Happy 35th Birthday in Heaven ; Jay. I miss you so freaking much. I can't believe that it has been almost 10 years that you were taken home to be with the Heavenly Father in the Glorious Kingdom. Rest easy my sweet angel. I love and miss you. LOVE MOM

My sweet son, they say that with the passing years that our grief lessons, but that a mother's grief is always there. It's been 9 painful years since you were called to that kingdom above. I miss you every passing day my sweet angel son. All my love to heaven, LOVE MOM

Jay today we should've been celebrating your 34th birthday with you. My heart heart keeps going back to the moment you took your first breath in this world. You were so ready to come into this world. But I was never ready for you to leave it after just 25 short years, with a 5 year old son. I love and miss you so much. Love mom. Hay 34th Birthday in Heaven.

Well Jay, another Christmas has came and gone without you here with family. Jonathan has been talking about you a lot. He really misses you. I miss you so much. Looking forward to the day I can hug you again. All my love,
                  Mom

Jay; today marks the 8th year you were called upon by God to live in his kingdom. He sent his angels to escort you home with him. My heart breaks a little more each day. All my love, my son. Love Mom

Jay, my angel son, I love and miss you. 33 years ago today you came into this world as my first born. Happy Heavenly Birthday. It's still not any easier to not being able to hear your voice saying I love you. I love and miss you so much. Love, Mom

Jay not a day goes by that I don't think about you, and just how much that I love and miss you more as every day goes by. Missing your sweet smile and laughter so freaking much. I love you.
Love your,
  Mom

Dear Jay, I miss you so much. 7 years ago today, I got that call that no mother wants to hear. You were called to heaven way to soon. Jonathan is growing up so fast. These years haven't been the same since. I just miss you so much. Your brother is is going to be a dad again to another little boy. Candice and her girls are doing good also. Dad works hard every day, he turned 55 this year. I love and miss you, Mom.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY IN HEAVEN JAY. I HOPE YOU ARE CELEBRATING WITH YOUR GRANDPA AND PAP. JONATHAN IS GETTING SO BIG AND LOOKING SO MUCH LIKE YOU. ALL MY LOVE. MOM

Missing you so much today Jay. I hope you are celebrating Paps birthday with him today. Play Freebird for him. Love Mom

Jay, I'm still missing you. Not a day goes by that I wish you were still here. I love and miss you everyday. Happy 32nd Birthday. Love Mom.

Jay, I'm sorry that I'm late. I thought that I would share my birthday with you. I love and miss you so much.

Jay, today is your 31st birthday. I wish we could celebrate in person with you. We all love and miss you terribly. I hope you are celebrating with your grandma, pap.

Jay my sweet angel. I am missing you so much. I just don't know how much longer I can go on without you. My heart has never been so empty. I wish with all of my heart just to hear your voice. I am almost to my breaking point. I miss you my son, more than anyone else knows. I want to be with you, wrap my arms around you and never let you go. It should have been me. It should have been me.

Jay, today makes the fifth year you got the calling to bask in our Lord's kingdom. I MISS YOU more than words can say. My heart still breaks every day that you have been gone. I have been spending as much time with Jonathan as I can. He is growing up so fast. He is 10 years old now and looking more and more like you. I loved you in life and love & MISS you so. Love Mom

Jay my sweet Angel son, today you have a new Angel joining you. Your Pap is coming to be with you. Your grandma and the rest of the family will be releasing him to you. Open your arms and wrap them around him. All my love, Mom

Jay my sweet Angel son, today woulve been your 30th birtday. I MISS YOU so much. Jonathan is getting big, and looks more and more. Please watch over him, he really needs that so much right now. Happy Birthday in heaven. All my love, Mom

JAY my sweet son, today makes 4 years since you were called to heaven, I LOVE and MISS YOU EVERYDAY. Jonathan is getting so big. I don't get to see him as often as I would like. You have two nieces and a nephew, Bill became a daddy. We all MISS and LOVE YOU. Oh how I wish YOU were still here with us. Until the time comes, I will be waiting to join you in Gods glorious kingdom. I LOVE YOU, LOVE Mom

Happy 29th Birthday Jay. I miss you so much. I wish that you were here to celebrate your day with us. Not one day still goes by that I don't miss you. Oh forgot to tell YOU that Candice had Carly. We almost lost your sister that day. Bill is going to be a daddy in July. I LOVE and MISS YOU EVERYDAY JAY. All my LOVE. Mom

Jay, today makes 3 years since you were called to heaven, leaving us just memories of you. Jonothan is growing into a fine young man. He is looking more and more like you. No-one really knows just how much I want you here with ME. My heart breaks and weeps for you everyday. LOVE Mom

Jay my dear sweet angel, I'm just laying here thinking of how much I MISS you and how much I want to tell YOU. Jonothan is in the 282nd grade this year. It is so hard to believe that he will be 8 years old next month. I just can't wait til the day that day when I can hold my son in my arms again. I LOVE YOU. LOVE MOM

Jay today is your 28th Birthday. Each one gets harder and harder without you here with us. I miss you so much each and every day. I love you so much my dear sweet Angel. LOVE Mom

