Maybe next time
May 14, 2021
Hey Grandma,
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to write this. I still haven't quite figured out how to put my feelings and thoughts into words, but i'll give it my best shot.
Growing up, I always looked forward to going to grandmas house. I remember always getting excited about your homemade meals and amazing desserts you always used to make. I used to love doing puzzles, coloring in a coloring book or playing outside with my neighbor friends Christian and Linnea. You were always so welcoming. You were always there to talk whenever I needed and you always gave good advice. We may not have agreed on everything but you still tried to understand things from my point of view.
Throughout my life you taught me so many things, like how to ride a bike, how to do crossword puzzles, and how to have patience. One thing I still say to this day that will always stick with me is, "Maybe next time". I remember whenever I wanted to play a little bit longer on the McDonald's playground or have one more dessert you would always say, " Maybe next time" because it was time to go home or I had had too much already. I was always very patient and understanding and never threw a fit because I knew there was going to be a next time. Little did I know that the last time I saw you would be the last time. The last time I saw you, you were tired and you were in so much pain. It broke my heart seeing you that way, but now at least you're not in pain or suffering anymore. When you left, you took a part of my heart that will always be with you.
So many things still remind me of you, salmon patties, Watergate salad, peanut butter cookies, the mountains, Estes Park, McDonalds, American Idol, Annie, puzzles, precious moments, yard sales, and so many other things.
For a while now, it's been hard to think about you because I just get really emotional and dwell on those good memories and wish more than anything we could go back to a time when life was so much simpler and you were around.
I know you would want me to be happy and look towards the future instead of dwelling on the past, so instead of getting sad, I am going to try and remember those moments and smile and be grateful for all the years and moments I got to spend with you.
Until Next time,
Love Jessica
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to write this. I still haven't quite figured out how to put my feelings and thoughts into words, but i'll give it my best shot.
Growing up, I always looked forward to going to grandmas house. I remember always getting excited about your homemade meals and amazing desserts you always used to make. I used to love doing puzzles, coloring in a coloring book or playing outside with my neighbor friends Christian and Linnea. You were always so welcoming. You were always there to talk whenever I needed and you always gave good advice. We may not have agreed on everything but you still tried to understand things from my point of view.
Throughout my life you taught me so many things, like how to ride a bike, how to do crossword puzzles, and how to have patience. One thing I still say to this day that will always stick with me is, "Maybe next time". I remember whenever I wanted to play a little bit longer on the McDonald's playground or have one more dessert you would always say, " Maybe next time" because it was time to go home or I had had too much already. I was always very patient and understanding and never threw a fit because I knew there was going to be a next time. Little did I know that the last time I saw you would be the last time. The last time I saw you, you were tired and you were in so much pain. It broke my heart seeing you that way, but now at least you're not in pain or suffering anymore. When you left, you took a part of my heart that will always be with you.
So many things still remind me of you, salmon patties, Watergate salad, peanut butter cookies, the mountains, Estes Park, McDonalds, American Idol, Annie, puzzles, precious moments, yard sales, and so many other things.
For a while now, it's been hard to think about you because I just get really emotional and dwell on those good memories and wish more than anything we could go back to a time when life was so much simpler and you were around.
I know you would want me to be happy and look towards the future instead of dwelling on the past, so instead of getting sad, I am going to try and remember those moments and smile and be grateful for all the years and moments I got to spend with you.
Until Next time,
Love Jessica