I miss her so much I have so much anger in me and it will not go away...I think almost everyday why..why did she have to leave me..would did I do wrong to have to be mentally messed...why do I have through that I want to end it all to be with her at times...why... didn't she tell me she was dying when she know days before she passed...why are some of her children not going to her grave...why do I hate some of my siblings right now why..