Happy Anniversary mon cheri....just reliving our beautiful day in my mind...I still miss you so much ...we had such a precious life together Happy Birthday to you both on this memorial week-end celebrate alone spending with all my memories and beautiful ones they are. I will forever love you both .....you both are with me tucked away in my heart ...no one ever enter that part of my heart.....I miss you both and love you forever plus two day and forever missed...

Happy Valentines Day Frankie:  I am thinking of you especially today so I come to talk with you....I know it's not for you but for me..you cannot hear or see .....but I can and it gives me peace. I can no longer see you with my eyes or touch you with my hands but I will feel you in my heart forever for you are missed and loved....forever my love plus 2 days.

ANOTHER YEAR...could not sleep last night, memories flooding my mind, reliving parts of our lives..... bringing happiness and sadness because our lives has ended and there never be another day for us I love you with my broken heart.....and yet so grateful to have had a life time with you.  A life that no one will ever experienced or understand or believed ...I have looked at you with the eyes of my heart and all I could behold breathtakingly your glorious soul. Words became heavy and unimportant.....the most important things where said in silence...that was us....we remain you and me in that special place that no one can never touch, tucked deeply inside of my heart....I love and miss you.... forever my love plus one day....

Forever my love

Happy Birthday mon Cheri to you Benita and Michele. Can not .....not include them because they were part of the celebration and Memorial day weekend . I bet Benita will go for that hot dog to celebrate .....she tell me every year since you gone she does and have one for you both. I miss all of you today......you and Michele me manque beaucoup....especially when so much is going on in the world and in my life; you were my everything ......with you it was nothing I could not accomplish....I draw strength from the past and decision making. You were and always will be my example . Thank you mon cheri for all you have deposited inside of me that is needful today....May you always remember are special our love and life was....an example to all we came in contact with....remember I carry you both in my heart always ...the love we share ....I miss you always....with all my love forever ❤plus 2 days......HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRANKIE AND MY MICHELE FOREVER MY LOVE

Happy Anniversary mon cheri....what a beautiful day it was ...thank you for the letter you left for me....many days I have needed to go back and feel that feeling again...we had it all mon cheri and we knew it, both of us. Never took each other for granted, never needing anything else; WE WERE BLESSED. Grief I have learned is really just love, all that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go. You are locked in that place that no one ever touches with all our love forever plus 2 days I love you.........

My Frankie: I miss you this night, need someone that loves me unconditionally to talk too. There is only one person I know and that has always been only you. I know I have alots of issues and my life has been chaotic at best....but you knew at all and yet, I was a diamond in your eyes, never once you mentioned my short comings....I know them better than anyone....and today I am reminded of them, and although I fall so short of having a heart like Jesus, but He is not finish with me yet. I really
hope I am not has bad as I heard.  You were and are like no other, the love of my life and I was so blessed to be in a relationship like ours, their never be anyone else that can make me feel so love, accepted just as I am...if I ever took you for granted, I am truly sorry. Good Friday is almost, my friend and I was going to have service online and Easter also but I will be so alone in my heart because today.....is the day I tell myself the truth...
You would want me too. Again I was wrong I did not want to see the truth, because it is so nice to love and be loved ...so here I am left alone once again, but my decision thie time.....never the less not easy, you know me, I love with all of my heart...we were too different . Compromising could not be ....so I am here because I know you will never turn me away and I am so sad and feel so lonely. I miss my Michele too so much and Pumpkin. Frankie I love you with all of my heart and miss you so much....I need you tonight please come in my dream tonight...
I don't feel very good. I will forever love you in that special place you occupied in my heart that no one can ever touch. Forever my love plus 2 days

The years passes.....I still miss you and hide my tears when I speak your name, the pain in the heart still remain....you didn't suppose to leave without me .....my life is so disorganized, cannot make a decision that I am comfortable with. Our country is a chaos including the rest of the world; everyone speaks of the end time....I do see many signs and I wish you were here because it scares me, I don't feel secure in this world anymore.....Our Derek and Dani are keeping in touch and are so loving and caring but they miss their mom, their family are great you and Chele would be so proud of the men they become...and great fathers they are.....all that you wish for them came to pass....I have a cat now her name is Baby Girl she is loving and always with me just like Pumpkin was, except she is not crazy about going in the car with me, but I am happy I have her....someone to love and cuddle with. I miss you my Frankie 8 years without you.... it seems like an eternity and yet not ....the holidays are upon us... I will not be alone I hope Kevin will make it to the US without problems. I wish we were all together once more , Michele has been gone 14 years ❤ not one day go by that I forget. I miss and love you and Michele with my whole heart ❤your both have a special place in my heart that no one can enter or ever touch....you were all I ever needed and wanted with all that I am I love you... forever my love plus 2 days .....

