I picked up my phone to call you today because I needed some advice and then I remembered, but still can't accept it. 

For the first time I'm not longing for a Saturday. Because I'm not ready to accept this.

There are a million things I would like to say but can't get pass my tears.

I remember our growing years, primary school days, fishing trips with Mama, VBS, Girls Brigade, Shampy and Jasmyn's birthday parties.

You never missed a birthday or special occasion. I can hear you now "Trecy where the cake?", LOL.

Never left the island without letting you know I was traveling  and sometimes it seems as if you had ESP, when you text "Trecy you going away anytime soon". 

You never knew this and I wish I had told you how much I looked up to you. You were always the brave one,  outgoing, could carry any conversation - while I was the shy one, not knowing how to fit in but so thankful you were around. Especially during primary school.

There wasn't anything I wouldn't do for you and I knew you was the same for me. Oh, how I miss you Georgia. So much it hurts. 

My beautiful cousin (more like sisters). I Love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU!!!