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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Frederick Barker. We will remember him forever.
January 29, 2020
January 29, 2020
I'm sorry I've failed.... I'm sorry I'm.not visiting mom so much.. I'm barely leaving the house these days... I dont know what way to turn.. Kids keep fighting an arguing they wont go to school.. I keep trying to bring myself up then I fall back down... i promise i will do better... i will see mom more...anyway hope your good up there...an sorry just needed to rant.. love an miss you god damn much .. wish you was here xxxxx
January 27, 2020
January 27, 2020
Hello dad. Hope your okay? Please guide me in the right direction.. I dont know what to do anymore I love an miss you more each day that passes xxx X
January 19, 2020
January 19, 2020
Alright freddie, I hope your watching over me right now,I still feel guilty for ringing the nurses the day you left us.if only we knew then what we know now I would have been by your side to say goodbye, but no one told us it would be as quick. I'm so sorry ,please forgive me, love you forever xxxxx
January 7, 2020
January 7, 2020
Hello my lovely, happy New year.well now xmas as gone thank God it's time to start sorting my life out. Had a great holiday with Darren but still not as gd as you wasn't there to play pranks on him. Looking forward to Mexico in November, and just booked weekend away in August with janet and 2 girls to abber,time to get myself sorted I think. Speak to you soon, love you so much but miss you more xxx
January 1, 2020
January 1, 2020
Happy New year dad... hope you had a good celebration up there with family... wish you was here with us to celebrate.... one day we will be reunited .. untill then love an miss you always xxxxxx
December 26, 2019
December 26, 2019
Merry Christmas freddie,yesterday was horrible with out you,but I did feel your presence,it's so hectic here Shane drinking to much but he won't listen,sarah trying to keep awake but struggles,and me I just go with the flo.had some lovely gifts but miss a gift of you as always. I know your ok up there along with all our departed family watching down on us keeping us safe, until next time LOVE AND MISS YOU
December 25, 2019
December 25, 2019
Merry Christmas dad... another Christmas without you... been lay awake all night thinking about you... this has to b the worst... Your not here matilda an nancey with their dad... I feel so alone... was gonna ask mom if i could stay with her but she got Sarah shane kids an dogs there an mom was really stressed.... what i would do just to see you hear you feel you one last time.. Hope your havin fun up there with the family an looking down on us... Love an miss you so damn much dad xxx xx
December 6, 2019
December 6, 2019
Hey daddy sorry it's been a while.. my life has been up an down.. don't worry not a day goes by that i dont think of you an wishing you was back home where you belong.. I miss you so very much.  Ppl say it gets easier but it's not.  It dont feel real I still can't grieve please don't think i dont miss or love you... You are my dad my hero my everything.. it's so hard with out you here.. another Christmas without you I'm supporting mom the best I can.. need your help your guidance... please go an see mom an let me know if I'm doing ok looking after her? I love an miss you so damn much dad... untill next time. Sleep tight xxxxx
November 22, 2019
November 22, 2019
Fred,it's really getting hard without you,I have never felt so lonely in my life. Yes I got kids and that but it's not the same as having you here. I just don't know what to do, please give me a sign or do something just to let me know your by my side. I go to sleep hoping I can dream of you but l can't even do that,until next time , love you xxx
October 31, 2019
October 31, 2019
Hello my love,today I'm feeling so lonely, no-one can tell how hard life without a loved one for whom you've shared and cared for for 43yrs would you feel so empty. If only you could let me know and show me how to carry on. I will always love you, xxxxx
September 28, 2019
September 28, 2019
hi grandad, i hope youre doing okay. i miss you so much, i cant believe its been a year already. it feels too real. i wish things wasn’t how they are right now,. i love you so much grandad, rest well xx
September 27, 2019
September 27, 2019
Freddie,it's been 12mths since you grew your wings. It's been so hard without you,there is a hole in our lives thats was left when you went which will never be filled. They say time is a healer but I know I will never get over losing you, miss you more than you'll ever know, goodnight my love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
September 25, 2019
September 25, 2019
Hello dad... things are hard for me at the min... why did you have to leave? I feel so lonely... I know I have mom but i need you too... why don't you come see us?? I never feel you around me... is it because it still dont feel real? I try to reach out for you but your not there .. hate putting my stress on mom it's not fair shes going through enough with out my problems.. just wish i could see you or even feel you by me... I need my dad .. I'm sorry I need to go you don't need to hear my problems too... love an miss you so damn much xxx xx sleep tight daddy xxxx
September 2, 2019
September 2, 2019
Hello my fred,been in a nice weekend break down port Isaac, very nice place but wouldn't do it again.poor dolly was left looking after Monty again and Sarah's kids aswell. She needs a break herself now,kids was manic,to say the least.