Memorial day weekend is upon us ....barbecue with the family celebrating you and Cheley's birthdays will never be again......beautiful memories will remain for always and I am so blessed to have been your wife and our baby girl's mom. Happy Birthday Frankie.....Happy Birthday Michele.....just want to say you are both missed and loved to the moon and back in to eternity.......nothing more to add......forever my loves plus 2 days

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MON CHERI: Quand tu me manques, je mets, ma main sur mon coeur, ferme mes yeux car je sais que c'est le seul endroit ou tu existes toujours.  I miss you when something good happens because I want to share it; when something troubling me because you understood me so well; when I laugh and cry because you made my laughter grow and my tears disappear; but most of all I miss when I lay awake at night and think about all the wonderful, peaceful life we shared together those were the most memorable time of my life. I JUST MISS YOU. ...and love you forever plus 2 days on our anniversary and always....

Thinking of you and my little girl....Happy Easter my forever love residing in this part of my heart that only I know. Nothing will ever be the same without you, memories cannot be lived on....I just wanted to spend so time with you....just sit outside remembering my life with you, so rich in love, respect, acceptance, unconditional......life we had could never be duplicated......so I search.....I realized I did take us for granted in some ways....now that you are gone, after all these 7 1/2 years, lost in this world, in this big house....what we had was never to be again.....never can make a decision whether to leave or stay.  Day after day , I wonder to and fro, just waiting for God to direct. I was bless for I find a tape with Michele's voices , I was bless this Holy week as always God takes care of me.......Always enjoy being here talking endlessly, probably not making much sense....be it makes me happy to add again I love you forever plus 2 days mon cherish and miss you always

A tribute to my Baby Girl Michele:
I held you little closer to my heart today as I do every days but in a different heart set....it makes me feel complete...You may have left this world..but you are not gone..You will always be a part of me. As long as the sun shines, the wind blows, the rain falls....You will live on ....inside of me forever...for that is all my heart knows. I love and miss you each and every day....
I am so humbled that God chose me to be your mom I am and always will be so proud of my little princess.......
Your mom

I need to spend some time with you and maybe just maybe I will understand this sadness, restlessness within me ...the 13th is coming and I miss my baby girl so much she has been gone 13 years and you 7 ....what am I suppose to do with all this., after all this time should I not be ok?.....i miss you both so much......i always have a knot in the pit of my stomach never find peace ...so I come here, sometime I just read and reread but today I need to ask you to pray for peace for all of us and the world....my Dani come over spend the day with me made me so so happy I love this young man ....Chele and you be so proud of him as I am.....so polite, loving , caring , helpful to all...he possess all the qualities of his mom and you.....i don't see him or Derek much because afterwards I hurt so much....Derek is just as precious same qualities...they my world.......and we always talk about all of us together. I am watching Christmas movies like we use to....no caramel popcorn tho...Christmas is just around the corner!!!!.....well I feel better I will go and dream of you two...peacefully I hope.....Chele I miss you and love you so much...i was so proud to be your mom thank you. I love and miss you both forever....to the moon and beyond.......forever plus 2 days will always be us. 

Happy Thanksgiving mon cheri....of course I had to put up the Christmas tree and continue with the traditions. This Thanksgiving I am so thankful for having had you in my life. You thought me so much, ;care for me and love so much, one think you fail to teach me how to live without you, so I go on stumbling......although I moved on with my Iife, i find it difficult to be comfortable in making decisions I never had to make.....many changes on very side...donot know who or what to believe...anyway miss you and Cheley, missing cooking our traditional meal ....but life goes on...the boys and families are really doing very well...you would be
So proud ...they miss you and Dani tell me it is difficult for him.
we all ok ....they miss their mom this time of year the most and so do I...Know that you are missed by all of us and friends. My heart brake s and happy also with such rich memories you left behind....grateful for our wonderful, loving, peaceful life we share our fairytale life you promised me, you never failed me. ... juju
I will forever love you plus two days. Pray for us all we need them..
Xoxo

Tu nous as quitté il y a 7 ans déjà mais pour moi j’ai toujours l’impression que c’était hier. Tu me manques beaucoup beaucoup et tout autant, je ne t’oublie pas, quand je regarde le ciel je me dis que tu veille sur nous. Ta gentillesse, ton sourire sont des souvenirs que je garderai, je t’aimerais toujours mon cher grand tonton

Seven years have passed......Death changes everything; time changes nothing......I still miss the sound of your voice....the wisdom in your advise.....being together. For all the time you carried me when I couldn't go on....the love we shared I miss it all. So, no, time changes nothing I miss you and love you as much as I did the day you left. Thank you for the wonderful loving memories we shared l will cherished them always in your special place in my heart. Forever my love plus 2 days.

