Our beach trips
you used to take me to the beach at least twice a month and I’d always get to take someone or it would just be me and you. Man those trips were fun. We’d go until we couldn’t go anymore. Or when you’d pick me up from school early and take me to the state fair every single day the fair was in town:) oh the memories that flood in. Ed made sure to shut me out of your life and out of papas before he passed away but I’m thankful for it! Had he not shit me out I would of had to watch you both suffer and become a shell of the people y’all once were. I’m glad that dang near every memory that floods in are all good! I don’t remember you being sick EVER! Other than when you broke your hips which he somehow managed to say was my fault. I missed for so many years and I’ve often cried myself to sleep wanting to talk to my grandma as I did every single day for 26 years. I love you so much grandma and I know without a doubt your looking down on me proud of the woman, mother, wife, and grandma that I am.