Hey FloFlo.... it's me Kia...To write these words just doesn't seem real, it's like a dream that's unexplainable. I haven't came on here to write anything until now, because the words wouldn't come out..only tears would fall... its not a day that goes by that you dont cross my mind....when someone passes, it's never an easy thing to accept or understand for that matter. Even tho we spent soooo many years apart, the last couple of years of your time here, we spent rekindling our relationship will be forever in my heart, and I.am forever grateful that we had the opportunity to do.so...you was and will always be my Aunt Flo... i never stopped loving you, and never will forget you. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Love Kia Mama Mia, PS I.am still.using your manicure set at the Nail Salon, going to use it today for.my birthday nails

WOW, a whole year. a whole freaking year without you and I still miss you more than ever, the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that you are in a better place & you aren't suffering any more.....but it's still so hard without you because I miss being able to talk to you, I miss your unconditional support.....I JUST MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!!

Today is the hardest day of my life knowing that it's been a year since you've been gone my heart ❤️ is broken

Its been a year today,I haven't stopped missing you I haven't stopped loving you,I NEVER WILL. It's still hard living without you,I stare into the sky often thinking about you wishing you were here,the boys are doing ok in school Tre has gotten so tall and he looks like you so much,Kwens getting taller he looks like you too especially when he's sleeping. You'd be proud of them just as I am. My heart is heavy I don't cry as much but I think about you everyday its crazy I still can't get over the fact your not here I NEED YOU the boys need you my balance is off without you, I'm staying strong for the boys the way you wanted your not here but I feel your strength in these boys. FLO my LOVE I MISS YOU.

It's been a minute since I've come to leave a note because I've really been trying to get pass missing you soooooooooo much, needless to say it didn't work because I missssssss you more than ever, I feel sooooooooooo alone and I just wish that I could talk to you!!! My relationships with people are so damaged and I believe that it's mainly because there is not one person that really understands me and my struggles because they are so real and as we get closer to the 1yr. anniversary of the day that you transitioned it starts to feel as if it's happening all over again and right mow in this moment I feel the exact same as I did this time last year, just knowing that I would never get to see that Flo that I knew and loved omg LORD help me!!!! I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU, REST WELL MY ANGEL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!

Well baby girl it's been 10 long months now and I'm still missing you like crazy, it's only because of GODs GRACE & MERCY that I am able to function every day!!!
I LOVE & MISS YOU, REST WELL MY ANGEL until we meet again!!!

This day1 yr. ago we found out that the cancer had won and that we would only have 6 months at most left with you which actually turned out to be 3 days shy of 90 days.
On this day I learned that I was going to lose my baby sister, my best friend and the only person that I had left in my life that truly made me feel like they loved me for me, like I loved them....you know the good, bad & the ugly...on this day my whole world got rocked, the wind got knocked out of me and I felt like I wasn't going to be able to make it, because never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine that I would have to live the rest of my life with out you in it, I just knew that GOD was going to heal you & you were going to move down here with me and we'd live happily ever after.....But GOD had something else planned for you....there must have been some angels in heaven that needed their hair done so he needed you more than me! :)
On this day I learned that my life would never be the same and even tho I didn't handle the news well and shut down trying to get use to you not being apart of my daily day to day and I got really angry with GOD because he didn't heal you liked I prayed for, then I got mad with every one that was around you every day stressing you and just trying to get whatever they could out of you instead of focusing on you, loving on you and then GOD let me know that HE did answer my prays, it just wasn't what nor the way that hoped and HE also let me know that it wasn't about me and that you will were going to be healed and set free, free from cancer, pain, stress, struggle, and people!!! My only regret is that I didn't come see you when I had a chance!!! I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL, REST WELL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!!

Well baby girl it's been just a little over 8 months now since you been gone and my heart is still just as heavy today as it was the day that you transitioned & I miss you soooooo much, Kwen's birthday was yesterday and I know that he misses you too, I just hope that they made his 11th birthday just as special as you would have and now x-mas is coming! LORD JESUS please be with me & my family especially her children!!! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, REST WELL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!!