Eddie and I miss him too. He will always be in our heart.
Hope you are well, We are ok. Our love to you.

Eddie and Pierrette

Happy Birthday Frankie to you and Michele it is a Memorial weekend birthdays whether we celebrate separately or together it is and will always be our weekend. You both are missed behind words and are loved more than you know. I am reminded of all the wonderful yesteryears and I miss are lifes as they were, since no changes can be....acceptance is!!! Know that my heart is full of love for both of you and memories so sweet forever and 2 days.

Happy Anniversary mon Cheri....as all the treasured memories comes flooding in, I recall every cherished minutes of that day....especially when you left to gave me time for myself....meet you in the beautiful decorated chapel.....A beautiful gift wrapped in my favorite flower you offered as a tocking of your everlasting love, my Michele you didn't forget to include....thank you for all the specials years we shared...they surely were not long enough at all.... 27 years...really?????You have been gone 7 years and it seem like 27.....I will ponder in my heart forever the life story we lived.. unbelievable to other I come to realize.....maybe it only existed for you and I.....thank you for all the promises fulfilled ...everyone came to pass ....because we had it all ...you stated 1. A loving husband...2. A loving wife ...3. The lasting love of God. Songs of Solomon 8:7....1Corinthians13:4-7-8-13....colossians 3:14..thank you Jesus for all you.....You were my best friend, always there to lend a shoulder for me weary mind when things were tough...our life was truly a love story. I vow to always love, honor, cherish and appreciate all the days we spend together in perfect harmony.  With all my love forever...plus 2 days. In the year of our Lord and always .....
May 16....May God be glorified.......


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Voila les fetes de fin d'annee, une annee de plus...bien sur mes pensees vont vers toi et our Michele...j'aurai voulu tenir ta main tout le reste de ma vie...but God's plan was not ours. Je veux te dire encore une fois comme je t'aime et que rien et personne ne pourra jamais dans mon coeur prendre cette place reservee pour toi et our Michele. Donc je continue mon chemin sachant un jour on sera tous ensemble.  May the spirit that binds us , children God, all together death or alive unites us all with our Heaveny Father and that the promise of celebration "a jubilee" we have that Blessed Hope....with all my love forever plus 2 days.....you both are sooo missed

My Frankie today of course marks another year without you, I want you to know that you are loved, missed and will never be forgotten. More and more I realize are special our life together was, peaceful, joyful relationship.....no drama, just perfect. Unbelievable to many but we lived it, we know it was a love story as you had promised on our wedding day. You are missed by all ... nothing will ever touch that place in my heart where you reside . Forever my love plus one day

Happy Birthday in heaven mon cheri ....you have been the most precious person in my life and you are so missed...when I think I cannot continue running this household alone, I feel your encouragement and the words spoken by you so often, then I recall all that I must do and the reason behind it all...the promises I made. I am a better person for have known you ....I cherish the love and life we shared together, especially our peaceful relationship and all that was added to my life ....I pondered in my heart all the memories , and hided all inside of me to draw strength when needed and am so grateful for all ...just the way we were...I loved our life and could not have asked for better. Frankie tu occuperas dans mon coeur pour toujours la meme place .....je t'aime pour toujours plus 2 days...forever my love ...Memorial Day.....you, Michele, Benita ...Happy Birthday with all my love

Today my Love I celebrate you , a life well lived to the end.....you made our life so special and it is difficult to be without you....I thank you for all the loving memories you have left behind, although somewhat painful at time to realized they will never be again.....I miss you so much ....You were an inspiration to me, it is why today my life is enriched....The time passes ......5 years today, it seems like a life time.... for many changed has taken place in my life, one thing remains my love for you ....you occupy that special place in my heart and nothing can even erase it, for love never fade and that the love we share will always remain in my heart. forever my love plus 2 days

