I've been thinking of you these past few days. I love thinking about you and remembering all the good things. I love you Mama, and I'll still always miss you; no matter how many years go by, 9 years this year xoxoxo

So I did; I GRADUATED COLLEGE!! It seems so insane to me.. On the night of Graduation Kirsty turned to me and told me she knows you'd be so proud of me. And I know she's right! I wish you were sitting in the audience to see me go up on stage, but in a way you were. I know that you were watching me from above! I hope I'm making you proud! I recently found this memorial page and I all of a sudden just want to type everything out to you, I guess its my way of talking to you. I know you're still with me, my angel. Love and miss you a ton.  

I remember one of the last days with you before you were taken to hospital; I kept begging you to take us to the dog park so that we could take Timmy for a walk. You said you weren't feeling well, but you ended up taking us anyway. I blamed myself for so long after you died. I thought that maybe if I didn't keep begging you to take us out into the windy weather you wouldn't of gotten so sick. As I grew, I realised that you wouldn't want me blaming myself. You were just such a caring person, who put all of your family first. And I admired that so much about you. You're beauty, and your caring personality will always be something I'll remember you by. You were a perfect girl. You were my absolute everything. My Mum, teacher, rock, best friend, light, counsellor, everything. It's been over 8 years since you passed away. Dad has done an amazing job at raising us kids without you. And I know you'd be so proud of him. We love and miss you so much.