Heyy daddy an shane... hope your proud of mum because I definitely am! She was a passenger in a rally car today! She absolutely loved it! Anyway sorry its been soo long an your both doing okay up there? Still feels like yesterday you was took away from us..love and miss you both so damn much xxxx

Hi dad an Shane... Merry Christmas! So hard spending Christmas without you here! Hope you're having fun up there... Which one of you put my radio on in my car? Nice to know you was by my side.. Love an miss you both so damn much xxxxx x

Merry Xmas to you both,another year where you both will be missing from dinner table, but I reckon you'll be having dinner with other family members cooked by mom.every day is still very raw without you 2,still sit and shed tears quite often. Still trying to find truth out about shane, but no-one slipping anything out,but we will fight till the end and won't let anything or anyone get in our way. It's going to be hectic here again but I don't mind that. Until next time, merry Xmas and love and miss you all ❤️❤️❤️

It's been 4yrs since you gained your wings,it's still not any easier, infact it feels the same as when you first .hope bert is behaving himself, now you must look for Martin,love and miss you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Heyy daddy, it's been a while since I last wrote on here, but always posting on your Facebook page! Happy anniversary! Wish you was here to celebrate with mom but I know your with her in spirit. Hope Shane's being good up there an you looking after each other, still looking after mom the best I can, she going Skegness Friday, I won't see her for 12 days! I'm gonna be lost without her! I'm always so alone miss you an Shane so damn much! Until next time, sleep tight both of you xxxxx

Heyy dad, hope you an Shane's okay? Love an miss you both so much,, it don't get easier, either you or Shane have been to my house, I've smelt you both, girls have had things move, an someone keeps sitting in my sofa, just wish I knew who it was for sure, well I've been awake all night an it's now 6am, think I best get some sleep, sleep tight both, spk soon xxxxx

Hello Freddie, been a while since I last wrote, hope you've got berty with you.hate it now when sarah comes up without him.both Donna's lot and Sarah's lot all had covid last week,touch wood I've been and hope to be clear in future. I'm having to fill lots of paperwork for shane,hes owed money from dwp now so when it comes going pay rest of funeral off and split it between the girls and myself,dont know how much yet. Well I'm going to kiss you and bert good night and I'll speak soon xxx ❤❤❤❤

❤❤Happy Valentine's day my love, hope you and berty looking after each other up there and your walking monty lol. Still no answer to how shane passed.
I know either you or bert or maybe both present in the house because things are moving, but I'm ok with that ,at least i know your looking after us.
Love you both xx xx ❤❤❤

Hello my lovely, sent berty on his final journey on friday,still doesn't seem real,getting no answers from police or mortuary, but we're not going to let it rest until we do get what we want.plese look after him and tell him everything is ok ,until next time ,love and miss you both xxx❤❤❤

Heyy dad.. We put Shane to rest yesterday... Hope we done you proud an was how you would of wanted it... God damn I miss you both so much... Hope your looking after him... Still don't feel right or real ... Love you both loads xx sleep tight both of you xxxxx

Heyy dad please take care of Shane... Went to see him yesterday but couldnt bare to look at him he looked so different. Worse than I expected he's in a better place now an with you... Just don't feel right... None of you should be up there! Love an miss you both so damn much... Sleep tight daddy an Shane xxxx

Hello Freddie, hope your ok,went to see berty today and not a good sight I must say. His face looked so bruised and cheeks so fat he didnt look nothing like we was expecting. They said bruising was from where he had to be embalmed but we think he was beaten.now you have him with you take care of him. I'm going sleep now so I'll say goodnight xxxxx

Hello freddie,hope your ok. Sorry but shane gained his wings today,dont know what happened until coroner gets back in touch with sarah, sleep tight my love, love you and miss you deeply xxx

Look after Shane up there... Why? He's my baby bro so damn hard xx

Hey daddy sorry it's been so long.. Hope your okay up there? We still not free from this stupid covid! Looking after mom the best I can.. She not been well lately with her chest... But she still battles on... I'm going to bed now.. Early night is needed... Sleep tight daddy Love and miss you so damn much xxxx

Hello my lovely, monty went to sleep yesterday,it was beautiful the way the vets done it, having him cremated so ican bring him home,hes now out of pain and discomfort, strange walking in yesterday and he wasn't there asking where I've been and I've been gone longer than normal, but I'll have to get used to it.until next time,sleep tight and look out for the baby ,love always xxxx

Heyy dad.. Sorry its been a while.. Hope your okay.. God damn I miss u so much lost a good friend yesterday (trudy) an monty leaving today please look after them.. Life is so damn cruel taking the best.. I'll write to you later dad... Sleep tight.. Love an miss you so damn much xxxxxx