Pray me back home Frankie seems unable to leave the Uk ; each time I go to make reservations I get sick with panic attacks.... just the thought of walking back to our home with all our memories and Chele...Pumpkin not being there.....I did ask Wanda if she could stay with me for couple of days but she is with her sister for 2 weeks I think ; I will wait until then , and also the over 100 degrees temp is not appealing; the weather is lovely here....might wait until first part of September, but for sure this is it.....I will leave and attend to my neglected life...... I must resume ......do not want to.....it was nice to take a break from life and responsibilities being all postponed, but nevertheless are and waiting......will get help to get everything back in order. Mon Cheri I still miss you every day especially when I think about our peaceful, wonderful life together.  Thank you so much for all you have done and for loving me unconditionally .  You are and will always be a part of me and today I miss you like crazy......wish I could talk to you face to face.....but this will have to do.... I guess, I am happy that I can at least come here to be with you.... you will always be my forever endless love plus 2days.....

Happy Birthday my Love to you and Michele since you have always celebrated on Memorial day together...I am celebrating you both ...... Needed out of here ..... spend the long weekend in London it was nice and super busy...good for my head, long island ice tea was helpful as well....do not even want to go home .... 6 months would not even be long enough....Frankie I miss you and Michele so much .....what more can I add 
except to say.....I love you both so much... thank you my Darling, for all you have deposited in my life to make the person I am today.... with all my heart I love you,,,, plus 2 day

"Happy Anniversary to us my love " I will forever remember this beautiful day....tomorrow I know... but wanted to spend this day telling you how much tu me manques and because this day was equally as important is the next day; the 15th in Laughlin, the Rivera Hotel was reserved all ready for the festivities; I will forever treasure the gift of love you bestowed upon me... until I could be your wife " the man I almost did not marry". Thank you Frankie for living this romantic ever peaceful life with me...the life you had promised that will be remember by all.....you never ever disappointed me , your promised were never just in words but in deeds also, your love made me strong and secured ......but here I am missing you again wishing I could look into your eyes and tell you again I much our life together meant to me and how much you are loved.....here I am still in the UK , seems unable to go home and walk back into our empty home, if Pumpkin was here....I miss him..... but all is gone forever...... here I am with my heart full of sadness and my memories ...... know that no one in this world can ever take the place that you occupy in my heart.....our love never dies its just a fact and I miss you so so much.....forever my endless love plus 2 days.......

Happy Easter in Heaven with our Resurrected Lord. I cannot even imagine what it will be like !!!! Easter week, our special week of festivities , from home decorations, to week of church activities, food preparation without forgetting brioches your speciality.... then resurrection day with our families, perfect end to a perfect week. These were truly the exciting times we walked hand and hand so ever close ...., to our Lord in one accord , travelling life highway on the road less travelled toward our ever lasting home with one purpose......our hearts full of love, peace and joy...nothing missing....what a ride we were on.....I forever will cherished the years the Lord bestowed up on us...and ever so grateful for the life we shared. I am still here in the UK , you probably disapproved that I am not attending business as I should, I will soon.... It really does my head in ( special term in the UK, they speak funny here you know , contrary to only me !!!..lol)...
Mon cheri, I love you and miss you and our special peaceful life together, we certainly knew how to do marriage.... together we were amazing......for that I will forever be grateful...the spoiled part of me not so much...... make my life difficult without you. You are and always will be living in my heart..... as long as I live you and my Michele shall live also.... never to be forgotten.....forever plus 2 days my endless love.......until the Lord calls me home....

Frankie today our Bonnie is having surgery and I know how much you cared and loved her. Here i am so far from her, praying for a successful outcome, feeling all alone with no one to talk to. Spending time here with you always help and I know that we are all connected spiritually therefore talk to the Lord for us , we are praying that her cancer will be contained and she will be ok. Just to remind you that you are so missed and loved especially needed in time such is this, your support, and wisdom were always a comfort and I know that we would be with her right now if you were here.  You were our rock and strength.. who had a heart of gold.....
If I could write a million pages about who you were, I would still be unable to convey it adequately, and just how much I love and miss you every single day 
you are and always be forever my Love plus 2 days

Needed to be with you awhile ......approaching Valentine's day could not help missing our roads trips , A.I.S 6 AM coffee, diet coke, music,laughter and always feeling that strong bound, love between us. Always in touch with each other, always knowing it would last a life time until one of us would go to our permanent home..
How I miss this peaceful feeling within...I miss us Frankie always you were like no one in this world, and I cherished our lives together..
But I have a new life now ....as you surely know for we all connected through the same Spirit ..know that the place you occupy in my heart
Belong to only you you are and always be my endless love, forever my love plus 2 days. Thank you so much for all that we shared together, a life that can never be duplicated .  You always said our lives will be a love story that would inspired those who came in contact with us and it was. I NEEDED YOU you were there always doing "damage control" how i miss that ..it was nothing you could not handle ...I need you wisdom right now...waiting on the LORD , seems heaven went brass...thank you so very much for you have blessed my life but left me without enough directions for I would not allow you too. With all my heart I love you forever plus 2 days....

