Three years ago today you left us , Its still so hard to believe your gone and I will never see you or hold you in my arms again I pray that you knew how much I loved you and wanted so much for you I do think if your baby had made it you would still be here You wanted a baby so badly and I know you would have been a good Daddy Missing you just never seems to get eaisier Not a day goes by that I dont think of you and talk to you When I go out there are constantly memories of places I go by and think of you I will love you until my last breath

Well I haven't been on here for awhile Had my back surgery and am doing good No pain but a little weak Uncle Michael ha another heart procedure and doing some better please pray this will take care of things for him Your daddy's been in bed 3 days with Pancreatitis again He wont go to hospital cause his Ins ran out and the new wont be good till Jan Please pray he gets better soon I think he is gonna have his Gall Bladder taken out cause Dr said that may help I miss and love you so much Christmas is in 3 weeks and that's the hardest I think of you everyday I pray you are in Heaven with Jesus and papa and pray I will see you when my time comes Please pray for all of us . Love you so much

Two & a half years today and it still seems unreal You are on my mind everyday Each Sunday I visit your grave and talk to you wondering how things would be if you were still with us You had so much potenial and all the dreams I had for you are just in my mind now I love and miss you so much I pray your in Heaven with Jesus and Papa I pray when my time comes I will see you both Love you always

It was 2 years on March 29 th and was so hard to understand that the time has went so fast I still cant seem to understand why you left us . I miss and love you so much. I feel you near me sometimes and wish I could hold you and kiss you I pray you knew how much I loved you and wish I could have helped you I only hope God took you because you hurt so much and He didnt want you to hurt anymore and pray He was with you in the end I love and miss you so much Love Mom You tried so hard to get better and Im proud of you for that I only wish I could have been with you It hurts so much and I pray some day I will see you and be with you in Heaven

29 months ago you left me, and each day seems to get harder especially on Christmas and your birthday. Always on my mind and in my heart Love and miss you so much

Due to bad weather, we canceled Christmas to New Years Eve So I'll have another bad day Your on my mind every day and it's still hard to believe your gone On my birthday I turned 80 yrs old I lost you when you were 31 yrs It's just not right You should not have been taken before me You had so much life to be lived Things to do and places to see I wish I could have taken your place It hurts so much that you were alone that day I love and miss you so much son Praying I will be with you soon

Well its almost Christmas the hardest time of year without you Love and miss you so much and papa too

29 months and it still doesn't seem real I see you everywhere I go. I dream of you but your younger in my dreams, You were such a sweet child and young man I just wish you wouldn't have left us I wish I could have been with you and held you in my arms I am so sorry you hurt so much We could have worked through it I will love and miss you the rest of my life. I only pray God will let me hold you in my arms one more time when I die.

Well it was 18 months on the 29 th .that you left us And its getting harder So many things I see reminds me of you I just wish I could dream of you so I could hold you in my arms. You are always on my mind Cant think of anything else Hope to have a fire night with Robin & her mom when Dad goes to Florida You would love her house and Im sure you would help her fix it up . I miss and love you so much and cant wait to see you someday soon

Well I had lunch with you today for your birthday but forgot your milk shake I pray you were there with me in spirit Love and miss you so much

Happy Heavenly 33 rd Birthday Son, I wish you were here to celebrate It's a rainy day which is depressing. I pray your with papa and your friends for your birthday I love and miss you so much.

Having a very bad day son. I just dont want to go on without you The pain of losing you never goes away or eases Please pray to God to give me strength

Well I didnt forget the 29 th of May Fourteen months had gone by. Things have been so bad around here I'm sure you know Lost my Nephew Kevin May 22 at 41 yrs old and two days later Sissys husband Jerry Ive lost so many the past few months I know we have to die one day but so many lately is so hard so hard I miss and love you so much Look forward to seeing you soon I pray your with Papa and the rest of the family Love Mom

Well Easter came and went Another holiday without you I miss you more each day This past moth has been extra hard for me I still cant believe you've been gone a year.There's not a day or hardly a minute that I dont think of you, When I go out there are so many places and things I see that remind me of you I pray your with Jesus, your babies and Papa I cant wait to see you in Heaven , please pray I will get there some day.I love and miss you so much

Well 11 months & its still hurting I pray for peace in my heart but its too broken I spoke to Allissa Wainscot today she always comments on your site She said shes the one you met when at Jacob House I wish you would have called me that night  she said you called her but with living so far from here she couldnt come get you I enjoy talking to the ones you knew and cared about Your new stone still hasnt came in but they said soon I cant wait so I can decorate it As always I love and miss you so much

Well this months doesn't have a 29 th in but that doesn''t mean your not gone I sure wish it did So hard to believe it will be 11 months I use to think time was so slow but it has flown by so fast since you left us I still have a hard time accepting it . I miss you and love you so much I pray you are with Papa and Jesus in Heaven I am so happy that you are out of pain and that should give me piece but mine heart will forever be broken till I am with you and Papa so if time passes like this year has it will be soon and I cant wait I pray God lets me hold you tight when we see each other. Till then I pray you are in my heart in spirit You are always on my mind Till we see each other know how much I miss and love you

