Dearest Geoff, Well here it is again another christmas without you with me physically, but you are never far away in spirit and forever and always in my thoughts and heart. I know you hear me my love as you have proved that over and over and you know what is going on in my life without me even telling you about it although I do so anyway and look forward to our communication every day. At this joyous time of year I see other women with their loved ones and wish with all my heart we could be celebrating here together but you won't be far away and you will watch over me so I shall feel comforted and protected. Sending you the biggest kiss and hug to heaven darling and I will feel the hug you give me in return. I love you forever until I can see you again.
           Your loving wife Ruthie
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My darling Geoff, Well another Christmas is upon me, the 5th since I've been on my own without you. I miss you sweetheart every single day but at special times such as this the pain is more intense and I wish with all my heart that I could hug you again although I know for sure that I will be able to one day, and that gives me comfort beyond measure. I also love the way that I can talk to you every day and you give me proof with your tingles that you hear every word I say. I shall make the best I can of the festive season and you know how much I like it so I shall send a big kiss and all my love to my bobbled boy in the spirit world and look forward to receiving a hug back, yes I can feel them Geoff. :) Hope I give you some laughs over there with all my cheeky antics I get up to lol. All my love forever more honey bunch from your devoted wife Ruthie. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darling Geoff,
It never needs to be a special day to think of you my love for you are forever in my heart and mind and you know that because I speak to you every day about everything going on in my life and you give me proof that you hear me. Today however is the anniversary of your passing from this world to the spirit realm, 4 years have gone by and it still hurts not having you physically with me but comforts me knowing you take care of me from your vantage point and I can always feel your love sweetheart. I know the spirit realm will give me the strength to get me through what is now the worst day of the year for me. Sending love, hugs and kisses to you. Your loving wife Ruthie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darling Geoff, I cannot believe this is the fourth christmas on my own without you already! Nothing is the same at this time of year any more for me but I just make the best of things as best I can until I can rejoin you some time in the future. Wishing with all my heart and soul that I could see your lovely face and look into your warm brown eyes again, I miss you every day of my life more than I can ever express my sweet. Thinking of you this christmas time with love in my heart and hoping that you can feel the festive wishes I am sending from my world to yours. Love you forever more my bobbled boy. Always your devoted and loving wife Ruthie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sweet darling Geoff my lovely husband, this is the third anniversary of your passing and I never stop loving and missing you. The hole you have left no one can fill but I just go from day to day having a few laughs with friends when I can. At least we find our own way to communicate still and that comforts me more than I could ever tell you.
   Always deep in my heart and soul
       forever your Ruthie. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well my darling Geoff, it is another christmas without you, this is the third one on my own again. I cannot believe how quick the time has passed but the pain of missing you never goes away. This year is particularly horrible as it can't even be a normal christmas because of covid 19, so there are many restrictions that will make it very lonely . Wish you were here with me sweetheart and everything would seem brighter. Please know that I love and miss you every day we are apart and I long to see you again. Every day I feel you around me though, the special tingles that answer my questions are what makes me happy. Sending heaps of love to heaven to my bobbled boy for christmas and hope you will be looking after me as you always do.
   All my love forever honey bunch
      from your devoted wife Ruthie. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sweet darling Geoff, this has been a very difficult month for me again, as everything about our relationship revolves around the month of October. We met in October, your birthday was in October, our anniversary which is only now a week away is October 25th, and I lost you in October ! Hon there have been so many tears again just recently because I am lost without you by my side and I just put on a carefree front to the rest of the world. It is two years since I had you here with me and I miss your love so very much but I feel you so strongly all the time and receive all the messages that you send me via the mediums. Geoff you know that I only want to be with you again my love, but until I can and whilst I am stuck here on this plane, I'm just getting through the days the best way that I can, so I hope you don't mind me having a joke here and there with a friend, as it's only that which keeps me going sometimes. I will get up to the cemetery again very soon and I'm sending all my love to heaven to my bobbled boy.
Missing you honey bunch forever
    Love n kisses from your devoted wife Ruthie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I have visited the cemetery again today, how sad I feel every time I go there and life without you in it is surreal to me. Never a day passes my darling without you are in my thoughts and heart from the minute I get up in the morning to the minute I go to bed at night. There is a massive Geoff shaped hole in my life! Wherever I go and whatever I do, there is always something missing. Hope you are watching over me sweetheart and waiting for me. Love you so much. Your Ruthie. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My darling Geoff, I am missing you so very much in every way. Not a day goes by without you in my thoughts and sending you my love to where ever this beautiful place is they call heaven. Just want to be with you sweetheart as you are the other half of me and I am incomplete without you.
I love you so much honey bunch and I'll never be happy until we can be reunited. Probably they don't want me because I'm not as lovely as you were.
Loving you forever bobbled boy
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Darling Geoff,
I hate all these horrible empty lonely days without your smile and cuddles. Can't tell you how much I miss you and love you with every bit of my heart. Just want to be with you again my love as my world feels grey without you to share everything with. I feel you with me all the time, but how I miss seeing you and hearing your voice. I will be your devoted wife always sweetheart and our love remains a bright flame until we can be together once more. Hope that won't be too many years, I miss you so. Your loving Ruthie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darling Geoff, this is the second empty lonely christmas without you and as usual I am only putting on a face to the outside world, inside my heart is totally broken and will remain so until we can be together again. I am missing you so very much my sweetheart, not just because it is the time of year but every minute of every single day. All I wish I could have for Christmas is to see your lovely face again and hear your voice, you are the other half of my whole and I am so lost without you. Loving you forever babe. Your Ruthie (Muttley) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Today is the 1st anniversary of your passing my darling. Been thinking of you all day and talking aloud to you all day as well you know. Miss you today and every day sweetheart, nothing is the same without my soul mate. Longing to see you again babe and until I can I will be your loving and devoted wife always.
           Heaps and tons of love and kisses to heaven. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darling Geoff, I cannot believe that it is almost a year since we were separated and I'm dreading the coming weeks. My birthday without your lovely card and your lovely hugs to warm my heart, your birthday on October 6th when we should have been celebrating and scoffing pizza together like we always did, our anniversary on 25th October, and the anniversary of that horrid day you were taken from me that has left my heart shattered in a million pieces, October 4th. Sweetheart I know you are not far away, I feel your presence daily and I talk to you every day too because a love as special as ours is forever, not just this life. I light this candle because my love for you will remain a burning flame until the great day comes when I can see you again. Love and miss you in every way possible Geoff, my soul mate and love of my life. Always your devoted wife Ruthie. xxxxxxxxxxxx

Easter is here and I'm missing you with all my heart and soul my Bobbled boy. Miss giving you your dark chocolate egg this year and miss you in my life constantly in every way possible. You and I are two halves of one whole my sweetheart, all I want is to be with you again. Love you so much Geoff and I always will.
         I will always be your loving and devoted wife forever.
           All my love
             Your Ruthie xxxxxxxxxx

Every day is so cold and lonely without you here with me my love. You are in my thoughts and in my heart forever.
  Love you so very much Geoff. xxxxxxxxx

My darling Geoff, you were simply the best husband that anyone could have and i love and miss you every second of every day. You left me so suddenly sweetheart and now my life is empty without you in it, merely an existence that ceases to have any meaning to me. I know you are there still, I feel you every day but I miss your face, your smile and everything that was our life together for 9 wonderful years. Nothing is the same anymore honey bunch and I will love you with all my heart until I can be with you again. Always your loving and devoted wife Ruthie ( Muttley) xxxxxxxxx