I'm sorry I didn't come here for your birthday. I hope you had a happy birthday in heaven with mom. I'm sure you both are happy to be together again. As for me it's been a struggle. Your gone mom is gone Helene is gone. My friend Dorothy is gone. I recently lost Star my pet Guinea pig who was one of the first Christmas gifts I ever have to Helene. They're days I'll admit that sometimes I wish I was gone. I have no real friends and barely anyone comes to visit me at my apartment. They're days were I wish I could join you and mom but I'm too much of a coward to harm myself so sometimes I ask God to end it for me already. Many have no idea how alone I feel. I look forward to going to work these days than I do when I get home. I'm sorry I'm using this visit to moan about my issues but I feel this is the only way to talk to you. I wish you where here. Again I hope you and mom are happy together in heaven. I hope in my next visit I can be more positive. Love you and miss you dad.
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Leave a tributeI'm sorry I didn't come here for your birthday. I hope you had a happy birthday in heaven with mom. I'm sure you both are happy to be together again. As for me it's been a struggle. Your gone mom is gone Helene is gone. My friend Dorothy is gone. I recently lost Star my pet Guinea pig who was one of the first Christmas gifts I ever have to Helene. They're days I'll admit that sometimes I wish I was gone. I have no real friends and barely anyone comes to visit me at my apartment. They're days were I wish I could join you and mom but I'm too much of a coward to harm myself so sometimes I ask God to end it for me already. Many have no idea how alone I feel. I look forward to going to work these days than I do when I get home. I'm sorry I'm using this visit to moan about my issues but I feel this is the only way to talk to you. I wish you where here. Again I hope you and mom are happy together in heaven. I hope in my next visit I can be more positive. Love you and miss you dad.
Feliz dia de Los Padres en El Cielo papá. Estaré pensando mucho en ti hoy. Te amo y te extraño especialmente hoy. En mi corazón siempre.
Feliz aniversario en el cielo papá. No puedo creer que hayan pasado 4 años desde que dejaste este mundo. Todavía se siente como si fuera ayer. Te extraño mucho, pero sé que estás en el cielo feliz con muchos miembros de tu familia contigo, incluidos. abuela y abuelo. Te amo y siempre estas en mi corazon.
them and guide them,trying your best to help with all their concerns.I wish I could have met you.we all love your kids and thru t hem we have come to know and love you too xxx
My Dear Friends Ana and Javier are celebrating within their hearts. Tears Flow and Many Memories frame precious thoughts of you.
My Dear Friends Ana and Javier share Great love for your memory and I believe they always will. May God bless!
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I'm sorry I didn't come here for your birthday. I hope you had a happy birthday in heaven with mom. I'm sure you both are happy to be together again. As for me it's been a struggle. Your gone mom is gone Helene is gone. My friend Dorothy is gone. I recently lost Star my pet Guinea pig who was one of the first Christmas gifts I ever have to Helene. They're days I'll admit that sometimes I wish I was gone. I have no real friends and barely anyone comes to visit me at my apartment. They're days were I wish I could join you and mom but I'm too much of a coward to harm myself so sometimes I ask God to end it for me already. Many have no idea how alone I feel. I look forward to going to work these days than I do when I get home. I'm sorry I'm using this visit to moan about my issues but I feel this is the only way to talk to you. I wish you where here. Again I hope you and mom are happy together in heaven. I hope in my next visit I can be more positive. Love you and miss you dad.
The last picture i took of dad :(
How dad saved my life when i was a child.
One thing I'll always remember about my father was the time he pretty much saved my life after I split my head open after crashing into the wall while playing in the house. After I realized I was bleeding badly dad without hesitation picked me up and immediately took me to the emergency room. I remember my mother telling me that dad told her that the hole in my head was so deep that he was able to see the inside of my head. When all was said and done I needed 7 stitches to close my wound. I believe in that night he saved my life. I owe my father my life and gratitude for everything he did for me to be the person I am.