Well 10 months has went by since you left us . I still can't believe I'll never see you again I love and miss you so much. It doesn't get any easier I can't wait to be with you. Time used to go so slow but the last ten months have went so fast The only good thing about that is I will be with you sooner. Always remember how much your loved and missed We got a lot of snow the past few days so I can't come visit you today and probably not tomorrow, but you will be in my thoughts all day . I am happy that your warm and safe and pray your with papa and Jesus Love you

I can't believe you've been gone 9 months today We have missed making so many memories I can't believe how fast time goes by but at least it means I will see you sooner We still haven't had our family Christmas due to so many sick Hoping to have it Jan 9 th It won't be the same without you Gonna go have lunch with Robin today and visit you Hope it doesn't rain too hard Till next time know that I will love and miss you always

Merry Christmas Greggie My 1 st one without you Daddy got me a 3 D heart with your picture in it It makes you look so real I love it Christmas was messed up this year some of them with that darn covid so we are gonna try Jan 9 I hope when I talk to you your spirit can hear me I love and miss you so much

You've been gone 8 months now as of the 29 th It still is unreal and hurts so much Please help me through Christmas thats gonna be the hardest time for me I was blessed to have you 31 yrs but that wasnt enough . I pray you know how much I loved you and cant wait to be with you again. Please pray for Darren he is having so much trouble with his seizures, I pray you and papa are together with Jesus and the family I love you

Happy Heavenly Thanksgiving I wish you were here with us. You loved my pumpkin pie. I miss and love you so much I still can't believe your gone I wish I could dream of you so you would feel close to me I pray you are near me in sprit always Pray you and Papa are together and I can't wait till I'm with you both Love always

Hi baby, I just put up my memory tree up even though It's not even Thanksgiving yet Just trying to get in the Christmas spirit. It was so hard to add your picture to the memory tree but it's good knowing you're in Heaven with Papa and the rest of our loved ones I put your mom's and Papa's picture next to you and pray their next to you in Heaven I will post Christmas pics on Christmas Love and miss you so much

Gone 7 months now and it is still hard to believe your gone . Robin came up last Fri and we talked about you She misses you too I had written you a letter and burt it over the fire pit hoping that it would come to you in Heaven to read.

Well , It's been six months and it's not getting any easier I think of you constantly I see a place and think of you Every time I go by places you've been it brings tears to my eyes I wish there was someway you could let me know your ok and that you are by my side I cant wait to see you again I pray you are with Papa I know you tried so hard to help your self I just hate to think of how we were the last night I saw you. Please for give me for everything You knew how much I loved you. I think of all the things you wanted but will never have a chance to have We both wanted the same things That you could get a good job, find someone that loved you as much as you could love them and have that baby you wanted so much You would have made a good Daddy. You had so much love to give but just couldn't find the right one. I was so upset that they messed up your stone but you'd probably got a kick out of it they had you r death date as 1921 That was before Grandma Johnson ,me or Daddy was born They are going to fix a new one and I hope it's ready before Christmas so I can decorate it, I have fall stuff on it now but you know how much I loved Christmas so wanted to do it good for you The first Christmas with out you will be so hard I've been shopping and every time I go by the men's dept. I think of you and what you would want The last gift I gave you was that wallet with our pictures on it and you loved it so much I only wish someone could find it and give it to me . I wish that I could have been with you when you left us . I cherish the memories of you growing up We had so much fun together You'll always be my baby, I love and miss you so much

Your dad helped me get the bird house made out of one of your boots, It turned out good Hopefully we will get some blue birds nesting in it next Spring. I 've been having a hard time lately I know it's cause I miss you so much but I also feel guilty for not doing more to help you . I am so sorry for everything and wish I could have been with you when you left us Can't wait to see you again Love always .Mom

Past few days have been so hard. My heart aches for you .I wish I could dream of you so I could hold you and tell you how much I miss and love you .I look for signs that you are near. I sent a red balloon up to you with love on your birthday If only you could have gotten it I love you with all my heart . I will see you Next Sunday rest in piece my son.

I will always love you

It just doesn't get easier I miss you more everyday . It still doesn't seem real You are always on my mine I wish I could feel your touch and hear your voice. I have so many good memories of you growing but I'd rather have you I wish I could have taken your place that day Love you always

I miss you so much. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. Most days I look at your pictures and smile, but some days I just cry. I'll see you again one day, and we'll sit and catch up on everything. I love you Spiderman. Love Bopity

The day you left me was the worse day of my life .I know your no longer in pain but I will feel your pain in my heart forever I will love you forever and can't wait till the day we will be together again Forever in my heart I love you and miss you so much. Love Mom/Gma