what adventures we had!! We certainly were young!! lol

Iv read all these beautiful tributes for you fay, its clear your soo loved, you touched so many people with your beautiful smile, love and goofyness like you did me! I've put it on and you'll never be forgotten all my love to you and your family!

Somtimes i think i see you in the distance and i often talk to you in the wind theres too much to say to you and to be honest Iv said it all before im sure you've already herd me say it all so heres the most important parts. Fay I miss you I love you! 100's of things remind me of you, the most important one is this song, music is like you it will live on forever so il leave you to jam along with it;

I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Love always Renu 
October 18, 2020
October 18, 2020
Happy birthday Ginge.
Thinking of you and your family while listening to Fays Song. Xx
March 7, 2020
March 7, 2020
Just a reminder Ginge, You will never be fortotten xx
October 25, 2019
October 25, 2019
Sleep tight Ginge, still missed, still listen to Fay’s Song pretty much daily. Xxx
October 25, 2019
October 25, 2019
Miss you so much,love you so much I am lucky to have you in my life
March 25, 2018
March 25, 2018
Just heard some music from your band and it reminded me of you. Sleep tight Ginge, missed more than you know xx
October 19, 2017
October 19, 2017
Miss You Love You....Yesterday,Today,Tomorrow Always XXXXXX
March 5, 2017
March 5, 2017
Unbelievably 4 years have passed, thinking of you and your family as much now as I did then.
March 5, 2017
March 5, 2017
Everyday we miss Fay and it gets harder but the Love people have for her and Kelly Brooke and Travis give us strength we never thought we had.Love Lives forever
October 18, 2016
October 18, 2016
Happy birthday, Fay. Thinking of you and your family and friends.
October 18, 2016
October 18, 2016
Happy Birthday Ginge. Will never forget you
March 5, 2016
March 5, 2016
3 years today and your still always I thought!
March 5, 2016
March 5, 2016
Three years on, will never forget Fay. Thinking of her and the family today
January 18, 2016
January 18, 2016
We all will remember you always you were as pretty as a flower and so kind to others you will be greatly missed
March 5, 2015
March 5, 2015
You and your family are in our thoughts today. Xx
December 6, 2014
December 6, 2014
We Miss You More than we could ever Explain,But Lucky and Blessed to Have You in Our Lives.We Loved You Then,We Love You Now,We Love You Forever Mum,Dad,Kel
October 19, 2014
October 19, 2014
Forever missed, never forgotten. Love always, Stuart
October 18, 2014
October 18, 2014
Happy Birthday Fay. Today we calibrate with you. You touched so many people's hearts. Just as your music lives on, you will live on in the hearts of many always.
October 18, 2014
October 18, 2014
Happy Bithday you Beaut! Still missed everyday ❤️
March 15, 2014
March 15, 2014
To The Memory of Fay Howell who is always on our minds and will not be forgotten. R.I.P We love you.


Russell
March 15, 2014
March 15, 2014
We would like to thank with all our hearts everyone who posted a tribute to Fay.To Know Fay is Loved by so many is a Great Comfort to us and Gives us the strength to get through each Day.Love Lives Forever
July 22, 2013
July 22, 2013
Just a message to let you know that ❤fay❤ now has a memorial place at Milton Malser Crematorium, if anyone would like to visit. It's to the right of the water gardens (accessed via car park) at the very back, there is a bench there. Thanks xxx
June 16, 2013
June 16, 2013
Just wishing our awesome dad a Happy Father's Day from us both! How lucky we are to have such an amazing kind loving dad who's been a rock to me recently. We hope you are enjoying your trip away. Days like today are harder than usual because we Miss you more than you'll ever know but i look up to you both everyday. We love you dad and I love you Fay xxx <3 xxx
May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013
It's truly inspiring to read all of these posts, Fay my angel you were and are truly loved by everyone. I miss you everyday but your soul and love of life live in me and keep me going and make me stronger each day. There's so much I miss about us but you've left me with so many happy memories and a heart full of love to last a lifetime. LYTHAB beautiful. Forever your tiny tiger, Clare xxx
May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013
Miss you more than ever and think about you everyday. After Monday, I know you know that! Il do what you've said. Love you and miss you so much xxxxxxx
April 22, 2013
April 22, 2013
<3 think about you every day sis, miss you so much <3
April 13, 2013
April 13, 2013
Having a beer, listening to our EP for the first time since 5th March & drawing a sweet design to put you on me forever.

Miss you muffin <3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
April 5, 2013
April 5, 2013
I first met Fay in a meeting at Network Rail, then subsequently at a team bonding thing where we were in the same team. I only knew Fay for maybe 100 hours max. But! I thought she was the coolest person ever.. she had time for anyone / everyone. She did not judge anyone. What a lovely girl...I am so gutted I cant explain.
March 27, 2013
March 27, 2013
This is from nanny peggy and grandad brendan.