Hello freddie,been a while since I last wrote,its with heavy heart that I'm writing now, monty is not a well boy,he is struggling to breath and has nasty cough,plus he started having fits. so I've spoken to vet and it's best I put him out of his pain and send him over rainbow hill to find you,and you best be ready for lots of kisses and head licking. It's not been an easy decision but no doubt you will be happy to see him. I will write again tomorrow, until then my love xxxx❤❤❤

Happy anniversary my love,it would have been 46yrs today but I still class myself married to you. Need to take monty to vets,think hes gone deaf or he has ear infection but will have to see,I'm going sleep now so goodnight my love,❤❤❤❤❤

Happy birthday my love, another birthday without you, it's still no easier without you. Still dont seem real,miss you so much xxx

Happy fathers day dad... Sorry I've not wrote to you for a while.. I think about you every single day... I look at your photo having conversations with you... I say good night every night... Not sure if you hear me though.. Anyway I'm wondering if it was you that took a rose petal off my picture an placed it on my draws at side of my bed?? It didn't fall an land as its opposite side of room... Anyway I'm gonna go bed now... Sleep tight daddy.. Love an miss you so damn much xxxxx

Hello Freddie, happy Father's Day. Been a while since I've wrote to you,nothing changed much with these bloody lockdown crap, hopefully all be lifted in july. Well I'm going sleep now so I'll say goodnight, god bless, speak soon .love and miss you loads xxxxx

Hey dad... How you doing? Not felt you around hope your okay? We still going through the pandemic it's been a year so far and we still on lockdown girls are doing good.. I'm home schooling them now as they won't go back to school.. Still trying to look after mom then best I can.. I try an visit her daily but some days I don't feel well trying to lose weight cus I got diabetes now but finding it hard gotta go for a scan as doctor thinks I have arthritis... But me the girls an mom are looking after each other... Miss you like crazy dad it don't get any easier.. Wish you was still here.. Wish I could feel you around sometimes.. Anyway I gotta go and do some dinner.. Will write to you again very soon... Loves an miss you so damn much xxxxx

Morning dad.. Sorry I've not wrote to you in a while... Hope your okay up there... I didn't an never will forget you! You will forever be in my heart... Both matilda and nancey are doing good its like I live alone now lol.. So proud of the girls they have become! Think about you day an night! Until next time sleep tight dad.. Love an miss you so damn much xxxx

Hello Freddie, been a while since I last wrote .when walking Monty today down park as I normally do,today was different. A robin came and landed on branch as we got down road and followed us all the way up to park and back,it was as if you were there walking by my side.yes I did chat to him liked I'd chat to you. He then flew off as we left park after I told him /you to have a lovely day and I'd see you tomorrow, at that I will hopefully see you tomorrow on our walk. Love and miss you xxxx

Happy valentine's day my love,don't know why,but it's been a strange one today.cars got mot tomorrow, it better pass,Charlie's doing ok. Love and miss you xxxx

Hello Freddie, I've been and treated myself today,bought a budgie named her Charlie,why Charlie you may ask,well I wanted a Male but they only had girly ones but still called her Charles.hope your ok,been decorating nanceys room and now do tilda again,dont stop do I,well till next time,love and miss you millions xxx

Merry xmas my love,hope your ok up there. Had a busy day yesterday,cooked for 10 lol. Had some beautiful things and dolly brought me a beautiful light with your face on,and nancey done a bottle with our pics on. Miss you so much,speak again later ,love you xxxxx

Merry Christmas dad... Enjoy your day with nan an grandad an hope your looking after my marley... So wish you was here with us... Love an miss you so damn much xxxxxxx

Hello my lovely, been a while since I last wrote to you. Another Christmas is coming without you,its so shitty because your not here to enjoy it,but I think we've come to terms that your not here.no sign of any let up with this bloody virus,they got jab coming out but I wont have it,hope your listening to me when I talk to you. Well I'm going sleep now so until next time night night my love,love and miss you so much xxxxxx

Hey dad... Sorry its been a while... Hope your okay up there? Well we going into lockdown yet again so glad your not here to fight this horrible virus.... I've been up an down due to change of meds... Things was getting better but last couple of days have been bad for me! I sit alone.. Too anxious to go out the house... I hate it dad... Feels like everyone giving up on me... Don't take no notice of me when I'm aving a bad day... When all I really want is someone to tLk to an help me through it.. I won't bore you anymore... Till next time sleep tight... Love and miss you so damn much xxxx

2yrs today myself, donna,sarah,tilda and nancey was looking after you,no one knew what was to happen next. Even today I still blame myself for you leaving us so soon.miss you so much my Freddie, xxxx

Hello my love, its 3 in the morning and I'm wide awake. As I do I get up go to loo then cup of tea couple fags,and the back to bed. It's been a long time since I felt loneliness and empty. I just wish I could feel your presence around me,maybe one day. Love and miss you so much more than I ever told you xxxxxx

