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A Sisters Love Never Dies!!!

July 2, 2016

Felicia Marie Jensen is the most amazing person that i have ever known!! And i am proud to say she was my sister my bestfriend, and my HERO. There was never a time that she was not there for me know matter what, I would not have to ask or say a word. She was always there to help me pick up the peices. When i felt like i couldnt go on she stood by my side and made sure i was always ok.
There are no words to decribe the emptieness in my heart and soal. I can remember like it was yesterday, The moment i was told she was being rushed to the hospital, i felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.When i walked into the hospital room for the first time and seen her laying there on a bunch of machiens that were keeping her a live. I fell to my knees right there beshide her bed  and just kept saying "God no please dont take her away" It was by far the worst feeling that i have ever felt!! So i had faith that she was going to be ok. I would sit with her in her hospital room and sing to her and pray that she would wake up and be ok. But not even all the prayers in the world kept her here. So then The Dr's told me that we needed to think about taking her off the machiens, i kept saying NO im not giving up on her she has never given up on me!! But no matter how much I wanted to hang on to her the Dr's said that shes not going to get better and the only thing keeping her alive was the machiens. But I still said no and thats when the hospital started making it about Money and she had no insurence so then I feel that it was forced upon me to make the hardest decision that i have or ever will make in my life. To take her off the ventalator, And the Dr's assured me that she would not feel any pain and that she would go peacefully. And that was very far from what really happened there was no peacefullness any were in that hospital room that day. They had us leave the room while they removed the ventalator, Then they called us back into her room and when I walked in to the room I seen my sister fighting for air and was like she was choking and she was foam from her mouth leaned forword on the bed with tears rolling down her face, At this point i completly lost it I ran into the hallway and grabed the nurse by her shirt and started shaking her screaming put the machiens back on her now she is suffering in the most inhumane way. And they insisted they couldnt and i fell to my knees in the hallway screaming and crying. So i built up the stranght to go back into her room and hold her and  played music and sang and pleaded to God to please just let her go peacefully but my cries were not heard and she fought for air for over 2 hours. It was the most tromatizing thing that i have ever seen in my life. That day that Felicia left this world i died with her, I just will never feel complete without my Sister by my side. I MISS YOU FELICIA JENSEN I WILL ALWAYS CAREY YOU IN MY HEART EVERYWERE I GO, UNTILL THE GLOURESS DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN!!! YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND YOU ARE FOREVER MISSED!!!!

 

In loving memory of Felicia Jensen

June 22, 2016

THE MOMENT THAT YOU DIED MY HEART WAS TORN IN TWO ONE SIDE FILLED WITH HEARTACHE THE OTHER DIED WITH YOU.
   I OFTEN LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT, WHEN THE WORLD IS FAST ASLEEP, AND TAKE A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE, WITH TEARS UPON MY CHEEKS.
  REMEBERING YOU IS EASY, I DO IT EVRYDAY BUT MISSING YOU IS HEARTACHE THAT NEVER GOES AWAY.
  I HOLD YOU TIGHTLY WITHIN MY HEART AND THERE YOU WILL REMAIN.
  UNTIL THE JOYOUS DAY ARRIVES, THAT WE MEET AGAIN.