Hi Son I havent been on here lately but i think of you everyday, I kiss yours and papas picture every morning and night I see your truck first thing in the morning when I go outside and if I go some place I think of you when passing places you've been I so wish I could have helped you I pray you knew how much I loved you I'm a great great grandma now Paige had a little boy few months ago He had a rough start at first He weighed 4 lbs & was early , In hospital for almost three months but doing good now his name is Christian , he is a sweety  I so wish you could have had a baby I think things would be so different and you would still be with us I know you wanted a baby so bad I wish Cailin would have loss hers You would have made a good daddy. I pray you are able to be with your babies in Heaven I put two little angels next to your angel on your stone. Eric still thinks of yo and a few others comment on your FB. Not much going on around here other than the new babies Katelyns little Everly is almost two M Dylans  little Eloise is his twin She will be one in Sept I know you always wanted a Greg Daniel Walsh lll and a Rose I think Emory Rose would have been a cute name Well I will try and get on here more often But know you are on my mind everyday I love and miss you so much Love Mom

Hi son Been missing you so much lately Trying to keep busy Summer is almost here so I cant wait I hate the cold Daddy went to Florida for bike week and he came back with another tattoo itis the date of your pass 3-29-2021  He had one for papa too We dont need a date to remember that day but its his way of having you with him We miss and love you so much And I cant wait to be with you Since your not here to take care of daddy when he is ready to join you ,little Kenny is going to take care of him and the arrangement Hopefully not for a long time but he will have someone here for him Gonna try an have fire pit night with Robin soon She is so special to me and I know she will always care about you and visit your grave when I'm gone So happy we was able to get close together at the cemetery Ill be there Sunday Love you so much, love mom

Well , son I cant believe it's been a year since you left us The time went so fast I only hope my time goes fast so I can be with you soon .Went to cemetery today to spend some time with you there and I got to thinking about the two babies you lost so I got a little coin to put on your stone it's says'' Daddy we are always with you''  You may not have been a daddy here on earth but you are in Heaven I pray you got to see then as soon as you got  there I can imagine how great that was, Today was a hard day for me but I'm gonna try and do better knowing you are not in pain and depressed anymore I pray you, Papa an your babies are together with all our families & loved ones  . I feel you are the one that made me think of the babies and send for the charm I will always pray you are together Know how much I love and miss you son Kiss your babies for me & tell them how much I would have loved  them

Having a very bad day I just miss you so much Saw a message you sent to Alissa the night you left us It hurts so much that you didnt come home that night and let me try and help you I pray you love me and forgive me I pray you didnt suffer I wish she would have picked you up I hate that you were so cold and alone I wish I could dream of you so I could hold you and talk to you Please pray for me so I can have peace knowing you are out of pain and with Papa and Jesus. I can't wait to see you again.I love you so much

I forgot to tell you your Dad went to  hospital tonight I 've not heard anything from him yet Pray that he will be ok and watch over him tonight and always  Its probably nothing to worry about but I'll let you know Try to be with him He loves and misses you as I do Love you ,good night

Well I talk to psychic today he said you are in Heaven and that you are happy He said Papa and grandma Johnson was with you helping you He said you were sorry for all you've done especially hurting us by leaving and that you love us He said you do come visit me and I should be feeling you near Sometimes I think I do feel you . I really want you to come to me in my dreams so I can see you and give you a big hug He said you are not mad at me and that  you love me  which I always know you loved me and didnt mean to hurt us Im sorry for all the mean things I have said to you I was just  so frustrated and guess we all lash out at those we love I knew you were in Heaven and prayed you were with papa so that made me happy Work hard through your problems And pray for all of us and your true friends that need prayers So many people miss you and loved you He also said your mom was there and said she was sorry I know she didnt mean to hurt you and her family She just had things she couldnt handle on her own too Now you can get to know her and be with all our loved ones The guy said you will be waiting to greet me when its my time and I look forward to seeing you ,papa and all our family As always I love and miss you so much Love Mom /Gma

Good morning Well it's six months today that you left us . Only good thing with time going so fast is that it means I will be with you much sooner I love and miss you so much and pray your with Papa and Jesus Please come to me in my dreams Love and miss you so much.