Well,my darling ...It's that time of year again when all the memories of our wonderful life together come flooding back to me.
This will be my fifth Christmas without you, but it seems like only yesterday since we laughed and cried together on lifes ever changing highway
I know that my life has moved on in recent times but i will never forget the special times that we shared and will always love you forever plus two days. j'aurai voulu etre avec toi pour toute ma vie mais personne ne m'a donne le choix, alors je continue le mieux que je peux......s'en toi. The place in my heart that only you can fill will never be tarnished, it will only be yours and yours alone......i have missed you and Chele so so much , hope you together with the rest of the
family......Christmas in Heaven must be amazing, in our Father's house are many mansions, if it was not so He would have told us..... until God calls me home you will always be in my heart. with all my love forever

We miss you. You were a true friend.

Frankie as I come here today to celebrate the beautiful life we shared together and how all the dreams we held in our hands you made come through, I am so amazed by the unconditional love you showered upon me.and the constant support and caring... above all.... I will always be grateful .....When I could not go on you carried me...demonstrating patience beyond measure....and teaching me that love is forever. You faithfulness to God and His Word was an example to us all, this is the legacy you left behind, and my heart is full of gratitude......
Four years has passed on the 25th, although I carried you and Michele every day of my life with me....I no longer could handle it on my own, I joined a grief group online....was able to stay with the group and converse with many whom I could related with,.and was very helpful... ..I meet Kevin, amount others and soon we became good friends online , He reside, in the UK and we shared our life stories pretty much, I felt that I could really trust him and when He wanted to meet me months later..... I accepted the invitation...., just return from the UK....had a wonderful time ... he is a wonderful person with a beautiful heart, caring and passionate, very opinionated and he makes me  laugh.....and it is fair to say we love with one another.....a different kind of love that I don't understand , I don't know how it will play out...many road blocks, many differences in life style, unequally yokes for sure...but we would like to be together. for it is not good to be alone.......I am indecisive, always wavering , never could make a decision without confirmation. I am sharing this with you hoping first and foremost you will approve, second those friends and family also will know. and stop interfering.... but most of all pray in the spirit as we are one ...asking God for His approval and for His wisdom to make the right decision for a future with Kevin...if I obtain the peace of God the passes my own understanding then I will know it is the right decision.......
Frankie know that I will always love you as long as I live you will live.also....no one will ever take your place in my heart. My darling I love you with an everlasting love that will never be tarnished for it is set apart.....and you will remain forever my endless love plus 2 days.
























































































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Frankie: it has been a while since l Have been here. I really have a trouble heart all over again in feel so confused and sad wondered how you advise me to go on with my life. I can write down my heart, but I am. Sure you already know as our Father in heaven, even hesitant to go to Him with with my heart heaviness, but I will a little talk with Jesus,and I know he will eventually understand but maybeyou both will no see this my way, but I am so tired of this. Life of pain I have live in for so long. I want to lay my burden down awhile. I cannot do it anymore. Frankie I have missed you for so[poo long , i am so tire I want to sleep in peace now.  Somehow my peace has been disturbed ......it shattered my heart forever my love will remain, for it is endless, forever you are and will be a part of me , but Frankie my Darling ....i am no longer the same for a reason only God know. Please pray and come in my dream help in in this , I know you will you always do. I missed you so very much, you never left me instructions about how am I suppose to live without? How in my suppose to carry on, so I stubble of fall time after time. Thank you for your wisdom that will be my lead, going now to the Lord in prayer and between the two of you, I know the answer is on the way. Frankie my love for you will never end, our memories will always keep my heart for failing. OForever for endless love plus 2 days........

