Momma, I  miss you so much everyday. Not a second  goes by I  don't  think of our times  together.  My heart hurts and cries so much daily that we are  not fulfilling the only  thing you asked of us all in your diary before  your  beautiful soul left us to fend alone without  your  guidance. Forgive me mommy, forgive  us. I'm going  to be a better  person. The kind you  taught  me to be. I  love  you  mommy.

raising 7 kids, single parent had to be incredibly difficult!  My mother is the true meaning of "strong"......... 

Looking back on my childhood life, i dont know how mom did it!  We had more downs then ups nd my mother would live each nd every day no matter what problem she was facing as if there was no problem......... 

My only regret is, causing such great grieve in my mom's life wen she was alive! I wish I was able to tell her, im sorry nd i love her........