My dearly loved and missed son.
This will be our first Christmas that we know you will not walk through our door. It has been very heavy emotionally since we lost you in May, and Christmas will be even heavier. Christmas used to be your favorite time of year, but lost that joy in your early teens. You said often that you hated it now.....and it always broke my heart. Yet, understanding why, although does not make it easier, made it understandable. I will forever be sad that I added to that loss of joy for you. I will forever wish you had stayed with Amanda and I, and lived your life loved as you deserved. Miss you and pray this Heavenly Christmas brings you the joy you once knew. Momma