Hello my angel, today is the day before Xmas eve. I don't like Xmas no more, me an you loved it. Literally hate this time now, because it reminds me more of the good times, doing your tree an you making my tea. Other ppl may have forgotten you so easy but we will never forget you my boy I literally don't understand why heaven needed you because I needed you more here. Hope you have a fabulous Xmas in heaven with all our other angels . Give my mum a big kiss I love you an miss you forever my boy. Stay close to me an keep me going. I love you to infinity and beyond my ged xx ,

Hello my baby boy this is so hard this journey 8 whole mths have passed since you gained your angel wings how have I not spoken, to you heard your voice, or that funny giggle, or seen your beautiful face for 8 whole mths
That is forever for me an you considering we spoke constantly.
I miss you so much my boy this new life is horrible, I just want you back, but I know that impossible ,,, am doing my best to carry on this journey but it's so bloody hard 
The whole family miss you, you was a big part of our life ❤ everyone wants you back ❤
It's your bday soon, an am not looking forward to it.. you would be getn things ready to go the caravan, dunno why you wanted to spend time there because they have just forgotten about you!!! They didn't deserve your love or time mate, but you gave it anyway cause that's what you was a gentle giant with a heart of gold...
I love you with all my heart babe, an I miss you like crazy .... keep that cloud warm for me. I LOVE YOU TO INFINITY AND BEYOND MY GED XXXXXXXX ❤ ♥  ❤ ♥

Well my angel 27 wks you left our sides to say this is the hardest journey have ever made is a understatement my heart has a permanent dagger in it that's the only way I can describe the immense pain I feel. I miss you so much, our chats our laughs, our banter, just everything we shared now we have Xmas nearly here an I know you loved Xmas, an would get more excited than Leo, because of the things you would have for him!
Let's not forget the annual shopping trip, that you loved ,then you would ring me an show me your purchases what I would give to see that call now time is flying so fast when you look at it you been gone for half a year how???? It doesn't get any easier mate I miss you as much now as I did the day you died
I just can't understand how this happend so out the blue, everything you fought of why did this take you??  I miss you so so much my heart will never mend my boy
I love you to infinity an beyond my ged xxxxxxxxxx ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Well my angel 17wks you left us 
17wks of longing to see your face hear your laugh, see your smile my life literally stood still when you left I go about my days in grief bubble, some days I have to push myself to get things done I didn't sign up for this life, we're in life did it say I had to lose 1 of my children you spoke to me everyday an now I have nothing that is so hard mate.
I see ppl recommending plasterer an I go to type your name an realise your not here I look at pictures an go your grave an I look an think how are you really not here 
We still speak about you that will never stop, you were a big light in everyone's life an were all struggling to take it in.... albie says you come an see him, he said you was upstairs here the other day I really hope that's true, an I hope you do go to see him he misses you, you ,but he will always know who you was an how much you adored him... me Amy an dad have taken ashes to get made into rings  an I can't wait cause then I have you everywhere I go angel  I wanna shout an scream why us ? Why you? I hate waking every morning knowing I have to go through another day of you not being here. The wks are flying, but my life stood still an I still hear them words that you had gone I prayed to my mum, to send you back when they was testing you, an I was angry that she didn't. If I knew why they had taken you ,maybe it might make it easier, but we don't get to know.. sleep tight my angel  you deserve the rest... I love you to infinity and beyond my ged xxxxxxxxxx ❤ ♥   ❤ ♥   ❤ ♥   ❤ ♥  

Not a day goes by when me and Leo don't think or speak about you! I've had to apply for our boys high school something you was looking forward to-do, I promise i will make his 1st birthday and Christmas without you a special one! We Love You All The World And More Boo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well my angel, its been 6 wks now an its not getn any easier, if fact its getn harder because at some point am goin have to realise that yoir not coming back I miss you so much from your facetime calls, your beautiful smile your laugh your wind ups, to pulling your chair next to me when you visit I miss everything about you my boy, I don't think I will ever get over losing you! I wasn't prepared for losing you, I thought you would be around forever or that I would go before you that's how it should be ged, why didn't you have to go before me. Your young an you had your life ahead of you this shouldn't of happend you had met the love of yoir life, an had a fab stepson. stay by me mate I LOVE YOU TO INFINITY AND BEYOND MY GED XXXXXXXX ❤♥❤

Just wanted to let you know that am missing you so much wish this was a nightmare an I would wake soon, an you would still be here, laughing smiling an giggling, winding Leo up an talking like its kobi talking. I can't get my head round this lad the fact that am never goin see your face, or make more memories with you! we should be making more happy memories, not talking through the memories you left us.. I don't think am ever going to get over losing you son I LOVE YOU TO INFINITY AND BEYOND MY GED XXXXXXXX ❤♥❤❤❤

Well my boy, we had your funeral an I hope we did you proud I believe there was loads outside the crem, I didn't see anyone so couldn't tell you.. but we didn't expect any less because you was loved immensely there is alot of broken hearts right now. Even now it doesn't seem real am organising you 30th bday party because you never got to have it, but we will for you, also a celebration of your life, because ppl didn't get to say goodbye. I love an miss you so much my boy, my heart will forever be broken am not sure how I do this because know 1 gives you a book on losing a huge part of your life my boy, an that's what you was a huge part of our lives it's like a light has gone out, an we can't find you. Rest up my boy an keep a seat for me, because it won't be long before am there with you, never to part again. I LOVE YOU MY GED TO INFINITY AND BEYOND ❤♥ XXXXXX

What can i say Ged,
the last 5yrs of your life you have made my daughter Cathay Kelly the happiest i have seen her, and for that i thank you.
You were the best dad to your son Leo. you were more than a dad you were and still are his HERO.
You taught him how to be a man, how to treat people and work ethics and so much more.
I will cherish the memories of our Holidays, Meals out as a family and of course your wicked and cheeky sence of humour.
Remeber Ged you were loved more than you will ever know.. xx

Heart broken
Mum No2

Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you I’m proud to be your little brother an treasure every single memory that we’ve had together I’ll make sure every one of your stories are told to all your nephews and your son you will always live on in my heart mate I love you so much❤️

The memories me and Leo have will be treasured forever, precious moments to keep and Love that will never end! Thank you for everything you did for me and our boy! I am forever grateful for you walking into our lives and teaching is how to be loved as a family! I love you boo forever my 31

Ged we know youve passed in body an mind but your light will never go out youll always be remembered by us all for the daft cheeky childish generous young man that you had grown into. Absolute gem of a brother and im already missing our conversations about pretty much any nonsense that had happened while at work. Forever our brother and uncle love Anthony, Samantha, Ryan & Zac .
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This is to a special son lad I no we never seen eye to eye over the years but as a dad I was trying to teach you right from wrong I am so made up as a dad an son relationship we got to watch the mighty reds win the champions league and the premier league son them moments will never leave me so my boy still by your mum and me for every love you so much we will never forget you
All of us we will have a a bevy on your birthday day and Christmas so son good night and god bless you love you my Angel

Not a day has gone by since you went that I haven't thought about you and my heart has broken a little more each time. Thank you for giving me so many amazing memories. I love you so much Ged xxxx

Miss you so much my beautiful son
Don't know how am goin get through this stay by my side angel xxxxxx