Jay, oh how I miss you. Jonothan is getting so big. Carrie does let me keep him. He loves it when he stays, and so do I. He is looking more and more like you. I finally have you home with me. I LOVE YOU! LOVE MOM

Jay my son, how many years I have cried for you to come back to us. But that will never happen, because you are an Angel in Heaven watching over us. I live and miss you dearly. LOVE MOM

My dear sweet son; I am missing you so much today. I wish that I was there with you. I need to see you so much. I love you and I miss you. Love Mom

Jay: I am so sorry that I haven't been on in a while. Just so many things have happened since I last wrote to you. Candice had her daughter on Feb. 9, 2015. Oh Jay she is so beautiful. Jonothan is doing so good in school. I miss you so much and wish with all my heart that you were still with us celebrating the holidays and birthdays. But most of all just with us to hear your voice, laughter, and give you such a big hug and kiss. And tell you that I love you. Love mom.

My dear sweet son: Today is your Anniversary in heaven. I want to remember the son and father that you were. I miss everything about you. Please keep watch over your son, brother and sister. .I love and miss you. Love your mom always. Til we are together again.

My dear sweet son: one year ago today you were called to be our HEAVENLY ANGEL. I have be so lost without you here. I miss the sound of your voice, your laughter, your hugs. But most of all I miss hearing you say i love you mom.

My dear sweet son. Today is Thanksgiving. I have missed you so much today. This was the last time we had our Thanksgiving dinner together. I miss you so much. I hope you had a wonderful one in HEAVEN. I love you my son. Love mom.

My dear sweet sweet son: I cant believe that it has almost been a year since GOD came calling your name. I miss you more and more every day. Im not the same person I was. We all miss you so much. The day your name got called, I died inside. Love your mom.

Jay: as December 1st is fast approaching I am finding myself so lost without you being here. I miss you so much. I just don't know how im gonna get through that day. I ache for you every day. I want to be with you so bad. Love your mom

Jay as the holidays approach; I am finding it harder and harder to get through each day. It is coming up on the anniversary of your death. I may be seeing you on that day real soon. Love your mom.

Jay as the holidays approach; I am finding it harder and harder to get through each day. It is coming up on the anniversary of your death. I may be seeing you on that day real soon. Love your mom.

I am so lost without you jay. I can't even function day to day. I miss you so freaking much. I miss the sound of your voice especially not being able to hear I love you mom. Your hugs and kiss. Love mom.

Jay; I'm sorry that I haven't written to you in a few days. On Saturday we did a balloon launch for Jonothan to have you as part of his BIRTHDAY celebration. We hope that they made it to HEAVENwith you. He watchedthe balloons until he couldn't see them any more. I love and will always miss you. Mom

Jay I am having such a difficult dealing with your death. That all I wish for is to be with you.

Jay: today is your sons sixth birthday. I know that you are up in heaven watching him today. Wishing you would be there with him. He is growing up so fast. I love you. Mom

Jay I miss you more and more everyday. I feel like i'm dying inside. I try to put on a brave face everyday. I love you my son. Til we are together again my son.

Jay: I'm sitting here just thinking about how much so many people that love you and how much we will all miss out on the life you will never have. Next week is Jonothan's 6th birthday and how hard it is going to be for him without his daddy. Oh Jay; how I wosh that you were still here with us. I love you. Mom

"I WEAR YOUR RING"
I wear your ring
I keep it close to my heart
To feel your presence near
Knowing we're not far apart
I wear your ring
To keep you close to my heart

Well Floyd I'm laying here thinking of some of the fun times we had like when you brought me and my cousin Ryan home from Salem after we got done partying and on the way back you showed us where you was moving to and that was the place where I lost you and after you got your mail we started back going but I remember that before we made it to the trailer we had a deer walk in the middle of the road so I stuck half my body out the window and I yelled at it to move or I would make it our dinner and after I said that it ran into the woods and we laughed about it the whole way back to my moms house. I miss you so much Floyd

You will always be greatly missed you was the best brother-in-law that I could ever ask for and you wasn't only my brother-in-law you was also my best friend and I will always remember you and you will be missed by all of your friends and family. R.I.P.

Jay I miss you more and more everyday. Next month is jonothans birthday. This is going to be so hard because you and I got to share that moment he came into the world
I am missing you so much.

Good nite my son. I will be dreaming of you. And if I should cry it will be happy tears of all the wonderful things you have done. You had more love to give as a father, husband, friend and most importantly a son. I love you . MOM

Goodnite my son. I will be dreaming of you. And if I should cry in my sleep they will be happy tears dreaming of you and how full of life and love you had to give. I love you. MOM

Jay its still so hard to believe that your gone. I miss you more and more each day. Not a day goes by that i dont think of you. I love you and one day we will see eachother again. Your sis, candice

Daddy: today is my first day of kindergarten. I know that you are there right beside me holding my hand as I get on the bus.

I LOVE YOU DADDY, jonothan floyd weyand

His days were numbered
Only he didn't know
He went into a deep slumber
Never to awaken again
Nor to ever touch the snow

Life is like a flower
One petal at a time falls off
Until it is no more

My Dear Son:
I don't know how I'm getting through these months without you. I miss everything about you. Your voice, hugs and most of all hearing I love you mom.