November 3, 2014
November 3, 2014
well its been almost 5 months since you left us, and boy am i missing talking to you on the phone. its getting close to your birthday, and it absolutely kills me that i cant call and wish you a happy birthday. there has been so much that has happened since you left us, and i truly hope you cant see whats going on, it would truly break your heart, it does mine, i only wish i knew everything that you was going thru,and i know now it was alot, wish i could of helped you. i love and miss you more then words can say. i know this has been so hard on amanda, i hope she can finally deal with it better. i couldnt seem to get you off my mind today, i wanted to call you and talk like we use to, but hopefully you know my heart and know im missing you, i love you gary, i pray your truly at peace.