June 18, 2023
June 18, 2023
Oh my goodness, I need to talk to you more often, Gabriel Luis i still haven't figured out my life without you, I don't know what to do or what it is i'm doing wrong but I'm always alone now I don't see your brother or sister anymore. I Just don't know what to do anymore. After, my surgery I feel like my life would be different, but for some reason I am going down hill. At this point I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. Not sure what I was doing have children, I never should have been allowed to have children. Look what I've done to your brother and sister, I've managed to alienate everyone from me, but really I've been ok I'm used to being alone now. I just wishes would come true. Wish you were here. I know you are always by my side, because I feel you next to me when I'm needing you the most.Like now