My love, today I have this great need to come here and be with you. I feel sad and anxiety for the 4th of July. is upon us once again and you not here to support each other as we have done in the past. I have no one to share my feelings with anymore , as you know I never share my life much especially since you are gone. No one would understand anyhow, as you use to say"it me and you babe"Now it's just me and I really miss you to remember the death of you brother . We were the only ones alone to share, care and love when all had forsaking us but it was ok is long as we had each other. But now.....i have my group now we share are feelings and amazingly we or feel the same and relate well, even we never meet, we not alone and much needed support, no one to say" you should do and don,t or move on or they in better place or some stupid stuff like that. But they mean well, just don't have a clue......i could talk to you all day and stay here but our Pumpkin has been sick, just sleeping and not eating,, so worry but all the lab work is good so I just pray believingthe Lord knows what the best. Our Pumpkin always all 3 of us.....it was a good life we made, you use to say a"a love story will be our legacy" how thru it was...you are love with an even lasting love forever an a 2 days. I miss you, I carry you daily with me in everything I do, and am, and in my heart.....
Forever my endless love plus 2 days xoxo

Dear Madeleine, this will most likely be a difficult day for you as I believe others in May are. Here's hoping that you can find some joy in your memories of happy days spent with Frank and your daughter. One day we'll all leave this world, and we look forward to forever with God in his heavenly kingdom. Yesterday, we were in Nice, France and I thought of you. Blessings, dear friend.

Happy birthday to you my love....you are in that place that our Lord is prepared just for you where there is pure joy and peace, perfect health, I am comforted by by this knowledge. The joy of the Lord is my strength...my job now is to live my life reflecting your love....also to help others to the Living Water of Life that can quench anyone thirst forever, and guarantee to live in heaven forever. Let me reiterate how greatful I am to have you had my husband, I don't have enough words in my vocabularyto describe it but be sure you were number 1 husband like no other. Know that you live with me in my heart...i love you forever plus 2 days. Have a beautiful birthday in Heaven...i will celebrate you on earth. My endless love you are so missed.....xoxo

Happy anniversary my love.....another year gone by and I find myself reliving every moment of this unforgettable, wonderful day we share together our lives for even until death do us part. I never imagine my life without you would be so difficult and that every minute of every day would be so lonely, that you are being missed in everything I do, and because you were my all, to deal with. ever issue of life without you is a challenge I face daily and I hated. Many things I would like to say, but to personal for this page. I cannot believe the amount of visitors you have still a most 4 years later. Honey you were loved by all our friend and my family adored you. We are going to have a great granddaughter Makenzie Michele. Kelly Campanile precious right. Tell my Michele I love her and miss her each and every day. Memorial day weekend you always celebrate your birthday together. Today my heart ache for you and tears are fallen because I need you so much to help me with so many things, I need you love or presence, I want to talk with you and hold you hand, and tell you again that I love you for ever plus 2 days, that without you I am not the same. Come to me in my dreams, spend the night and I will be ok again for a little while longer, I will tell you all my secrets that I cannot say here. To you my endless love for ever and ever plus 2 day. Happy Anniversary I am so proud to be your wife what a beautiful love story our lives were........see you soon in my dreams

It is Easter, I had wonderful plan to go to sunrisr service, come home pick up Pumpkin and spend the day with Wanda and the family but when I went to open the garage door it would not openn, the Sprint was broken, I was so disappointed and very sad, you see I was missing you like crazy and needed to be with my true friends those I know never leave me no matter the time or the season. What is Heaven like on Easter I wonder, what did you do TODAY I hope you able to remember the earth, and me ....I need you so much....when the stars SHINE up in the sky I miss you, when the sun rises and sets I miss you, every day, every hour in every way , in everything I do I miss you....the hole you left is in the shape of you nothing and no one else can fit it. Our Derek is having a baby girl in August maybe her name will be EMma Michele beautiful don't you think we are blessed, we think our Lord.    MY LOVE, I need you in my dream tonight, so please come. I grieve for all the tomorrows without you, I don't know how to live this life without very well, you left no instructions.....i need to hold your hand and feel reassured in you. Our love is so strong in me it sustains me in all my need, I just miss being with you, I love you so very much. My love forever plus 2 days. Forever my endless love.......see you in my dreams........

Happy Valentine's day my love......had to visit with you....love you so so much, nothing is going to change my love for you.....I miss you so...you are my forever Valentine.......plus 2 days my endless love

Happy New year my love....another year has gone by without you....and I have missed you so much, but I made it, thank you Jesus. As you know I am not found of starting a new year especially without family, I feel like an orphan sometime, thank God for friends. Well my love no sense repeating repeating myself you know how my heart feels, you are with me in everything I do, and go always and forever plus 2 days I will love you .......i miss your presence, the sound of your voice, your wisdom, your hand in mine, just everything....mon Cheri je t'aime pour Toulojours plus 2 days......come spend the night in my dream....you are forever my love

