My father was always my greatest champion. He gave of himself completely whenever I took on a new endeavor or sport -- dressing me up for Green Bay Packer games as a child, becoming the soccer coach when I was 6 years old, cheering wildly as I swam to victory and, most importantly, teaching me good sportsmanship from the youngest age as we competed together in table tennis, racquetball, golf, tennis and boardgames.
I was his greatest champion as well and saw no one greater. As a 9yr old, I would remind him of how much he'd accomplished as I watched him shave his face every morning before work. What an amazing memory that is! He was my greatest gift and most loved companion.
His hard work and perseverance allowed me to "have it all" while growing up in Ohio. As a young man raised in America, it is hard to convey what it's like to have a foreign father that endured tremendous difficulties and discrimination as one of the first FMGs (Foreign Medical Graduates). At the time, I didn't realize what a pioneer he was for the entire family. Now, I see the successes of all of my father's nieces & nephews and feel, as I always have, ill-equipped, undeserving and unable to live up to his accomplishments. He was a true pioneer, fighting successfully to forge an emigrant window allowing others to follow in his footsteps.
I was so proud of my father's accomplishments that it occasionally distressed me when he would introduce himself as Fred rather than Feridun during our weekly tennis doubles tournament. I thought to myself -- "Dad, be proud of who you are and everything you've done!" but he was so humble, kind and selfless that he would say "Fred" to insure that his tennis partners (and I ) would have no confusion.
While i wish that we could all get together to celebrate his life together, I loved him so much that I can't imagine giving a eulogy in person because, like my Father, I am a very emotional man and would break down completely. Ferid was an emotional man, in every way. As you know, he would always speak to you about your difficulties, without judgement, and listen with wonder and compassion about your life story. Even more so if it included Dolly Parton or a twisted dirty joke.
My father's passing (even at 90) was a surprise to me because I have always seen him as an energetic and youthful soul that would always be there for me. His sudden death has caused me to realize how special life is and how much the days and loved ones mean to us.
I want to thank everyone who has contributed to this site in celebration of my father, Feridun Doslu. He was an amazing man and I hope to live my life as honorably as he did.
Much love,
Kurt Doslu