You left us nearly 12 months now and I still can't believe your not coming home, can't deal with the lonely ness, a hole that no one can fill, I do miss you dearly. Talk soon my love ❤ xx
August 21, 2019
August 21, 2019
Hello dad... Finding it hard right now.. wish you was here still... please dont hate me but i feel cold hearted .. I've not grieved yet.. I dont know if it's normal or not... it just don't feel real an its almost nearly a year since you left us... all i want is my dad back... miss you soo much... love you daddy xxx
August 19, 2019
August 19, 2019
Hello freddie,as I sit here writing to you ,I keep asking myself why so soon. I can honestly say it's horrible being on my own.Im finding it hard. But hay ho I'll keep taking the pills and try my best , speak soon my love . Miss you so much xxxx
August 8, 2019
August 8, 2019
Hiya freddie, on holiday with janet Martin and hazels kids up skegness, to many kids for me but can't moan it's free.i have scattered you around the beach so hay you've been Skeggy aswell. Miss you so much,it's harder than I thought but got kids keeping me going ,well I'll say bye for now ,LOVE YOU xxxx
August 3, 2019
August 3, 2019
Dad it was yours an moms wedding anniversary yesterday... was so hard an awkward so brought mom some lovely bling hearts for living room an a butterfly for your garden.. love you dad xxxxx
July 27, 2019
July 27, 2019
Hey dad just wanted to say hello.... hope your doin ok up there... god I miss you so much... been looking after a mom the best I can... come see us all soon please.. love an miss you loads xxxxx
July 21, 2019
July 21, 2019
Hiya freddie,just been sat here playing such beautiful songs and everyone has made me cry,wish you were here to share them with me. I've been so down these last few days but that's to be expected.
Until next time ,I LOVE YOU
July 13, 2019
July 13, 2019
Bit late but happy birthday freddie,so strange not buying you anything yesterday,love and miss you more an more each day xxc
July 12, 2019
July 12, 2019
Happy birthday dad... love an miss you so much.. Will have drinks for you later xxxxx
June 26, 2019
June 26, 2019
Hello dad.. hope your okay... love an miss you loads.. wish you was here to help me through this tough time xxxxx
June 17, 2019
June 17, 2019
Hello my lovely, it was so strange yesterday kids bought stuff for father's day .I'm so lonely now a days but it's to be expected. Just got into bed so I'll say nite my love ,miss you xxxxx
June 15, 2019
June 15, 2019
They say it gets easier but i dont think it does... i think of you everyday.. i giggle to myself about our lil jokes... how i wish you was still here.. but i know your in a better place and at peace.. dont get eating too many cakes sweets an chocolate up there... say hello to nan an grandad for me.. hope they are okay... my girls think of you all the time.. always talking about the good memories of you.. well i gotta go an sort matilda some food... will chat later daddy... we love an miss you so damn much xxxxxxx take care xxxxxx
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019
Hey daddy hope your ok up there? I so wish you was here with us.. i need your help... love an miss you loads xxxxx
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019
Hiya dad just got home been up to see mommy myself mom Nigel and George and scally started doing ya garden yesturday starting to look nice ,went carboot today didn't get any thing though hop u behaving up there talk to you soon my darling love always xxxx
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019
Morning dad. Hope your well? Its nice to start feeling you around us.. still dont seem real to me.. when i go to moms it seems your at the hospital... days dont get easier... miss you like mad.. you probs hear us talking about you an the silly little things you use to do. Memories will stay in my heart forever... im doing my best to look after mom for you.. im goin to nan an grandads garden soon do some work on it.. its hard without you here.. i hold back my tears every day... just wish i could get a message from you just so i know your ok... hope my marley being good for you.... anyway im goin back to sleep for an hour... love an miss you so much dad... till i see you again.. have fun sleep tight xxxxx
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019
