Talking
I remember one time talking to Frank's mother Adele about moving into their basement and using it as an apartment. Nothing came of that. Years later, Frank used to come over to Fairfield St. and we'd talk about his mother. All aspects. Of his frustrations with her, and her treatment of him, then later about her care which became increasing difficult and involved. Since I had dealt with my mother and dementia, I felt I had worthwhile information to share. But Frank and Lee felt they wanted her at home. Eventually she had to be moved into a care facility. I just always remember Frank's distress with this whole matter.
doing donuts
In Junior year a bunch of us performed a sketch in Showboat, our high school's talent show. It was Frank's idea, and starred Frank, and was pretty well received and a lot of fun to do. As was typical for a high school show like this, it was a sketch taken word for word from a comedy record Frank had. But after that experience Frank thought - why not write our own for next year's show? So that's what we did in our senior year, performing a goofy takeoff on the old Batman TV show, featuring jokes we wrote ourselves that got lots of laughs from our peers, but a more mixed reaction from school administrators. Let's just say that Frank liked testing boundaries...
I was used to very limited travels. I pretty much never ventured outside the Syracuse area. But Frank had a more expansive view of the possible, so he, Bruce Coleman, Tad Collins and I loaded into his old hearse and headed to the wilds of Ocean City, New Jersey. I don't remember much of what happened when we got there, but just how adventurous it felt to see something outside of what was our normal. New Jersey ain't Malawi or Vietnam, but Frank's wanderlust had to start somewhere.
Then there was the time when, late one night, after a big lake effect snow storm, Frank came up with the idea of taking his car- I think it was an early 50's blue Ford, a real boat - filling it with friends and snow shovels, then heading over to a road he knew of near Jamesville. It ran perfectly straight through some open fields, then took a sharp right angle turn. Also, it was really icy. Perfect for doing donuts. So, Frank stepped on the accelerator, sped straight, then cranked on the steering wheel and slammed on the brakes. We spun in lazy circles for a while, then crashed into the deep snow at the turn, burying the car impossibly deep. That's when the shovels came out. So we shoveled and pushed and shoveled and pushed until we were finally back out on the road, only to load back up and do it again. And again... Stupid fun, I know, but I'll never forget that delirious feeling of floating over that road. Thank you, Frank.
I remember Frank's grin, always there, and his upbeat intelligence. I see he found a life of adventure and service, and admire him for it, and am deeply saddened that we have to go on in this world without him .
From Cheryl Vermilya, with David Vermilya, Frank's good friends in upstate New York
I cried and feel today quite mellow and reflective of the loss--Bruce, David, and Frank.
The kindest soul...
Long, Good Years Connecting
Frank and David had a bond that simply appreciated being with each other. Over the past stretch of time when Frank was back in CNY, they thrived as 2 goofy guys enjoying softball, nature, musical events, conversation, and so many adventures with Town Shop teens. Frank always would volunteer to help with field trips and come along with David, enjoying conversation with young people. I also loved watching how Frank would enchant our parents with stories from his global travels. He always was present and attuned to others, fostering inquiry about ideas which was just so much fun and mutually engaging. I would look him up when I was in the Bay Area for work, enjoying many a great meal and stimulating conversation, always.
Lenny and I still remember fondly meeting Frank and Janet at Canyon de Chelley for a camping trip when our kids were young. Frank had picked a high spot slightly off the grid of the designated places in the park.... which was beautiful until torrential rains in the night turned our campsite into an island with rushing water on all sides as the arroyos ran ferociously. When morning arrived, we were stranded and it was dangerous. The park rangers came to rescue Owen and Alana with pontoon-3 wheelers because it was just too unsafe to cross to the parking area with a 5 and 2 year old. We spent the rest of the day at a motel drying out our gear, laughing and still enjoying the beautiful park. This story of course now lives on in our family lore, — and touches back out to you Janet as you now let your beloved Frank go. I think you may have visited our house here in N.M. once too. We send our love to you as you grieve and are buoyed by so many who knew and loved Frank, including us.
Frank was a kind, generous, inquisitive, dedicated global activist who leaves a mark in so many good deeds done. I feel blessed that David, Lenny and I shared time with you - dear friend!
