Christmas 2011'you did not feel too good, we had a good time at robins Christmas Eve and Christmas day,however you were so cold that's all you kept saying ,you were freezing,when you saw the photos of Christmas day ,you could not believe it was you sitting on the couch with an ear warmer hat on.and your winter jacket, we were all cracking up at what you looked like, when you saw the pictures, you said who is that? I said that's you.. You laughed and said you had no idea it looked so funny, I told you that's why we were always laughing when we looked at you,,, there were no laughs this year, but we did mention the hat deal from last year,, robin and I remiminessed Christmas Eve after every one left. We laughed, cried,and cried and cried, I did not go to bed until 3am.den was getting up to go to work, then Monet and I went to bed, of course robin still kept doing things, but I was exhausted,Christmas morning without you next to me was terrible.I don't even want to go there ......I made ravioli's and covadeals for New Years day. I made them last week ,thinking it was New Years.already. Karen wants to have it at her house so I guess thats where it will be, Jay And Kyle came home for Christmas,It was good to see them.. Our grandsons are the best.Jay goes backJan2 Kyle is here little longer, they love California, I think They will stay for good, but I feel bad for Karen lee.she lets on its ok but I know it worries her,,Ty and Eric are a credit to robin they get along so good I am so happy for her,and Dennis is a sweetheart, he took us to visit you today, and said ""hi chief,how you doing"" lyn and jay are fine, he is really a nice guy Fred I can tell he loves Lyn, if they are happy together that's all that matters to me,, life is too short ,,Jay gave me a beautiful little glas tea light holder in the shape of a cross , I will cherish it.that was so thoughtful of him..Monet loves the mere sight of Jay he held her almost all night, Like you usually did every Christmas Eve,,until tomorrow ,sleep in heavenly peace, you were so worned out,rest well and watch over all of us.sweet dreams ,i love you high as the ocean and as deep as the sky,that's eternal.....