It's been 6 or 7 years since I been celebrating my birthday with out my grandfather and it's hard for me on my birthday to have fun without him so I cry in the inside and happy on the outside and I have to stay strong there are some songs that makes me cry and I hate when people put things on his name I really didn't meet him and have a relationship with him as other granddad's and granddaughters have with there grandfather's rip grandaddy and I love u this was hard for me to say