Flavius Maximus Private Roman Eye
Frank -- hero on left with wreath on head
Duncan Hamilton - villain Brutus on left
Larry Shipps in paper column
body lying on floor -- Tom Stone
man behind column - Bruce Coleman
back row - Art Johnson, Rich Coppola, Greg Wells, Gary Revercomb, Dave Johnston, Mike Stackfleth, Greg Reynolds, Steve Davis
Debby Larus - not pictured - girl holding grapes
I looked forward to his letters to the Eagle Bulletin about his time in the Middle East with the WHO.
i never knew when he would show up. He used to come to my house & play piano for me for hours, but I secretly thought he was there to visit with my parents! He showed up at my door very late at night just weeks after I was married & stayed for the night. He stayed with us when he came to Florida to see his beloved Dodgers in their final spring training. We spent endless hours over the years talking about really interesting things. He was my friend & I miss him. I know all of you do, too he was a good man.
Gonna miss you mightily
A beautiful life.
So Funny!
A recent friend to Frank
Piano Playing
Remembering Walking Together
Frank, aka Harmattan (an Egyptian wind meaning Doctor, so with his Ph.D., he became Dr. Dr.) was the love of my life. My favorite memory of many happy times together is of a night walk through Cairo, where he was working and I was visiting. We took off about 9 p.m. one night, and walked hours along the streets that border the Nile, crossing wooden bridges, Frank chatting in Arabic with the midnight picnickers who came out with their children after dark to enjoy the cool air, ending up in his old neighborhood to visit a friend from his Ph.D. research days. Was that the night he wore a white turban around his head? Frank knew Cairo and Egypt so well that he was like a spirit guide who knew all the secret places. He also, being the wild and woolly guy he sometimes was, got around by scooter, which was a source of great amusement to the sedate men in robes enjoying their hubba bubba water pipes. We used other modes of transportation in the Egypt years: riding horses to the pyramids, a felucca up the Nile.
But many of our best times were walks. Walking in the hills above Berkeley or on the pier in Emeryville as we got to know each other when we were first dating (OMG, was it 30 years ago) and hearing stories about his Lotus days in college, and his kibbutz days after that. Walking in the redwood forests and marshlands in Northern California when we were visiting my extended family.Day-long walks in the white villages in Andalucía (with a feast waiting for us at the top of a small mountain, how do they do that?) Walks on the gorgeous trails in Oregon where we have lived since 2015.
And especially, a week long village to village walk on the Amalfi coast in Italy, where someone kindly picked up our luggage in the morning and had it waiting at our next hotel. That was in 2012. Frank planned it, a self-directed tour with detailed written instructions, such as “face the cathedral, look over your left shoulder and you’ll see a path that leads to a bridge over a cemetery. “ Except there was no cemetery, and sometimes we had to connect paths by competing with tour buses on the cliff-hanger highway.We had a blast.
Other memories of the Frank I knew. He matched action to words: he was an environmentalist, part of the Friday night bicycle brigade that blocked downtown streets in San Francisco; he got on a bus to go out to Ohio to register voters; he knocked on doors for animal welfare; he was always ready to help the little 95 year old lady who lived across the street. He also played Chopin; made fabulous ratatouille; and hung out his laundry on a line across the back yard. And never once in all the time I knew him, did he ever utter a harsh word to me, and always knew how to make me laugh.
He had a lot of good luck in his life, and then as most of you know, the very bad luck of Alzheimer’s. Even then, he never lost his humor, and if he couldn’t think of the words, would raise an eyebrow and do a sideways smile. A lovely hospice nurse, who was with us near the end, said what helps is to think of the gifts your loved one leaves behind. For me Frank’s gifts were many. Commitment to take action to make the world just a little bit better. Kindness and laughter. And to just keep walking . I know our paths will cross again, maybe at the 4th cataract on the Nile.