Well last night Robin came down to the house and we built a little bonfire It was so nice of her to visit I think a lot of her. Naturally we sat there talking about you and some of the crazy things you all did together She showed me a video of you all and some pics that she is going to send me I think you knew she was really a true friend to you. We sat out till midnight and I had a few glasses of wine It was so quite out there and she heard music way off It seemed to come from up on our hill I said it was probably you up there partying. I feel she 's the only one I  can talk to about you It seems to help me some . I miss you so much I just wish I could cry and get all the pain of losing you out of me I know you knew how much I loved you and I know you loved me too and the family but you just couldnt get the hurt out of your head. I've read some of of your notes when you were in rehab and I guess I just didnt know how much you were hurting and all the sad things in your head. Know that I will always love you and will never forget you You are out of your pain and for that I am thankful Praying you are with papa and both in the arms of Jesus  Love always Mom

Aug .28,th Five months tomorrow since Ive seen you I still cant believe your gone and having trouble accepting it  I wish you could come to me in my dreams so I can see, hug and kiss you I miss you and love you so much Im so sorry for all that happened and that I wasnt with you when you left Please forgive me

Missing you so much lately It still feels like your just out running around and I'm waiting for you to come home Oh how I wish that were true I think of you constantly I wish I could dream of you so it would feel like your still with me I just pray you know how much I love you and miss you. I wish I could be with you.

Yesterday was your 32 nd birthday . Your Dad visited Sun. and left you roses and a BD balloon . I was there as always after Church . Monday I came and cut the grass on your grave .They still dont have you stone placed so I brought you balloons too Tied on on your flowers and sent a red heart one with messages up in the air thinking maybe you could see it from Heaven Watched it till it was gone from sight .Just wonder how far it travelled . I pray you were with Papa for your BD. I love you and miss you so much.

I joined this site to have a memorial for my grandson whom I raised and loved more than life itself. And in hopes it would help me to overcome the grief I am having and cant seem to accept that he is gone. I know that so many people have lost children and when I post so many things on FB I don't want them to think my child was more important than theirs. It seems to help me some when I do post some of the prayers but I just can't get closure . He was such a beautiful sweet child growing up and as a young adult He cared for his family and friends deeply and never knew a stranger He lost his birth mom when only ten years old but in his teens when he found out how she died. This was always in his mind and  after high school he got into drugs and alcohol I believe to ease the pain of her loss . He always seemed to follow the wrong crowd. He spent many times in jail and  rehab Then would seem to be doing good after rehab , the first time they helped him get a good job as a machinist. He loved the job got a truck he loved and was doing so good until he came back home but each time he came back to our county it would start again . He then found a good girl and was doing good and worked as a welder until he broke up with her He wanted to get another good job and change his life but just had bad memories of his moms death in his head, depression and a broken heart over another  girl that didn't help his addiction I guess  He said all he wanted was to get a good job have a baby with someone that loved him. I always was afraid I would lose him but put it in the back of my mind. I think I could accept his death a little better if it weren't for the way he died. I feel so bad that we had been arguing the last time I saw him  I know he knew how much I loved him and I know he loved me He had always called me mom The last day I saw him he was so depressed and said he didn't want to live and was gonna get a big dose of drugs and end it all I only wish I would have  taken him seriously The night he passed he did overdose but the people he was with just threw him out of the car up from our house and left him like trash They then took his wallet and bank card and used it several times after he had been dead several days. And there was nothing that could be done to them without proof. I think this is why I'm having so much heart breaking grief and can't get closure. I know he is at peace and out of his pain  This world is full of such heartless people I only pray that someday this will haunt them. I love and miss you so much son and you will always be in my heart. Love you Mom

The first time I met you. I was at my apartment with Nikki and we were too scared to kill the spiders in my windows. So Nikki called you to come help us, and you did. That's how you got the name Spiderman. You walked into my life that night, and I chose to keep you in my life ever since.