Hey dad hope you're okay up there? Just wanna let you know just how much I miss you... Wish you was here right now.. I need a shoulder to cry on... Been feeling down the last couple of days.. Hate feeling this way.. Feels like I have no one... Sarah Shane an stuart don't bother with me anymore. Not a message or nothing.. Feels like ppl think I'm seeking attention.. I'm not dad.. Just feel so alone right now no one gets what I'm feeling.. I'm wearing a fake smile most days. I hate what I've got don't wanna live with it anymore.. I'm always going to b alone never going to b accepted.. I just dunno what I can do... I'm probs doing your head in now.. Like I annoy everyone with my problems so I'll just go... Take care dad love an miss you always xxxxx

Hello my lovely lay in bed listening to Michael Jackson, gone to soon.
Well the weather has been to hot,plenty of thunder,dog don't like it.cant sleep,miss you more than ever.will always love you and you will never be replaced,goodnight and God bless xxxxx

Miss you dad wish you was here right now!

Hello my lovely, been a while since I last wrote to you.things haven't changed much here,miss you so much but I'm glad your not here to try and fight this horrible virus. tomorrow would have been our 45th wedding anniversary, donna bought me a beautiful fone case with picture of me and you on it. Oh and thanks for hiding your sun glasses up Donna's,they jumped at her today from out of cupboard lol,Well I'm off to bed now so nite nite my love,sending kisses xxxxxxxx

Happy fathers day dad xx I couldn't ask for a better dad... your awesome.. amazing.. my hero.. could talk to you about literally anything... miss our jokes.. untill next time sleep tight... love an miss you xxx

Hey daddy.. hope your doing okay up there? Please watch over mom an look after her.. shes not been herself for a while now.. shes so worried about her throat... I know Every thing will be okay.. she needs to slow down abit an start looking after herself.. I know I ask her to do things for me but now im starting to feel guilty... shes my mom my world shes all i have ... i do worry about her... its like i feel i have no brothers or sisters...i only have my mom... i promise to take care of her the best i can... till next time dad take care.. love an miss you so damn much xxx xxx p.s always talking to your photo... and still can't find glasses.. I know you took them... please bring them back xxxxxx

Hello my love,I feel so down at moment, had shane here for 2 weeks,definitely to much and to top it all gotta go and have camera down throat on monday,its been sore 4 weeks now. Cant say I'm not worried because I am. Just have to wait results, until next time sleep tight and always remember I love and miss you so much xxxxx

Love an miss you dad...really need you by my side.. I cant handle all this alone

Good morning my lovely, hope your ok. Life down here at moment is total mayhem with this bloody virus,cant do this cant do that. Not been bingo 12 weeks now,but not saved anything. Me and janet been busy making kids garden seats out of tyres. Sarah popped up other weekend and stuart been round a few times. Question for you,have you moved Donna's sun glasses ,there one minute and then gone. I've had bad throat 2 weeks now and keep choking, twice I thought I was a gonna,going ring drs monday if no better. Will speak to you soon, love and miss you so much xxxxxx

Dad why don't you come an see me?? You always go to Sarah why not me?? Was or Am I that bad?? I know I've always been the odd one out... always feel nothing I've done or do is good enough ! I'm so lonely right now.. got tears running down as i type this to you... love an miss you so much xxx

Hello dad.. it's been a while but don't think for 1 minute I dont think about you... it's horrible here with this virus... helping mom as much as i can... please look over mom an take care of her... love an miss you so much dad xxxxx

Hello my lovely, I never really asked for much but I'm asking now.will you please look after and guard the family with this awfull virus going around. It's so strange knowing you can't go out but if it keeps us safe then that's what we have to do. Miss you so much, love you xxx

Hiya my love,I'm so glad your not here right now with all this virus crap going on,but if it wasn't here I wish you were. I'm still finding it hard without you. Hope you know how much we all love and miss you. Speak again soon xxxx

Hello dad. . I'm so glad your not here to fight this horrible virus.. I'm scared cus of moms health .. please keep her safe I need her.. i will do my best to look after her.. its gonna b hard when they do a lockdown! hope your okay .. love an miss you so much xxxx

Hello daddy.. well another birthday without you... I know your watching over me... just wish i could feel you here... love an miss you so damn much xxxxxx

Alright my lovely, god do we all miss you.lay in bed thinking as you do. Hope car passes MOT tomorrow. I'm trying to make some tea light holders with your ashes in got girls and myself, don't know how they'll turn out.well I'm going close my eyes now,until I write again ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤love an miss you xx

Hey daddy .. just lay here thinking of you an playing songs... god I miss you so much... if i of known you was goin when you did i would of lay by you all night to remind you just how much i loved you.. an tell you just what an amazing dad you was... couldn't of asked for a better one... wish you was still here with us.. miss your laughter an you jokes an stupid comments an silly phone calls... i will never stop loving you an never stop thinking of you...hope to feel you around sumtime soon... love you daddy xxxxx