Just me again, coming up to the day we lost you and I can't believe it's been 6 years and the pain is still so are and my chest still hurts so much even thinking about you. I'm starting to believe that time doesn't heal something like this.
I think of you everyday and just want you to know I'm doing fine even when I'm upset or crying I'm okay. I'm an Evans and a tough cookie.

I love telling people my stories of you and watching the home video even though it breaks my heart to hear your voice and know that you're not actually talking to me in person, it's a pain I've never experienced before. First year I'm not with mum for your anniversary but I know she'll be okay because she's doing so well lately and I'm so proud of her. Keep watching over and guiding her though please

Well that's all for now, I love you always xx

Just me back again as you can tell I'm feeling a little lost right now and need some direction. Just think it's the time of year makes me realise how I miss how things used to be. Mums doing well 8 weeks no drinking you'd be so proud pa, she looks incredible! Atmosphere in the house is so much nicer.
As you know Beccas pregnant, and is doing okay too! Charlie is well just Charlie but he's growing more everyday. And Geoff well he's like me he misses you more each and every day although Cody is helping take his mind off things.
Me well I have so much on my mind but you know me just crack on with it don't I! Hope you're proud of everything I'm doing and hope I'm going in the right direction with my life, it feels right.

I miss and love you every single day, hope you like your memorial plaque angel, I'll see you again one day, until then watch and keep us all safe!
All my thoughts and love
Bethy x x

Sorry I haven't wrote on here in months as you've probably seen my life has been changing so much and finding time to do anything is impossible. Even though I still manage to think of you every day.

Having this little place that only I know of brings me so much comfort, it's like I'm able to have a minute alone with you without you being here.

I miss you more everyday especially your guidance and how proud you always were of me, I'm hoping that I have continued to make you proud everyday.

I love you so much, xxxxxxx

5 years tomorrow and I'm still dragging myself through everyday. Feels like only yesterday I was sat on your bed having a chat about everything and anything. Oh what i'd do for one of those chats.
Hope I'm making you proud, I'm trying my hardest.
Miss you more than ever, my life will never be the same, there will always be a constant hole.
sweet dreams angel until we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey you, It's almost christmas again, another one i'll have to spend without you here spreading festive cheer throughout the house and stealing all my favourite chocolates.
Christmas haven't been the same since you left and will never be the same again, I'll leave a space for you angel
love you always xxxxxxx

My friend,my hero,my DAD
Miss you more than words can say
Hoping your happy watching the angels play
With your family and lots of old friends
Heavens potters drinks never end
Part of you will always be here
As long as your memory we hold so dear
The day we lost you my heart fell apart
To this day I sometimes don't know where to start
But all the time I am part of you
I will smile and be happy and try not to be blue
The kids are changing day by day
They tell you they love you,I KNOW,I hear you say
Well for now I'll leave here but not for to long
Maybe I'll return and leave u a song
Love and miss you old boy always and forever xxxxx

Missing you so much right now, I'll see you soon xxxxx

I know it hurt you
It hurt me too,
But now that you're gone
All I know is I miss you

You were there for so long,
I never thought you would leave.
I though you had another year
Waiting up your sleeve.

The day that you left
Was the saddest of my life.
I remember sitting at home
And crying all day and night.

I might be selfish
But I wish you were here
Or if you stayed
For one more year

So its christmas tomorrow and we have another year without you, it's so hard but i'll smile through the pain, i love you angel with all my heart xxxxxxxx

i wont stop writing on here because then it looks like i've forgotten you, which is impossible. Miss you more than ever though Pa, every single day i wake up and think of your smiling face. Sundays have never been the same without you! miss you angel, hope he's treating you okay up there, xxxxxxxxxxxx

missing you more than ever right now, one of our chats or cuddles would be great, still think of you every single day my angel, you may be gone, but you'll never be forgotten, not ever xxxxxxxx

16 tomorrow, will be thinking about you our little angel!

Miss you more than ever right now. Every day seems to drag on without you here, could do with a hug or a chat right now x x x

Missing you like crazy, we'll see each other again soon one day x x x

We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new...
We thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence.
we often speak your name.
Now all we have is memories...and a picture in a frame.