From friend Conrad Collins
- Carroll’s Towing ServiceIt was a late summer’s eve in 1966, only days before many of us were to leave home for our first year of college. I was parked in a cow pasture, on a hill above Churchill Lane in Fayetteville. Jane Gaitley (now my wife of 44 yrs.) and I had enjoyed the full moon, the fragrance of ripening alfalfa, some guitar music,and some conversation. My “ride” was a ’55 Cadillac hearse- “the beast.” After saving from a summer of construction jobs, this $300 purchase had finally “put me in the driver’s seat.”A small oversight of this first auto purchase was about to emerge, however; I had failed to notice the condition of the tires. As I put the beast in gear, ready to exit the meadow, the bald rubber tires responded as if we were on ice- much whining, but no forward motion. Did I mention it was late? Dew had fallen, and the grass was slick. Although we were on a hill, we were parked on a flat spot. No amount of pushing (it was a very heavy vehicle) would budge the beast.The home of Frank Carroll, a best friend, was just down the hill, at 411 Churchill Lane. He was an admirer of the hearse; In fact, he had been so impressed, he had (surprise!) recently gone out and gotten one of his own! Perhaps Frank’s hearse could help?Jane and I cut through the weeds and seeds, and slippery grass, and made tracks for Fran’s place. His room was on the second story, facing the street. When whispered shouts proved ineffective, we tossed some pebbles at the glass windows. The lights eventually went on, but surprise! It was Adele Carroll-Frank’s mother- who stuck her head out! Shouts of alarm! Wrong room! Next room over lights go on, and Frank stuck his head out. Total confusion, embarrassment, and then much laughter erupted. On the front porch the Carroll Clan gathered to engineer a solution. A plan was quickly formulated.We first promised we would return to Adele and Frank, Sr’s., post vehicle retrieval. We then returned to the hill. Frank’s hearse fortunately had tires with tread. By the light of the late August moon, and using a heavy rope as a tow line, we pulled the beast to a nearby gravel road.Two Cadillac hearses in a cow pasture at midnight- Carroll’s towing service. I wish I could share the picture of that moment that remains in my brain. Frank’s parents so enjoyed the drama. They later served us up some food and drink, and some more laughs, before we departed, and they turned in.Frank and I shared many strange and wonderful moments over the years, which were recounted and re-enjoyed whenever we reconnected. The memory of the night that “Carroll’s towing service” saved the beast, will always remain a jewel in the crown of our lifetime friendship.
From friend Dr. Bob Mithun
Frank visited me in Denver, where I was in medical school, in the winter of about 1971 so we could ski together in the Colorado Rocky Mountains. We each got some wooden, bear-trap cross country skis and took off. Neither of us had any experience on cross country skis, much less doing down hill turns in the mountains.
Frank was always up for a spontaneous adventure. Planning and preparation were optional. We parked at the base of a high mountain slope en route to Aspen, waxed our skis, and climbed up to the top of the ridge. Knowing we probably had no ability to turn, we took off our skis, setting them on the snow on the ridge, and sighted down them, positioning them so they aimed exactly the right way through the rocks and then through the narrow gaps between the Aspen trees if we made no slight turns at all. We clipped in and took off.
The trip didn't go as planned. Turns happened. By the time we finally got to the bottom we had had quite a hilarious adventure, weren't badly injured, and learned a little about how to turn and maybe to plan.
From friend Bill Cohan
I met Francis Patrick Carroll at Seilerstatte 30 (I don’t have an umlaut to place above the “a” for correct spelling auf Deutsch...) in October, 1968, when we were students at Stanford in Austria, Group VII. We quickly became friends.
Frank and I became roommates again when we returned to Palo Alto and rented a house in College Terrace, where we inherited 2 cats, a male whom we named “The Mu Meson Voluptuizer” and a female named “Little Kitty.” Mu Meson acquired his name from his loud behavior and I spent too much time listening to the Mothers of Invention album “Uncle Meat,” which included the name for our big male cat.
Frank had driven his 1954 Cadillac hearse from Troy, New York to Palo Alto; we used it numerous times to travel to the coast near Santa Cruz for group acid trips. The hearse was Frank’s version of Frank Zappa’s “1937 refrigerator white Chevy taco wagon helicopter” featured in “Uncle Meat.” We laughed a great deal, usually at our own stupid inside jokes, which we believed were fiendishly clever at the time.
More entertainment and a lexicon of our own developed from Zappa and excessive listening to albums by the Firesign Theater. Frank taught me to spell Ronald Reagan’s last name as “Ray-gun.” Frank was in Chad, Africa at the time.
Frank was an immensely talented engineer (and a decent semi pro second baseman) who graduated near the top of his class, followed by a 17 year long pursuit of a Ph.D. at UC Berkeley, while he traveled the world designing water treatment facilities for native populations and acquired a couple of master’s degrees along the way.
The last time Frank and I spent quality time together was 1993-94 when I represented him in Washington, DC pursuing a lawsuit to recover a bunch of money Frank was owed by a clever con man, who hired Frank to develop a computerized model and design for a sewage treatment “swamp“ in Morocco. Frank was able to explain to me (sort of...) how partial differential equations and “the Wronskian” could determine relative quantities of pollutants in the water oozing through this swamp in which the algae were breaking down toxic organic compounds from a slaughterhouse, partially treated sewage, and other “contributions” from the town upstream.
I loved Frank Carroll as a wonderful man and true friend and I write these words to honor him and his memory. He was good to every living thing around him and dedicated himself to making this world a better place—and he succeeded. May you Rest In Peace, Bro’— I’ll see you on the other side.
Your friend,
Bill