Well baby girl today would have been you 46th birthday but God couldn't allow you to suffer any longer so HE made the ultimate decision and call you home and this is now the only way that I can say the things to you that I so wish that I could tell you!!!
I find it so disheartening that while you were alive not many celebrated you, but now that you are no longer with us they want to smdh I'm so glad that I didn't do that, I always wanted you to know how special and loved you were!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU REST WELL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Well baby girl it's just a little over 7 months now since you were called home to be with GOD and I still miss you like crazy, this is our 1st Thanksgiving with out you and even though we didn't to spend a lot of holidays together with me living so far away, it just isn't the same with out you being here and then your birthday is in 5 days!!
I wasn't going to do this today but I had to because even though I'm still having a very hard time dealing with you not being here, I am very thankful to GOD for ending your suffering, I just wish that HE had ending your suffering without taking you from us so I had to put my selfishness aside and tell HIM thank you!!!
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, REST WELL MY ANGEL!!!!

Well baby girl it's been 6 months since you transitioned and I still miss you more than ever, I am enjoying the relationship that Dee-Dee and I are building but she's not you & Brenda has tried her best to keep her promise to you concerning me, but that was short lived! My heart is still so heavy and I miss not having you to talk to I haven't heard from your children unless they want something. I really want to go to Philly to meet your granddaughter & Dee-Dee's grandbaby but I'm scared because I don't know how I'll do being up there and not being able to see you! Rest well baby, I will always love you!!!!

Well it's been 4 months today since you transitioned to your room that GOD had prepared for you & it still feels like it just happened!!! Oh how I miss you!!!

Well baby girl your grandbaby Kaylee Dream Renee' Gerbeir was born today 7/12/16 at 10:31a. This make my heart so very heavy because I know how excited you were to be having a grandchild and then it's a girl! Oh how I still miss you every day, people say that it will get easier but I don't see how, as I sit here typing this the tears are flowing like a waterfall! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE & MISS YOU!!!

It's coming up on 2 months since you've been gone and my heart is still so heavy, oh how I miss you and wish that you were still here of course without the cancer, I try to find comfort in knowing that you aren't suffering any more!!! I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

I still can't even express how much I miss you, my heart is still sooooooo heavy & no matter what I do or try to do to make my day seem normal, it's not because you're not here, I will always love you I just hope that one day GOD will fill this big hole that's in my heart that came to be when HE called you home!!!!

I miss you. Your voice smile touch. Just you being here. Its so hard not having you here with us. Never imagined this happening. I'm lost without you.

I've been with Flo,my wife for 26yrs of my life and not to have her here with me is unbearable,I miss her so much,not hearing her voice or feeling her touch,words can't describe how I feel,Flo always had my heart and still has it and will ALWAYS have it. FLO,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER. I cry for you everyday,I look to you everyday and say good morning and good night. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Miss you so much! I really miss those daily text every morning. You always asked how I was feeling...just always showed such a selfless love! I pray for your family everyday....I take comfort in knowing that you are at rest with no suffering or pain. I miss you and love you! Until we meet again Flo.....

God has called you home to keep you from suffering I really miss you my life will not be the same wit out you here.... You will be greatly missed but never forgotten we will meet again in our after life

It's been just a little over a month since we've lost you and my heart is so heavy every day. I never imagined in my widest dreams that I would have to live the rest of my life without you in it. You were more than my lil sister, you were my best friend and my heart has a very big hole in it without you!!! I will always love you and will never forget you!! Rest well my sister, you are with GOD now and you are no longer suffering, you fought a good fight until the end!!!

Everyday I pray for you and your family. I have been getting memories on Facebook of the times we shared. I remember each time like it was yesterday and I laugh/smile. It's rare that you have the opportunity to meet a once in a lifetime friend, but I did. We worked together, partied, cried, laughed, chemo, you took me to my first Tavern movie

My heart is still heavy, I love and miss you so much Flo!

During those last days at the hospital, these sparrows would be outside your window chirping, chirping, chirping. Dee Dee laughingly said, "Those birds won't shut up!" Everyday they were outside that window chirping. I was sitting in my back yard a few days ago and these sparrows landing right on the railing next to me. I was in awe, they usually don't come that close to people, and immediately you came to mind. I miss you so much, Flo! God often lays you on my heart and mind... reminding me not to let the tears flow because you are gone, but to let them be tears of joy because of the memories of a beautiful friendship. Love you!