Merry Christmas to you my love......i wonder what it is like in heaven .....and if some how...since we all have the HOly Spirit dwelling within us, if some how we are still all connected to one another and you know what I am doing and feeling spiritually  speaking for the spirit dwelling within every child of God is the same spirit we will go to heaven with......i need to pounder in my heart inn this new revelation......honey I mis you so much today wish you were here with me....i need a hug from you please come tonight ain my dream and spend the night with me. 
We celebrate the birth of our Lord I am so thankful for how we are all connected to each other. I love that.....i love you sooo much and cannot wait for you to come tonight....you Wil always be forever my endless love. In my heart you dwell and live everyday with me sharing my life and love forever plus 2 days...

Happy Thanksgiving my love....
Was thinking what is thanksgiving like in heaven or is it every day wethanksgiving....for every day in the present of the Lord must be thanksgiving. Sitting in the restaurant with pumpkin , counting my blessings, I realized they were to many to count them all, so I recall many beautiful memories and blessings of our lives and special holidays together, and thank our A bba father for first and foremost that we were reedemed and set apart to live with him foe every meaning we will be together for ever, praise the Lord.  God bless me with many years of my Frankie'love, friendship and blessings beyond what is mentioned here. I had the privilege to be married to the remarkable man on this earth, until you were call home. God knows best.......i want to thank you my Frankie for loving me sooo well, that I am still able to feel that love and it keeps me going . Love like ours never dies because it was real and to God be the glory for such gift. I never feel alone any more we are here, we are now , we're are one. You are the hands that help me up, you are the eyes that help me see that all is well. Thank you my baby. I miss in you so very much, and I love you forever plus 2 days you are always with me no matter where I am, in my heart my endless love.

It is not esxcately what I posted but honey I am having such a problem on this site since the summer. I forgot to tell you we have snow on our mountain, heyyyy.....love me always and forever plus 2 days..

I was unable to post my tribute to my husband yesterday I had 2 days of frustration on that site. It was posted on Facebook you can view it there until I post it again here on 0ctober 25 th fb.

Frank loved Madeleine SO much. She was so important to him. Frank was just the sweetest of souls. He will always be remembered with the kindest of thoughts. Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of his passing. As I suddenly had a desire to leave the gym and go for a walk instead....I met a blind man who needed help to cross the street. He told me his name was Frank. I told him I was having a rough time emotionally which is why I was going for a walk. He told me life has its downs. Then as we went to go our separate ways...he told me to "Trust in God".

I think if I spend time with you today I will feel courageous to leave my burden and sadness over the lost of your and my dear friend Jake, I hope you were included in the welcome committee for Jake, we did love him dearly. The memorial service was Friday and the burial tomorrow at the VA cemetery were your brother Petey is buried, Gloria is going to miss him so......Thank God she will be living with Cindie. Its is difficult to go through these trouble times without resting my head upon your shoulder or holding your hand. In these unclear moments you were the one keeping me strong. and I am so grateful to have you in my life. I will always see your face, your smile and all the little things that only I secretly ponder in my heart, never to be shared..... Changing the conversation to us (my favorite subject) I still feel you here with me. I cannot hold your hand or look into your beautiful blue eyes, when I talk to you it just echoes in my mind, I know just where you are....what is time....but just a dream it has no way of knowing that you are gone, and the world just keep on going. I am blessed because I was loved by you, you where my inspiration. I am everything I am because you loved me unconditionally. It is not easy to be courageous and strong, when all around us, all seems to be wrong; Jesus never promised the road would be smooth, but I am assured of His wonderful love. Each day we face difficult choices but the Lord says: my joy and peace can be mine His promise is never to leave me or forsake me, and He will be with me wherever I go. Thank you Jesus. Mon Cheri..... your life was a blessing; your memory a treasure, you are loved beyond words, missed beyond measure...remembering the best times, the laughter, the road trips, the songs we sings, the good life we lived. I love you more today then yestoday but less then tomorrow .........my heart belong to you until the end of time.... I love you forever plus 2 days.....my endless love.......See you tonight in my dreams.........