Fay Howell R.I.P in our late years, so sad to hear we've lost a grandchild,we both loved so dear.
We'll miss you and that beautiful smile
Rest in peace
Love Grandad Brendan and Grandma Peggy xx
March 27, 2013
March 27, 2013
What has stood out during the past days is just how widely loved and respected you were in all areas of your life past and present. You`ve touched so many lives in a positive way and fitted more into your so sadly short life than some do in a lifetime.That love and respect was so evident when we all said our goodbyes to you last Monday.Actions spoke so much louder than words ever could xxx
March 26, 2013
March 26, 2013
I hadn't seen Fay for quite a while but I have never forgotten how she bubbled about making everyone laugh on a match day. I always smiled when I thought of Fay and I will still. I don't know Fay's family at all but I would like to wish you all well and hope that you will very soon be smiling when you think of your very special daughter, sister, girl friend.... Sleep well Fay. xx
March 25, 2013
March 25, 2013
You were always happy and that is how I will remember you. Thank you for the laughter you shared with us at King's Cross. xxx
March 21, 2013
March 21, 2013
Fay you was such an amazing talented beautiful person and I am so pleased that I had the pleasure to meet you and become part of your family, we shared some good times and I will treasure them forever. Myself and Kelly will tell Brooke about you everyday so she grows up knowing how awesome her auntie Fay was. Love you always RIP xx
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
Fayus, I've been putting this off for ages cos its the hardest thing saying goodbye. I have read the amazing tributes and the messages from the so many who's lives u touched and had such an impact on.I just wanted to say thanks, for the impact u had on my life. my housemate, teammate n such a beautiful soul I am proud n honoured to call u a friend. Not goodbye, just see u later. Love ya xx
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
I didn't know you all that well but what I knew of you and the few times we said hello you was a lovely young woman. Gone too soon. May you rest in peace with the rest of the angels babe you will be truelly missed by thousands. Love freya xxx
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
I have only just found out my dear friend has passed away, I am shocked and numb. Fay and I hit it off at a 9 day training course through our work, we had a ball. She could drink as much as me the "mad Scotsman", what a girl her smile lit up any room, I am absolutely gutted . RIP Fay I will never forget you my friend. Xx. My thoughts are with you, Clare and your family. Ross McKenzie. X
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
Fay, theres zoo much i could write about you, it was an honer to have such a beautiful inspiring person in my life, We made a pact to marry when we where 30.. who will have me now huh lol? I still scroll down to your name to text you, I miss you now more than ever. A true best friend that will never be forgotten. We will meet again, Sleep tight and wait for us beautiful. Love you <3 xxxx
March 19, 2013
March 19, 2013
We were friends for such a short time but it hurts like I knew you forever, you drew me in to you're light and now the world seems than bit duller without you. I will miss you always. Terry
March 18, 2013
March 18, 2013
Fay.....Rest in Peace Lovely..Thank you for being a friend to Kayla...it was an honour to have known you and even more of an honour to call you Kayla's friend. Thoughts are with your family and Clare. Sleep tight much love xxxxxxxxx Remi sends you a kiss xxxxx
March 18, 2013
March 18, 2013
fay, you was a good freind and team partner, myself,paul and the rest of milton keynes p-way have lost a massive part of the team, i miss the laughs we had winding the boss up ;-), still doesnt feel real that you have gone, youre 1 in a million mate
R.I.P ROCK ANGEL X gone but never forgotton x
March 18, 2013
March 18, 2013
far too young to be taken from us
sleep well little pirate
missing your mad hair and your cheeky laugh
life without you in it is like a broken pencil
xxxx
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October 31, 2021
October 31, 2021
You are a beautiful soul Fay, I think of you often and Im truly sorry! This world is a smaller sadder place without you, you taught me so much, we laughed so hard and made unforgettable memories! I will always cherish them and that time that was 'ours' what adventures we had!! We certainly were young!! lol

Iv read all these beautiful tributes for you fay, its clear your soo loved, you touched so many people with your beautiful smile, love and goofyness like you did me! I've put it on and you'll never be forgotten all my love to you and your family!

Somtimes i think i see you in the distance and i often talk to you in the wind theres too much to say to you and to be honest Iv said it all before im sure you've already herd me say it all so heres the most important parts. Fay I miss you I love you! 100's of things remind me of you, the most important one is this song, music is like you it will live on forever so il leave you to jam along with it;

I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later, it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Love always Renu 
October 18, 2020
October 18, 2020
Happy birthday Ginge.
Thinking of you and your family while listening to Fays Song. Xx
March 7, 2020
March 7, 2020
Just a reminder Ginge, You will never be fortotten xx
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... We will always love & miss you

May 9, 2013
Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast Well you see her when you fall asleep But never to touch and never to keep 'Cause you loved her too much And you dived too deep Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go And you let her go Well you let her go 'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go 'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go :( Love you always!! Stew, Max, Jake, Lewis & Oliver xxxxx

"Diamonds"

April 7, 2013

Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond
Find light in the beautiful sea I choose to be happy You and I, you and I We’re like diamonds in the sky
You’re a shooting star I see A vision of ecstasy When you hold me, I’m alive We’re like diamonds in the sky
I knew that we’d become one right away Oh, right away At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays I saw the life inside your eyes
So shine bright tonight, you and I We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky Eye to eye, so alive We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Palms rise to the universe As we moonshine and molly* Feel the warmth, we’ll never die We’re like diamonds in the sky
You’re a shooting star I see A vision of ecstasy When you hold me, I’m alive We’re like diamonds in the sky
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays I saw the life inside your eyes
So shine bright tonight, you and I We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky Eye to eye, so alive We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond
So shine bright tonight, you and I We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky Eye to eye, so alive We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Oh, yeah Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond Shine bright like a diamond

A poem from Nanny Peggy-Togetherness

March 27, 2013

Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away to the next room.

Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.

Call me by my old familiar name,

Speak it to me in the easy way you always used.

Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.

Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.

Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.

Let it be spoken without effort.

Life means all that it ever meant.

It is the same as it ever was.

There is absolutely unbroken continuity.

Why should I be out of your mind, because I am out of your sight?

I am but waiting for you for an interval,

Somewhere very near, just around the corner.

All is well. Nothing is past; nothing is lost.

One brief moment and all will be as it was before – only better, infinitely happier and forever – we will all be one together with Christ.

Love Nanny Peggy xx.

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