Been a couple weeks but not much changed,Monty still being a little shit,made you a nice little garden out front but still some more to do,hopeing to do back fence this week.well I'll speak to you soon xxxxx
April 24, 2019
April 24, 2019
Hello my freddie, I'm writing this with tears rolling down my cheeks lay in bed.as you know we went away last week,wasn't same without you.i was going to put some of you on beach but we never went over but saying that I do wanna go Aberystwyth one day and I'll take you ther if that's ok.well I'm off to sleep now my lovely so I'll place a kiss on your forehead and whisper I love you ,nite nite xxxxx
April 8, 2019
April 8, 2019
Hello lovely, I take it your heard donna and myself talking about you yesterday, yea dolly asked if I was going bingo and you know what my reply was,then she said you can go with and make me win big.oh yes you did come and I did win £120 thanks to you,will come in handy for next week when we go to brean and yes I'm taking you aswell,well I've been and had x-ray on thumb just gotta wait results on Friday, it's probably arthritis.well I'm going to chill now doing some art work so I'll come again tomorrow and have a chat again, love you so much and miss you more ,nite my love xxxxxxx
April 7, 2019
April 7, 2019
Alright freddie, these days dont get any easier knowing your not coming home,but I know your resting your tired body in gods garden.hope your sitting on a nice bench looking down on us all,until tomorrow sleep peacefully, love you xxxxx
April 6, 2019
April 6, 2019
Hey daddy... you didnt say you was ready to go but we knew your time was soon.. god needed another angel an he chose the best by far.. i think of you 24/7 .. i miss our little jokes an playing momma up... wish you could hold me 1 more time an tell me everything will be ok... im not that strong anymore but strong enough to look after mom an my girls... i dream of you just wish it was real... i love an miss you so damn much... a piece of my heart went with you.. i know cus i can feel that hole in it... it hurts so much... i know your in a better place now... may you rest your head daddy... love me an the girls xxxxxx
April 5, 2019
April 5, 2019
Well papa you left us way too soon my darling but we can see you happy now and free not a minute goes past that we don't think about you we love you always and forever my darling
         Sarah ,Nigel,babies
          Xxxxxxxxx
April 5, 2019
April 5, 2019
You left without saying goodbye, miss you so much my darling freddie
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March 25, 2023
March 25, 2023
Heyy daddy an shane... hope your proud of mum because I definitely am! She was a passenger in a rally car today! She absolutely loved it! Anyway sorry its been soo long an your both doing okay up there? Still feels like yesterday you was took away from us..love and miss you both so damn much xxxx
December 25, 2022
December 25, 2022
Hi dad an Shane... Merry Christmas! So hard spending Christmas without you here! Hope you're having fun up there... Which one of you put my radio on in my car? Nice to know you was by my side.. Love an miss you both so damn much xxxxx x
December 24, 2022
December 24, 2022
Merry Xmas to you both,another year where you both will be missing from dinner table, but I reckon you'll be having dinner with other family members cooked by mom.every day is still very raw without you 2,still sit and shed tears quite often. Still trying to find truth out about shane, but no-one slipping anything out,but we will fight till the end and won't let anything or anyone get in our way. It's going to be hectic here again but I don't mind that. Until next time, merry Xmas and love and miss you all ❤️❤️❤️
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August 13, 2020
Freddie was born 1950,we met in march 1975,married In August 1975.had 4 beautiful children that produced 6 grandkids and a great grandson.sadly freddie past away 28th September 2018.god be with him .
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April 5, 2019

lol where do we start I can tell you lots and lots well about the camping holidays ,one in particular it was windy raining we trying to get get tent up dad said I gotta sit down Carol then blow me down lol he said to our mom you got a cuppa tea going what lol that's just the start till next time dad you not getting away with this mate xxx

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