Birthday Wishes Frank! As this is the day God chose to share your life here on earth, so it is a day to celebrate the heart of who you are. The lives you touched, the stories of you shared, and the impact of such a man as you, has left on my heart. Praising God for the blessing of your Madeleine in my life. Blessings & Love, Lisa

Happy Birthday my Love......you are and always will be "the Love of my Life" and I celebrate you today. I thank God for given you to me, you have never let me down, being always available for me, being sensitive to my needs, knowing just what to say, for listening better than anyone else, bringing me laughter, bringing me light, for understanding so much about me, and trusting me with so much about you. My little baby girl loved you so much, if you see her tell her Happy Birthday with all my love, tell her she was so precious to me that she meet so much to me, and that she lives in my heart never to be forgotten, tell her she is more than a name on a plaque, that she is and always will be the greatest gift in my life and as long as I live you both live with me, I miss both of you so much, just knowing that you are in Heaven together and that we will be reunited makes my heart glad. and Honey no more pain for neither of you, thank God for His wisdom and love....Forever my love plus 2 days.......je t'aime avec tout mon Coeur pour toujours. CELEBRATE TOGETHER AND DON'T FORGET BENITA, LIKE YOU COULD

My Love: On the Eve of our anniversary , I could not wait until tomorrow to spend some time with you, it is my joy to come to this site and feel like we are connecting. As you know this is a total month of celebration starting with our French Holiday, Labor Day with mugget and continuing until the month is over. I decided to celebrate each day that represent our life together with birthdays, anniversary, My baby girl birthday, yours my love, as to celebrate your lifes, ending with Memorial day.  I would have like to go on a road trip like we have always done, some how I could not do it alone too soon perhaps, maybe refusing to continue living my life looking in the rear view mirror, must move forward and continue to run the race sit before me until it is completed and I can be in my FATHER 'S HOUSE reunited with my husband and daughter. Honey I miss you so very much, my love for you is not diminish at all, on the contrary my heart is full, for you have loved me perfectly in this human life, therefore I have need of nothing as long is Jesus is with me I am okay There will never be any one else for me but you. I never will forget the day we wedd and the promises we made to each other; I ponder in my heart, every day of our road trip to NewYork, review it with the video we made, I hear your voice, I see you sweet loving face, your laughter and recall our night life, thank you Honey for loving me perfectly in this world.  You are my hero , you live your life to help and encourage all them that came in contact with you, you were an inspiration to all, especially to me and I am sure, pleasing to God,  I am amazed and want to live the rest of my life to do good and obey and please God. Remember this song" if you get their before I do, don't give up on me". I will meet you when my days a through, wait for me my Love at the gate to welcome me. Until then know that you are the one and only love in this life for me and I thank God I experienced and was blessed to have known this kind of love. Je t'aime pour toujours plus 2 days my endless love...until then

My Sweet Angel: Tomorrow is Easter, as we celebrate the death and resurrection of our Lord and all that He accomplish for us on that cross, I can not help wondering what is the celebration in Heaven, enjoying all that God thru His son did for all of us. Here I also celebrate and remember all of our time together how special Easter was also with the family tradition such as brioche. I thank God for all my friends that are so faithful to include me in their festivity. I come to say how much I miss you and to send you all my love. I hold you close within my heart and there you remain to walk with me throughout my life and all activities until I see you again, but out of no where as I drive my car, do the dishes or get ready for bed all of a sudden it hits me how so very much I miss you and Michele and the sadness is so great that it is physical painful.  When I find my heart just is not strong enough to handle this mountain in front of me, I take my problems, wrap it in prayer and give it over to God' care, this is the only way I know that I can make it through. He Never fail his children. So mon cheri know that I am OK for I never walk alone.  Although , my life without you was God's plan. I thank Him for all the years we enjoyed together and all the memories we made. Thank you my Frankie for loving me unconditionally, My love for you will never end, it lives within me always until we together again. I love you forever plus 2 days

Happy Valentine's day my Love: you are my Valentine today as it was in yestyear . My love for you continue to grow each day, it is A GOOD THING, I am going thru so much trials and tribulations which I will not mention for the world can see this, but I know in my heart you know for you live within me, everywhere I go you, you go. Today I will go to our favorite restaurant with Pumky and of course you and enjoy being close to you. I have journeyed through long dark nights since you gone,, unable to sleep, by faith alone, calling on my Lord to bring me through, and He never disappointed me, He was always there . I have the blessed hope that He will never leave me.....and since our love will never die and no one can ever take your place..... all as well. I forever miss you and always well, know that my love is forever yours , there can never be anyone else but you for me, your love is all that I need, for my Heavenly Father will never forsake me Praise God . I pray that you know that the Life we leave together made me the happiest person in the world for it still satisfying my every need. I enjoy coming to this site and talk with you on special days. Honey I love you always & forever plus 2 days..... . Come to me in my dreams tonight until then.......my endless Love xoxoxo